TW: suicide, self harm, anxiety, attacks, transphobia

Oh boy only one chapter in and ANGST. What can I say I like writing it. Also again PH stand for Power High, again I'm lazy.

Roman woke up to screaming. Well he was used it it by now. He rolled over and pushed his twin brother Remus out of his ear and sat up

Roman: Morning Duke

Remus: Morning Prince

Roman and Remus smiled at their childhood nicknames for each other thinking back to the long nights up watching Disney films.

Roman: Why are you up so early? *yawn* You don't need to come with me to Power High. You could have just slept in.

Remus: Is it so wrong for me to want to see my brother off. I mean we wont see each other for a while and one might say I'll miss our antics

Roman yawned and rubbed is eyes with the back of his hand. Remus watched his brother his eye's lingering an extra second on the scars on Romans arms. Roman noticed his brother and quickly put his arm down hiding the array of old slice marks on his arms and wrist. Roman jumped out of bed and started pushing Remus out of his room.

Roman: Now get out so I can change. I need to be ready for today

Remus:*laughs* OK dork see you downstairs

Roman: I SAID TO STOP CALLING ME A WHALE PENIS REMUS! PLUS OTHER PEOPLE-

Roman stopped when his older brother David stepped out of his room. David looked tired and angry, Roman knew he and Remus probably woke him up. It didn't matter that he needed to be up anyway when his brother was angry there was no stopping him.

David: Why the hell are you two screaming so god damn early

Roman: S-sorry David I'll be more quite

David: Good.

David looked Roman up and down, taking in his Disney t-shirt, Mickey mouse pants, and messy bed head, and scoffed. 

David: And fix yourself. You can't show up in that. You need to keep our family name. How do you think people would react if they saw you looking like that.

Roman: I'm still haven't gotten ready yet. I promise I won't stain the families pride. 

Roman hated how small his voice sounded. He looked down at the ground hoping David wouldn't see the hate in his face.

David: Well go on now Romania get changed so we can leave.

Roman: I-i-I'm not a g-g..... My name is Roman...

David: What was that.

David was angry. He was not in a good mood today and Roman knew if he tried to talk back he would only get into more trouble

Roman: nothing...

Roman hated himself. He hated himself for not talking back to David as he walked into his room. He hated himself for standing there like a sad puppy before making sure David's door was closed before going to get changed. He hated himself for not being the brave price he knew he was. 

Roman sulked back into his room and started to get changed. He looked at the two shirts he had left out of his bag. One, a red short sleeved t-shirt with white on the hem, and the other, a long sleeved shirt of the same style but with gold on the hem instead of white. He looked at the T-shirt and thought about the wether today. It was going to be as one would say "perfect spring wether" even though the fall was closer then ever. He though about how PH always had a different way to start the school year that usually involved a lot of physical activity. As Roman reached to the t-shirt he saw the scars on his arm, scars he knew he didn't want to answer any questions about, he didn't want they to know about the hell that was last year. So he reached over and grabbed the long sleeved shirt. He could handle the heat after all he was a fire user so the out doors had nothing on him. 

As Roman walked into the kitchen he smelled something cooking. The fact that he had no clue what it was told him Remus was cooking. No one ever knew what he cooked or how but it never tasted bad. But it always tasted weird. Roman sat down at the island and looked at his brother wearing a "Kiss the Chef" apron that Remus had gotten for himself last year.

Roman: What are you making this time?

Remus: Would you like to know brother.

Roman: You know what on second thought I might not want to hear the answer to this

Remus: Wise choice my friend

Remus served whatever he was cooking to Roman while Roman put the coffee on. Making a plate for himself and leaving aside one for David too.The twins continued talking and eating. Right as Roman was about to put his plate in the sink their mother walked in

Remus: Hello mother how are you this fine morning

Roman: Good morning mother

R.Mother: What did you make for breakfast.

Thats how their interactions usually went. Their mother not really caring all that much about her two young sons.

Roman: Remus made breakfast this morning. Here have a cup of coffee

R.Mother: Romania are you ready for your first day of school

Roman internally cringed at hearing his dead name. Remus looked uncomfortable and walked out of the kitchen without saying bye. Roman looked after him enviously knowing if he pulled a stunt like that he would never hear the end of it.

Roman: Yes mother. All my bags are packed and-

R.Mother: You must make a good impression. Your father, brother, and I all went to Power High and we must show how we raised our daughter well and how she is another per...

Roman tuned her out at this point. It was taking all his will power to not correct his mother and he had heard this speech a million times. Every time Roman did anything he would get a lecture about the family name and be compared to his gift from god brother.

After her speech was done Roman quickly excused himself and ran upstairs, grabbed his bag and got into the car. He looked into the front seat to see Remus sitting expectantly and David stepping in. Soon they started on their 3 hour drive to Power High. 

man this one was really long I was going to put everyones in here but I guess we are just going to have more chapters to read. I can't lie Romans one my my favorites so it's a bit easier to write for him(plus he's the only one I've planned most of his story arc for lol)