Authors note: Just a heads up, Illiana will behave very differently in this chapter. There is a reason for that but she will not stay like this. And keep in mind that Illiana is bipolar.

⚠️Trigger Warning⚠️

This chapter contains blood, gore, and traumatic events.

Illiana POV

   I woke up to a soft knock on my door. "Illiana, are you up? Your classes start soon." My dads voice rings out. I grumble and throw my sheets off. "Yes dad. I just have to get dressed" I reply groggily. I hear him grunt before his boots clomp down the stairs. I sigh and walk to my closet. I rifle through my clothes before picking a black lace lingerie top and acid wash jeans. I throw on my favorite belt and snag my leather jacket before grabbing my doc martens. I walk into my bathroom and put on thick black liner and blush. I swoop on some mascara then fluff my newly dyed black hair. I look hot. I grab a few rings before putting them on and then grab my bag to leave.

Illiana's outfit

Her hair and makeup

  I make my way downstairs and to the front door. Dad stops me before I grab my keys and looks at me. "Lils what did you do to your hair?" He asks. I roll my eyes at him before grabbing my keys. "I dyed it. Gotta go, love you." I quickly run through the door and go to my truck. Hmmm. I want a car today. I look around to see if anyone is watching before focusing on a sleek black Audi R8. Black mist surrounds me before dissipating and leaving the exact car I wanted in its wake. I squeal at my dream car."I'm a fucking god!" I mumble with a smirk before getting into my new car.

Her new car

    I peel out of the driveway, easily shifting through the gears and quickly making my way to Forks Community College. When I turn into the parking lot everyone's eyes go to my new car. I smirk before parking and getting out. Someone pulls in beside me and I see the familiar blonde hair. Ugh. Not them. I ignore Rosalie's calls and walk into school. I pop in my AirPods and turn on my rock playlist. Last Resort by Papa Roach and Jeris Johnson starts blasting as I walk into my first class. I ignore the stares and the professor telling me to take my earbuds out. Rose, Rissa, Emmett, and Jasper walk in and I roll my eyes again. Stupid. I huff and take one AirPod out so I can listen to the lecture but also ignore my mates.

   I burst through the doors to the cafeteria and head to the vending machines. I put in a few bills before selecting a water and some gummy worms. Now to find a nice picnic table outside. I turn on my heel and almost bump into Jasper. I raise a brow then push past him but a strong hand grips my forearm. I snatch my arm back and narrow my eyes. "What the fuck do you think you're doing?" I snark to Emmett. His mouth drops and he looks to Rissa for help. "Are you okay Lils?" She asks with concern laced in her tone. I let out a humorless laugh, catching most of the attention of the cafeteria.

  I take a step closer to her and let my eyes turn red briefly. "My name is Illiana to you. Not Ana, Lils, or any other variation, got it?" They each look concerned, Rissa more so with guilt, but Jasper speaks up first. "Dar-" I cut him off with a heated glare and he throws his hands up in surrender. "Illiana, did we do something wrong?" This time I let out a genuine laugh and shake my head at them. "You are all idiots. Just stay away from me or better yet just leave Forks again. You're good at that aren't you?" I say with venom then turn and walk straight out of the cafeteria. I keep walking until I'm out by my car.

   I quickly open my door and peel out of the school parking lot. How dare them! Acting as if they didn't fucking leave me! Like I should be just fine! Like I should just accept them with open fucking arms! My speed increases more and more as I make my way to the reservation with rain pouring down. I slake through the gears, taking turns faster and faster. I click on my windshield wipers, turning them on high and continue to increase my speed. So when I take a curve a little too quickly, my car starts to hydroplane. The sleek vehicle tears across the road and through the metal barricades.

     I let out a scream as my car slides over the edge of the road and starts to flip. My mind is too dazed to even try to use magic and everything starts moving really slow. I watch as a small tree punctures the passenger window, narrowly missing me. I feel a piece of glass in-bed itself into my right arm and I hold back another scream. The tinkling of glass fills my ears as I continue to flip down the hill until a deafening crunch is heard. My body jars and my seatbelt fails, throwing me through the half broken windshield. I let out a small whimper before succumbing to the oh so familiar darkness.

   My eyes slowly open as my head thumps. Pain radiates from the back of my skull, down to my feet. I try to move but everything hurts, especially my stomach. I slowly lift myself off of my stomach and realize I'm laying on my wrecked car. The sun has set completely and the rain has tapered off. I look down to assess the damage on my body but I'm horrified when I see my clothes drenched in blood. I let out a sob as I slowly pull up my shirt and see a large cut running along my stomach. Why am I not healing? I crawl to my car and look at myself in the unbroken back window. I have a large longitudinal cut running from my scalp to my cheek and various cuts around it. Must have been the window.

Her face and how it will scar

  I stand up shakily and try to use my magic to heal myself. The bright white magic dances along my finger but sizzles out quickly. I huff and then try to find my phone. I limp over to the driver side door and open it up. I take a quick look around and find my phone underneath my seat. It lights up with a call from my father and I instinctively jump. Shit. He's going to be pissed.

    "Hello dad! What's up?" My voice is hoarse and it cracks when I speak. "Illiana? Honey are you okay? Is that why you left school, because you're sick? Because I've been getting a lot of calls." I sigh, knowing that I have to tell the truth. "Well um I left because I got mad but I uh well I wreckedmycarandimhurtprettybadandmymagicwontwork!" I rush out. "Slow down honey! You what?"  I slowly lower myself to the ground and steady my voice. My whole body is shaking from adrenaline and everything is starting to hurt. "I changed my truck into a car this morning. And then I wrecked said car when I left early. Now I have cuts all over my body and I- uh I won't heal. It's pretty bad dad, I think I.." my books starts to go blurry again and I kick myself for not being safer. "Dad, I need a.." and everything went black again.

And it felt like I was drowning,
The grief,
The pain,
The heartbreak,
The trauma,
Pulling me down with such a force.
And I felt myself drift,
Drift far far away
Until I found peace.

Authors note: Hey everyone! I hope y'all enjoyed this wild chapter and the cliff hanger! I know it's short but I wanted a lot of drama. And I told you all that Illiana would be weird this chapter.

• Does anyone know why Illiana is acting so strange?

• Do you think Charlie will find her in time?

• When do you think Isabella will be back?

• How do you think the Cullens. Rissa, Sage, Calli, and Ang will react when they find her?

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