Trigger warning~ abusive relationship, panic attack, slight mention of rape.
I will say when these things are about to happen so you can skip it if you are uncomfortable.
Stay safe 💜

Virgil's pov
It's been six months since I've seen Janus. It's been the worse six months of my life. Everything was fine in the beginning. Everyone was kind and considerate when I had a panic attack.

Then it all changed. I messed up in a video. I said something that everyone took the wrong way. Patton stopped defending me from Roman. Roman forced me to be in a relationship with him and Thomas... He just didn't like me. Logan was my only friend but I could tell he was also getting sick of me.

Then one day... I snapped.

Warning~ abusive relationship and mention of rape.

I was sat on my bed scrolling through tumblr after a particularly tiring video Roman walked in my room and closed the door.
"H-hey ro. D-did you n-need something?" I cursed myself for stuttering in front of him.

He looked down at me with lustful eyes. I knew that look all too well. It was like when I was with Paranoia. I looked towards the door thinking of the best way to distract him when...

Slap

He slapped me across the face. It knocked me to the floor and I lay there on the ground. Frozen in fear. He grabbed my hair and flung me at the wall. I sat there against the wall, hoping he was finished when he pulled me up by my hair and kissed me roughly. I tried to pull away but he pinned me down.
"R-roman please. I-I'm not r-ready." I whimpered out trying to get him to stop.
"I don't care your going to make me feel good." he growled in my face. He didn't stop.

End of rape and abuse.

Warning panic attack

He walked out of the room laughing to himself while I lay there still. My body ached and my head killed. My breathing quickened as I began to panic. I had separation anxiety. I couldn't handle being away from Janus. It was fine for a while because we could still text and call each other. Then when I started 'dating' Roman, he deleted his contact from my phone and told me if I spoke to him again then he wouldn't hesitate to hurt me.

That's when the anxiety attack got worse it started to affect Thomas who was in the middle of a callback. I didn't care if I was going to be punished later. I needed Janus.

End

My breathing slowed and I changed. I put on a oversized hoodie with some black joggers and my black converse. I put my locket back on and found Janus' hat. I looked around before sneaking downstairs to the dark sides.

I saw Remus sat at the dining table. I ran over to him and hugged him. He jumped back in alarm but hugged back whe he saw it was me.
"What are you doing here?" he asked cocking his head to the side with a confused look in his eyes.
"I was hoping if I could talk to Janus." I replied fiddling with my sleeves.
"Another attack?" the darker side of creativity asked with a hint of concern in his voice. I nodded slowly as he pointed to Janus' room.

I started to walk towards the door while waving to the others. It felt nice to not be looked at in disgust. I knocked on the door in a familiar pattern. I heard a gasp come from the other side of the door as I heard the familiar sound of pattering feet.

Janus flung the door open and engulfed me in a hug. I hugged him back almost immediately as he led me onto the bed and cuddled me close. I missed this.

"I missed you stormy." The taller man whispered to me. I giggled slightly as he began to tickle my sides. I tossed and turned laughing until we just lay there together. We didn't need to talk. Just having him there was enough to help me calm down from what had just happened.

I didn't even realise I was crying until Janus pulled me into another hug.
"What happened baby?" he asked quietly.
"I-I... H-he..." I stuttered while tears streamed down my face.
"Just take your time." Janus reasured me.
"H-he raped m-me!" I blurted out.

To be continued
I hope you enjoy this and be prepared for more.
Stay safe💜 and peace✌🏻