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Would you still want me
if I didn't have it all

December 21, Holiday Sweater Game
Iowa vs Dartmouth
92    ||    54
Hawkeye Win

Indigo had been out of the hospital for a week now and was back to being at the basketball games. She wasn't allowed to do anything besides sit on the bench and watch her teammates try to hype the crowd up.

The girl sat messing with the end of her sweaters sleeve as watched the game. Even thought it wasn't a close game, with Iowa always being up, she was still nervous about having the possibility of facing Kate. She hated the fact that she had to listen to what Starr was telling her because she knew if she didn't she would be yelled at.

And once she had found out Kate visited her while in the hospital it seemed like her protectiveness had been turned up 100 notches. She had basically made Indigo move into her apartment because she said "I can't trust you at yours because Caitlin might bring Kate around, and I don't wanna deal with that" as the excuse for not letting her stay there.

And surprisingly Starr had not been hurt during the car accident besides a minor concussion, so she was fine in no time.

As the time had gotten to only 8 seconds left in the game Jada had made a bucket causing the Aro girl to jump to her feet and scream her name showing her support. The other team then got the ball, but the shot clock rang loudly through the air announcing Dartmouths defeat.

Indigo stood back watching the cheer and dance team go to the floor to congratulate the girls on their win. She headed to her dance bag as she was planning on leaving right after the game. But when she lifted her eyes up she saw Kate embracing Sienna in a tight hug and spinning the girl around. She knew that seeing that shouldn't hurt her the way it does because after all she is with someone too. But it still felt like a strike to the gut knowing their relationship was all sunshine's and rainbows compared to the one she had gotten into. And as she was thinking of that she felt her phone buzz.

Messages

my girl
where are you?
my girl
i've been sitting outside for
10 minutes now

indigo aro
sorry the game
just finished i'm
on my way

my girl
hurry it up then

indigo aro
i'm walking out
right now
indigo
i don't see the car

my girl
i just flashed the brights

indigo aro
ok i see you
now

As Indigo placed her things in the back of the car she could feel the tension in the air. Which only made her stomach drop as she took a seat in the passenger side and Starr quickly drove off.

The drive home in the new car, that Starr's dad had bought her, was quiet. There was no music in the background and the only sound that was heard was when the girl turned her blinker on.

But soon enough the car was parked in the parking garage and the two girls exited the car. Indigo threw the bag on one of her shoulders as they walked to the apartment. There had still been no words spoken between the two of them, until Indigo placed her bag down on the counter and turned around to look at the girl she called her's. "Do you actually care about me? Or do you just not want me to talk to my friends?" she asked her voice full of worry.

"What, did Kate tell you I don't care about you?" the brunette asked stepping closer to Indigo.

"No, I haven't even spoken to her" she said crossing her arms of her body. "You are always talking about Kate. It's always Kate this, Kate that. Are you like fucking in love with her or something?" the girl scoffed walking away from the counter.

"I just want you to admit you are!" the girl yelled following Indigo into the living room.

"Oh my god! If I loved her then why would I be standing here fighting for you to realize that I don't and I never did!" Indigo fought back as stood her ground. "Should I be making this big of a reaction every time you go to hang out with your ex?"

"No because we're just friends" Starr responded, now being the one to cross her arms.

"Exactly. The same thing me and Kate are yet you feel the need to be like this. You act like I'm gonna jump her anytime I'm in a room with her" the girl let out a deep sigh that she wasn't aware she was holding in as Starr stayed silent. "You know what, I'm done with this for right now. I'm going to a hotel and you can call me when you're done with this bullshit" she said grabbing her phone and the suitcase full of her things as Starr pleaded for her to stay, but it didn't stop her and soon enough she was out the door.

The girl didn't follow her as walked down to the parking garage and threw her things in her car. Starr didn't text or call the whole way to the hotel, and there was still nothing on her phone as Indigo checked in.

Deep down she knew that her girlfriend didn't really care about her and all she cared about was the fact that she was her's, nothing more. She didn't want a relationship, she wanted control, and Indigo let her find that with her.

Every time Starr fucked up and cried, Indigo came running back to comfort her and tell her it was ok, but this time she wasn't doing that and Starr was going to be the one to fix things.

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