it's finally close to being over..

Hopefully it wasn't too bad for y'all

And sorry if I wasn't able to share much drawings n shit for some of the year

I don't have much announcements to share other than I am starting to get really into youtubers other than Denis lately. Like ones in the Dream smp server (not Dream himself fuck that guy-) such as TommyInnit, Wilbur, Quackity, and barely have yet to watch BadBoyHalo and Eret. And uh.. I'm startin'a simp for Slimecicle who is (unfortunately) not in the server but oh my goD I just love that guy..

Also, another thing that is a lot more serious is me finding out I most likely have ADD (Attention Deficit Disorder). I've done a bunch of research and taken a few quizzes from legit websites not the bullshit buzzfeed garbage. And most of them had pretty high scores so uh, there's that. And I'm beginning to notice the symptoms I have. And it's probably the reason why I don't update this book as much as I used to. But I can't say for sure I have it, a doctor's got to properly diagnose me after all. To add to this, I also have similar symptoms to BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder, not Bipolar), I don't really think I have it but like a have a few symptoms of it so uh, yeah. I wanna tell my parents about it but not only am I procrastinating I'm kinda anxious about what their response would be. Like, would the doctor tell me I'm positive for it and make me take pills? Would my brother just call me a lazy bitch and tell them I'm faking it? Idk man, I did breakdown after having to swallow a pill for some health issue earlier yesterday, and I just let it dissolve and tasted the awful taste. Man I'm just a pussy .-.

Well that's enough of that, I'm just gonna go ahead and say Happy New Year and hopefully your year wasn't too shitty. I would've made some holliday art but I really wasn't in the mood so yeah nothing. I meant to post some Halloween art but I also wasn't in the mood since my cosplay never came. And yeah. Hopefully 2021 won't be as shit, hopefully..

now to end the page off with a quick sketch of an OC I have yet to share on here. His name is Travis.

Ft. Anthony, his boyfriend's hand. Idk man I had nothing else to do, plus I'm deciding whether to color this in or leave as is.