I am not what you believe,

 I am a weak,  

  I can not even fight against life,

 She's too strong for me,

 Too bad, the devil will welcome me,  

  I'm just going to leave what I hate,

 Those I love are engraved forever in my heart,

 But life is not,She made me suffer,

 She made me cry,

 I blew him to leave,  

  She wanted to stay.

 She wanted to stay for the people who love me, she said,

 I listened to it,

 I very much doubted

 But she was right.

 I have to stay

 I have to be there

 For my sister,

 For my friends, 

For my mother

 But especially for someone

 To whom I promised to stay.

 I swear I will not leave

 But she is sad

 And I'm scared for her.

 Anyway,I should not write

 I tell the lives of others

 It's not my duty,

 But I have to free

 This feeling of permanent sadness,

 I said too much

 I wrote too much.

 I will surely stop

 Leave room for my partner,

 Tell me what you think,

 I have just started,

 I already want to leave everything.

 So I'm asking you one last question : 

 Do I have to stop ?