chapter eleven, me, desperate?

t o m & e v e l y n
TW: sexual content

EVELYN SPENT THIS EVENING CLEANSING HER SOUL. Focusing on the way her blood was running in her veins, reaching the furthest parts of her body. Inhaling and exhaling, letting her fingertips twitch in calm sensation, the cool breeze keeping her awake.

It felt easy to be in touch with your own body, to feel the magic that she was gifted with from birth. Born with destruction, she was. Created chaos with the snap of her fingers. Ignited fires with the clinking of her heels against the ground. As much as she thought she was an evil, created from the moment her lungs were gifted with air, it wasn't true— her evilness was created.

The goosebumps on her back announced that she wasn't alone, she felt him enter a few minutes ago, feeling his stare on her body. Never has a man looked at her that way— pure desire, but such restrain. God, show at least one person that didn't find her attractive.

Cleansing her mind, preparing her body to go into sudden shock since Igor Krakov was going to join them this very evening, made her feel lost. However, there was no chance that she will let this side show ever again. She intends to make him suffer by showing him that she was perfectly fine. In fact, Tom's look will do the job on its own.

"Teach me."

Within those words Evelyn opened her eyes quickly, exhaling as she turned around to face him. It was a true wonder how that man managed to take her breath away with his beauty, which was almost becoming transparent because of the soul splitting.

"You are not ready, dorogoy," she admitted, knowing he was talking about her magic.

"Try me." He demanded, his jaw always tightened when he was in a serious, demanding mood. It looked lovely.

Evelyn was left there to smile, "My magic is not something you can learn to say or— twirl your magic wand. You must feel it."

Tom exhaled, lips turning up with a chuckle. How easily he got used to her opinion about him, that he wasn't capable of many things. "I asked for you to teach me, didn't I?"

The red-haired woman only stepped closer to him, closing up the enormous gap between the two, feeling uneasy being that far away from him. Watching the way his tall frame was leaning towards her, one hand pushed into a pocket of his pants, made her feel very warm inside.

"What if I would say that to learn my magic, you would need to know the human body from a closer perspective?" Evelyn inquired, batting her eyelids innocently.

The man stood there speechless for a few seconds, the chuckle turning into a grin. Oh, he knew the human body from a very close perspective. "Still thinking so little of me, hm?"

Evelyn curled up an innocent smile, "Oh, my darling, I am sure you know it from a very close perspective, but..." She pushed her index and middle finger underneath his suit and shirt sleeves, right on his wrist, gently pushing it down, feeling his heartbeat. Within seconds, she raised her eyes to look at him, before she dropped his pulse, making his mouth fall apart slightly as a suppressed groan left it.

Fucking hell. Not only did his mind feel foggy from her little touch, but he immediately felt the way his pulse dropped, and his breath got stuck in his throat. Little shivers travelled down his neck as he fought the urge to roll his eyes back— for God's sake, he wanted to moan.

Suddenly, the lust for her came back even if he always tried to bury it deep down. It was incredibly hard for him to not fuck her in any place where he saw her and her magic, her smirk, and her confidence made him feel lightheaded. What a fucking tease she was and Tom Riddle wanted nothing more but to fuck her dumb.

With a grip on his wrist, she slowly walked around him, stopping behind him, her lips pressing against the back of his neck as she continued: "Do you know how low the pulse has to be for you to drop on your knees and beg me to end your torment?" The vibration of her voice against his neck, caused him to suffer.

Tom turned around, pupils have already overtaken the lovely blue. There will always be so much hatred towards her since she was so confident, so daring and she always had him wrapped around her pinky. However, the need for her will always ache its way to the front, desperately - just the way he hates. He despises being desperate for her.

"You are such a torture for me," he admitted, watching the way she placed his hand on her chest, for him to feel her thundering heart.

"Yet you can't leave me be."

Tom sucked in a breath, feeling too fucking warm in clothes, his palm itching to rip that dress off her. He couldn't be apart from her, craving her as she flooded his mind and left him to suffer when she was away. Snapping him from his lust, she wrapped her hand around his tie, pushing him towards her and pushing their lips together.

His lips crashed on hers, hungrily as if he was deprived. Warmth radiated from her body, pushing that human warmth upon his almost soulless body. So perfect, so needy— heads turned to the side, hands on one another, sharing a moment they both waited for so long.

Evelyn seemed so delicate in his grip and it drove him crazy. Easily, he pushed her to the wall, pushing his hand at the back of her head so there wouldn't be a sudden impact. He took the moment to look at her, watching the way she breathed in, heavily, chest rising slowly.

