Coming out

Note: this isn't art related but please reads because well I need someone you understand if you read it.


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Alright I need to let something's that were bringing me down a bit which I need to come out. I am pansexual. I wanted to come out here in wattpad since I scare to come out to anyone who love me to death and people who care for me since I was born. I just feel so alone and sad just not telling anyone. I just want to scream on top of my lungs saying I pansexual deal with it! Yet I scared to say it to people I love. 

I started to see for myself I was pansexual ever since I was like five years old me at time thinking kissing girls on the cheek and hugging boys was normal! Yet the girls reactions would be disgusted. I didn't know or understand why I was five at the time. I remember them screaming out she a monster which they would run away. I think that's where I started to get bullied when I was little. I just try to stay alone and do my work in school. 

Around I think 7th grade or late 8th grade I start to see I pansexual and when I knew I was pansexual I kept it to myself I still do. But I want to come out to you all. I do fee sad that I have no one to be there for me. Like I have so many thoughts running in my head all the time! I just wonder is there someone anyone that I can talk to! But I feel a bit better letting this off my chest. Sorry this wasn't anything art related I just needed to let it go.

Well thank you for time reading this I really appreciate! Again sorry no Art I needed to come out

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