HOLLAND'S POV

The other day, when I passed out in detention was the only day I seen Jason really cared about me. Well ever since his accident, he became very cold towards but that day. He actually cared for me, just like this morning when he found me throwing up in his restroom. In all honestly, I'm scared to tell him. I'm scared to tell him the true. The other day, I went to the doctors to find out why I'm constantly sick. Well that day I found out why. It's been 3 days since I found out that. That..... Well that I'm currently 3 months pregnant with Jason's baby. When I found out that I was pregnant, that I had a mini me or Jason inside of me. I cried. I cried so much, that I don't know how to tell Jason nor how to tell my family. It scares me that if I tell Jason, he would said that it's not his or that he's to young to be a dad or that I should get rid of it. But that would be the same thing my mom would try to convince me to do. I don't know if I want my baby or not. I don't know if i'm ready or not. If Jason leaves me, will I be able to do it all by myself? I feel so trapped. Nobody know about my pregnancy, not even my bestfriend knows. I haven't seen trini since I last dropped her off at the Angel Grove Mining Place. I was currently at home, looking for something to wear. I just stood there look at my closet. I'm just standing there. Should I go to school or stay home? I don't feel go with all the morning sickness but I have to go to school, so I decide that I just show up to school late. --- Once I got to school it was doing 3rd period. I was walking out the attendence office and head to my 3rd period when I saw Jason, he was talking to Kimberly Hart. The Cheerleader. The Popular girl. The IT girl of Angel Grove High.

Is he sercetly seeing her? Am I really not much good for him to be talking to Kimberly Hart. Before we started going out, He had a crush on her. I know this because when Jason and I were bestfriends, Kimberly was all he used to talk about. So I'm guessing since she is no longer dating that Ty Fleming and is not that much a cheerleader since she broke his teeth. Jason feels as if both him and Kimberly are one of the same now that both of them are mostly the most talked about in the whole school. I don't know what to think anymore. I don't know if they have something going on or that maybe they are just friends, but I can't avoid the fact that it hurts me that he can talk to her but not me. So I just walked away. Pretending as if I haven't seen them. I walked away. It the right thing to do.

The whole day at school, I tried to avoid him. I even waited for him to leave before getting to my car. When I got to my car, I notice that Trini was there, leaning against the passenger side of the car. So I thought it would be funny to scared her. She had her back facing me.

Holland > Booo!!!!!!

Trini < What the fuck!!!!! ( she turn around to see me ) Holland! Whatcha do that for.

Holland > Because it's funny.

Trini < Ha. Ha. So funny.

Holland < { laughing } It's a miracle you came to school today.

Trini > I had to my mom literally dragged me here so I had no choice.

Holland > Dang, Wish I was there to see that.

Trini > But you were so. Anyway, Can you please drop me off at the Restricted Mining Place?

Holland < Sure, Don't I always.

Trini > You haven't in awhile.

Holland < I toke you 3 days ago. Now get in the car before I change my mind.

Trini < Fine.

( Once we got in the car, I decide that I would Trini and ask for some advice. )

Holland < Hey Trini, can I ask you something?

Trini > Yeah, you know you can?

Holland < Trini... I'm Pregnant.

Trini > Your what!

Holland < Pregnant with Jason's baby.

Trini > I know it's Jason but how far along are you?

Holland < 3 months

Trini > You don't even look pregnant. what! Have you told Jason ?

Holland < No, your the only person who knows besides me.

Trini > Oh holls what are you going to do?

Holland < I don't know. That's why I need your help. So can you help me?

Trini < Holls, you know that you can always count on me.

Holland > Thank you Trini

( we hugged and then I drove to the Mining Restricted Area. But once we got there I turned off the car and turn to look at here )

Trini < Thank you for driving me

Holland > It's no problem and Trini?

Trini < Yeah ?

Holland > Be careful

Trini < Aren't I always.

( with that she opened the car door and was about to close it but didn't. She turned back and then told me )

Trini < Bye holls and my goddaughter. Be safe. Promise.

Holland > Don't worry we'll be okay and promise.

I watched her walk away toward the rocky hill. I waited til I no longer saw her so that I can leave and go to work. Lately I been work long hours, but then again I need those hours so that I can provide for my baby. I think after talking to trini and knowing that I finally have someone on my back to help me with the baby , if I don't get support from my family nor from Jason.

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