Taking the opportunity, she pushed him back towards the couch, making him sit down. Both of their gazes are needy and excited for what's to come next. She sat on his lap, straddling him, her tight dress uncomfortably spreading from her movement.

Perhaps, it was the thought of learning her body that drove him crazy. After all, if he succeeds in learning her magic, he will be able to control her body as well. However, as soon as he leaned forwards to her, hands on her hips, gripping her closer to his crotch, he buried his nose in the crook of her neck, lips leaving wet kisses, that's when he knew that it wasn't the case. Having her drove him insane.

Something animalistic left his lips as her perfume filled his lungs, intoxicating him enough that air will never be enough for him again if she won't around. Memorising the way her back arched with rough bites against her silky skin, the way her mouth slightly parted as she completely gave in to him— made him feel so warm.

Suddenly, she pulled away, standing on the ground as he had to hold in a whine. Instead, he leaned back on the cushion, legs deliciously spread, aching for her to come back. Evelyn took the chance and moved her hands behind her, swiftly unzipping her dress and letting it fall on the ground and he sucked in a sharp breath.

She was completely naked in front of him.

Never in his life has he gawked like this at a woman, the smirk already on his lips as his whole body was slightly shaking— she was beautiful. Only now seeing that her scars were on her thighs and lower stomach as well. The way her curves were perfect— the hip dips define, thighs full and she just made his leg slightly bounce.

"Evelyn," he whispered as a warning, letting her know that he will not wait anymore. If he won't feel her skin against his— he will bind her in one place if necessary.

"Will you watch me?" She asked, leaning forwards to him, lifting his chin as she pressed their lips together for a few seconds only. "Be good and watch me, mh?"

      She didn't give him the chance to disagree as she walked to the bed that was right in front of the couch and she propped herself on it, laying on her side, her elbow holding her up as she showed off her body like a statue.

     Tom felt as if electrocuted. The kiss still lingered on his lips as he was watching her. Seeing the way her fingertips gently moved down the curve between her ribs and her hips, the way her breasts moved from the smallest movement as her hands softly cupped them and released them, only then, did he realise that he was going fucking insane.

     The grip on the couch was painful, making the wood creak underneath his palms. His chest was quickly rising, looking as if he was in torture. It felt unfair to watch the way her hands explored her body, the way a certain grasp on her breasts made her gasp for air. It should be him touching her.

     Watching the way her breath would hitch at the places which brought her most pleasure made him feel incredibly hot and uncomfortable, yet he sat still, not moving an inch.

     "Good boy," she softly murmured, watching the way his clouded eyes were burning her skin, the sides of his cheeks twitching from the tension as the couch was on the edge of getting broken. There was this moment of dominance over him that she always craved because she knew how impatient he was, how much her hand on her hips were driving him crazy since he couldn't see her whole.

     The praise made him harden like a rock, exhaling from his mouth and he pushed his head slightly back, watching the way her hand slowly moved to her heat, but from the angle she was laying, he couldn't see it and it killed him.

     "Evelyn," the husky demand reached her ears, plastering a little smirk on her lips.

     Evelyn was testing his patience as she pushed her hand between her legs, moving her fingers down to her folds, coating her fingertips with her wetness, with the warmth and she slowly rubbed her clit, her eyelids fluttering as a quiet moan left her mouth.

     That's it. That was fucking it. Tom sprang up as soon as that delicate moan left her pretty mouth and he rushed to her, meeting her innocent gaze that screamed from afar that she didn't understand why he was so worked up.

     "Spread your legs," he demanded, still not touching her and she moved on her back, pushing her knees up, spreading her legs apart for him to see her glistering heat.

     A grunt left his lips as she propped herself up on one of the elbows, head slightly tilted, a mischievous look on her face. She didn't hesitate one bit as she moved her hand back on her heat, gently stroking the folds and pushing the slightly apart.

     The man licked his lips at the sight, "Go on, baby, touch yourself."

And so she did. Gently stroking her clit, pushing some rubbing pressure on her clitoris as he was undressing, painfully, slowly, while looking at the way she touched herself. Never has he been more aroused, never has he seen a more beautiful woman in his life. Meanwhile, Evelyn felt the ache for him only deepen, watching the way his shirt fell on the floor, she put her attention on his marble chest, moving her gaze down to his toned stomach. She felt as if in heaven while he was looking at her like this, roaming through her body with his dark gaze, unbuckling his belt.

