Hello~!

8k reads already? Gee, thanks!

Anyway, what I wanted to talk to you guys about was the reason behind me updating as slowly as I do.

First of all, I have a butt load of different books, and none of them are on hold (including this one). So I'm working on all of my books at the same time, and it's kinda stressful. Especially since I don't have a schedule.

Second, and most importantly, is that I'm currently struggling with a lot. I suffer from severe Social Anxiety Disorder and OCD, so I use a lot of my time talking with therapists and people like that.

I haven't slept well in around four weeks, plus, because of my anxiety, I go most of the day without eating (since I skip lunch at school). Since I go most of the day without eating, I don't really get hungry anymore, so I don't eat much.

If you don't sleep or eat, you can't possibly have that much energy, right?

Plus, because of my OCD and constant worrying, I also use a lot of energy from that. I'm also stressing over school and homework and therapists and all that, so I'm just utterly exhausted most of the time.

And if I write when I'm not motivated or inspired, it will not be good.

Anyway, I'm sorry for wasting your time (if you even came this far), I just wanted you guys to know this, and know that I really am trying to update. I hope you understand.

As an apology for not updating much lately, here's a picture that made me laugh so hard that I start crying:

Until next time~!

- Kate ⭐️