Hey guys :) Listen. I'm sorry for not updating for like a month or two. I don't know.

Okay I actually do know. It's depression man. It sucked the inspiration out of me this summer and I'm trying to push past it and push away the thoughts in my mind that isn't healthy or good to think at all. If you have depression or are currently somewhat depressed, then you'll understand where I'm coming from. I want to update and such, but I couldn't bring myself to type much or do anything for that matter. I just thought I'd be honest with you guys and explain myself to you because you guys deserve that much. Last time I didn't update for a long while some of you guys asked if I was dead. But I'm alive, just having a hard time right now.

I was actually thinking of quitting Wattpad once. Idk where such a thought came from and I immediately erased it from my brain and shook my head at myself for even thinking of leaving something that makes me and all you guys happy.

I'm not leaving Wattpad. End of story.

I'm going to try and update "Keep on Skating" tonight. I'm trying to get the last chapter out before I start school on Tuesday. Of course when school starts, I'll still try to update during my free time and such.

Just continue to be patient and know that I'm trying here, just struggling with my emotions and thoughts and such. I hope you understand. I'll be coming back soon, I jusy need some motivation and encouraging from myself and mariestarlight has unknowingly been a big help in getting my motivation back and she makes me want to go back to updating, so thanks a bunch, Zoe :)

Um so yeah. I'm rambling at this point. So I said all I need to say. I will be updating my stories soon and my oneshots. I've been thinking about redoing some of my old one shots with the words that you guys comment. But yeah. I have ideas and such. But we'll just have to see.

So expect an update tonight ;)

Comment your thoughts on this little speech/announcement/confession thing and tell me what you think (unless it's gonna be rude to me or a total asshole. I've had enough bs filled and rude comments on my oneshots to last me a while) or what you think of my ideas :)

See you in the next update

-Meka