In a few seconds, he was standing right in front of her naked, letting her suck in a deep breath and admire him. His hand gently moved on his length, coating it with pre-cum as he watched her body, aching and longing for it. His eyes flickered on her clit, watching the way her slender, index finger was pushed inside of her, her head moved back, a louder moan escaping her lips.

That was the moment when all the restraint just disappeared. His cock twitched with the pretty sound that left her lips and he quickly pushed his hands on her thighs, pushing her to the edge of the bed and leaning down on her, hands on her hips, squeezing them.

She was expecting this, she was such a clever woman. Her lustful stare met his, their faces were so close to each other as she felt his lower body press against hers, making her slightly dizzy. At the same time, Tom took his time to admire her before he spoke, "I think I saw fucking enough, darling."

Within these words, he didn't give her a chance to respond as he moved her hands above her head, grasping them tightly as he sunk inside of her without any remorse, not giving her a chance to get used to his length, causing her to gasp for air and legs to tremble.

     A deep groan left his lips, feeling lightheaded by the warmth, tightness and pulsating sensation. He immediately snapped his hips forwards, pushing himself deeper, wanting to feed his desires once and for all.

     Their bodies pressed together, hips snapping in and out, the pounding of their skin surrounding the whole room. Her eyes rolled back into her head, breathing out quickly as she responded to his roughness. His lips didn't leave her body, sucking and marking as he drilled her insides without any remorse. There was something about her being left speechless, about the way she was chanting his name as soon as he set up a fast, drilling pace, fucking her dumb.

     Rough praises were left on her body, her body aching with the new bruises as his teeth grazed against them, making her gasp for air. As he released her hands, she pushed him closer, their lips crashing together with a wave of grunts, teeth smashing together, pulling their lips as he used her body.

     It was the way he fit inside of her almost perfectly, the tip of his arched slightly to the left, hitting all of the sweet spots, making her grasp his defined shoulders as she couldn't think straight.

     "All mine, all fucking mine," he growled against her breasts, hands gripping her hips roughly as he pushed her body against his, smacking himself into her, breaking her apart.

     Short on breath, he didn't slow down. Instead, he pushed himself out, not giving himself a breather as he wrapped his hand around her waist, flipping her on her stomach, pushing her hips to him as he slid himself into her at instance, making her arch her back towards him. Hand wrapped around her neck, the other around his waist as he snapped his hips against her, leaving her whining for more.

"Such a beautiful girl, so beautiful," he murmured against her shoulder, a grip on her neck tightening.

It felt as if she saw stars, feeling his cold body against her sending her into tomorrow. Trembling and asking for more, she only drove closer to her orgasm, grasping his waist, gripping for support as their bodies moved closer.

They bonded, roughly as they were made from violence. They finally accepted their feelings as their breathings increased, the wet smacking of their skin getting slower, both of them more vocal— low grunts and breathy moans mixing together. Little kisses pressed on her scars as she trembled in his grip, staining the sheets with her orgasm, feeling in heaven as she finally was his.

Now, they lay lazily entangled with each other, a blanket gently placed both of them as he was tracing her scars with his cold fingertips, cigarette hanging in between his lips, head light from the high that he just felt.

Her head was buried in his shoulder, her body limp and worn out as she felt at ease. As she softly propped herself on her elbow, catching his attention, she took the cigarette from his lips, pushing it to hers as she inhaled the toxic smoke into her lungs, puffing it out slightly into the side.

Tom's eyes burnt into her, watching the way her marks were red and slightly pulsing underneath her skin, moving his eyes up to her lips that weren't stained with lipstick, absently smoking the cigarette while gazing through the window. He gently pushed the hair away from her face so he could look at her, kissing her shoulder softly, inhaling her scent.

The shivers on her body brought out something human and long forgotten in his chest. The smell of sex in the room only made him chuckle against her skin as he will never have enough of her. He gently curved his fingers around her wrist, picking up her pulse and focusing on it, feeling the way it dropped.

A surprised hum left her lips as she turned to him, squishing the cigarette on the ashtray on the bed table and slightly leaning into his touch— he succeeded. He was far more talented than she expected him to be.

"Mh," she murmured, "good."

"I'm a quick learner, darling," he admitted, pushing his hand away from her wrist, moving up to her breast as she straddled him, their naked bodies pressed together as she pushed his chin on the top of her head.

Pushing his fingers through her thick locks, he closed his eyes, leaning back on the pillow, feeling at ease. For fucks sake, he was in love with her.

author's note

i suck at writing smut, so let's ignore that (:
also, tom and evelyn are the definition of hot.
This book is coming to an end, so buckle up and
thank you so much for the support <3

m.n