it's a regret that lives inside my brain
at the end of every day, because i know
and she knows that i know
that this is just until tomorrow
until we snap again and continue
they tried to rip me out of it
and they presented me with
a better life that could be mine
and i wish it so much, i'm slipping
just -- i close my eyes -- don't hate me
i'm doing the best i can right now
for everyone, and maybe ...
maybe for me, too