I play pretend with my feelings
I play pretend with my face
A game that's not in favor of me
I play with hate against my faith

Inspire souls with my music
But do I ignite myself
I find comfort in my musings
But I've struggled with my share

Trying to catch my brain
As it's falling by your feet
I have been a fool
But would you bend your knee?

I have dreamt too much
Will I get to real life
In my hollow mind
My heart speaks from inside

I feel like I'm drowning and I don't know why
My head is so dizzy and I'm trapped inside
I tried hurling one at them, said how hard I've become
But an unhealthy life is one hell of a drug

My dear mind's an asylum in which I find life
It has been from my birth to the day that I die
I was finding a purpose but then it turned blue
Now I'm begging for hope can that hope just be you