We just came back from he mall getting outfits for the JC party, our outfits we picked out was dope. Even though I didn't really wanna go to this party I ain't wanna mess up the fun for Olivia and Kailani cause I know if I didn't go they weren't going to go either.

We were all getting dress at my house so it was going to be packed but thank God I wasn't that type of girl that took hours to get ready so after my shower I did my natural looking makeup and put on my outfit. I had on a black short sleeved crop top with a white and black button up baseball jersey with the number 18 on it, ripped jeans and my new black chained timberland boots.

After I got dress I took out my flexi rods, brushed my teeth then applied some nude lipstick. As always I was the first one ready so I sat in my room watching t.v as I remember I had to text Jayceon for the address. Once he gave me his address Kailani came out all dressed and ready to go. She was wearing true religion white jeans with a black crop top, red and black flannel shirt around her waist with some sparkly red uggs. Allison and Olivia was wearing jersey dresses but me and Kailani thought it would be better just going there basic but cute. We were all ready about to leave, it was a little after 10 and the kickback should be lit by now.

Once we walked in I automatically smelled the weed circling around the air. I wasn't one of those stoner chicks I preferred getting drunk out of my mind but I didn't mind smoking either. Once we made our way to the kitchen I went straight to the cooler pulling out a bottle of Grey Goose, I poured it into a cup taking a shot. I felt that burning sensation that I loved so much.

"Slow down we ain't even been here for five minutes." Olivia said.

"Get a drink yourself and chill." I said pouring another drink. After pouring that drink we went to the living room where niggas was standing by the wall and a few females dancing. Just as I was about to sit down B. Smyth - Twerkaholic came on and Olivia pulled my hand in the middle of the living room where all eyes was on us. I drunk the rest of the liquor in my cup then bent down to began twerking.

I was twerking next to Kailani who was twerking on Olivia. I looked over at Allison who was running towards our way twerking too, we was laughing and booty bouncing. Halfway through the song I was feeling hot as hell and I needed another drink. Kailani came with me to get another drink.

"YOOOO! I need some weed!" She yelled as we made our way to the kitchen.

"Maybe Jayceon got some." I said. We were going to look for him after we got some more drinks. I filled my cup all the way to the top with some peach ciroc mixed with grey goose. We made our way out the kitchen with Olivia catching up to us. We spotted Jayceon, Mason and Iyan talking to each other. Olivia, Kailani and I walked up to them while drinking our drinks.

"Sup?" Kailani smiled at them.

"Y'all got weed?" I asked getting straight to the point.

"Y'all buying?" Mason asked. I pulled out my wallet and handed him a $20.

"Spark up on y'all?" Iyan asked.

"Niggas always want free weed but we need somebody to roll anyway so which one of y'all the best?" Kailani asked.

"JC." I looked at him and handed him the weed and the vanilla swishers.

"Hot box? or y'all wanna go outside?"

"Hot box, we could go in Lysa car." We walked outside and all six of us got in my car with me and Jayceon in the front and the four of them in the back. I plugged my phone in the aux cord and started bumping to a song from my playlist.

When you wake up you brush your teeth, before you grab the strap nigga.

Only time you get down on your knees, shooting craps nigga.

Fuck what you heard, God blessing all the trap niggas.

I sang along with the lyrics looking up to catch Jayceon eyes on me.

"What you know bout future?" He asked with a smirk on his face. I laughed then took the blunt he had just finished rolling up. I took a pull and coughed and took a few more than passed it to Kailani. We was bobbing our heads smoking. I decided I should put a video up on snapchat once the blunt got to me again I took a long pull then inhaled it then blew it out while the camera was on me.

"Get me in that video." Mason yelled out. I started making another video with all of us except Jayceon who didn't look like he wanted to be in the video.

"Get in the video JC." Olivia said. He looked back at her then leaned closer getting in the video. We took hella pictures, I gave my phone to Mason so he could look through the pictures. Mason stopped at a picture then looked at me then back at the picture then passed it to Iyan.

"Care to explain Lysa?" Iyan asked holding the phone in my face to see the picture. It was a picture Allison took of me trying on my new Victoria secret panties with my ass hanging all out. If this was any other day I would be so embarrassed but I was high as hell and a little bit tipsy to care so I just laughed. I took my phone.

"I was trying new panties on to see how my ass looked in them. How did my ass look in them?" I asked smirking. We all busted out laughing including Jayceon.

"Blunts done I'm heading back in." Iyan said.

"Me too, get out me car." I said smiling. I was a little tipsy so when I jumped out my jeep I landed on my butt and started laughing. I grabbed my cup from the cup holder took a big sip then locked my doors.

When we got back in the house my song Back That Azz Up by Juvenille came on. We sat up our cups down and I grabbed the first boy I saw.

"Cash money records taking over for the 99's and 2000s" Me, Kai and Liv yelled in unison.I was grinding and twerking all on the boy while he stood there grabbing my hips. Once the song was over I walked back to the kitchen to get another drink, I was feeling good.

"You saw JC face after you gave him that dance?" Kai asked coming next to me.

"I was dancing on Jayceon?" I asked. Kai and I started laughing at nothing in particular. We walked back into the living room laughing and drinking.

"I think you had enough." Olivia said. I know she was looking after me but she was starting to get on my nerves.

"Am I still standing up and walking straight?"

"Barely."

"Then shut the fuck up, I'm good B." I laughed making Kai join. "I gotta go to the bathroom though, where is it?" I asked Mason and Iyan noticing Jayceon wasn't standing there anymore.

"Down the hall first door on ya right." Olivia wanted to take me to the bathroom but I kept telling her I was good. Once I made it to the bathroom it was a long ass line and I couldn't hold it. Jayceon house was similar to mine so I know he had a bathroom upstairs. I noticed tape on the stairs blocking the entrance so I ducked under it.

I opened like three doors and I still didn't find a bathroom. I opened the other door on the right noticing it was a room as I saw Jayceon on the phone.

"My bad." I said about to close the door but he hung up the phone coming towards my way.

"What you doing up here?" He asked.

"All the bathrooms down stairs had long ass lines and I got to pee real bad."

"That door." He pointed into the room, I handed him my cup then wobbled my way to the bathroom. I thought I was going to pee on myself but I made it just in time. After wiping myself and washing my hands I noticed Jayceon still in the room.

"This ya room?" I asked, his head snapped up from his phone and nodded.

"It's crute" I slurred my words.

"You drunk." Jayceon shook his head.

"And high." I laughed. I grabbed my cup off the desk taking a sip from it then pulled my vibrating phone out looking at the text message from Kailani I answered. I felt myself about to fall so I held out my hands trying to balance myself.

"Gimme ya cup, you done." Jayceon said grabbing my cup.

"I'm g-good." I stuttered my words laughing.

"No you not." He drunk the rest of the remaining liqour then put the empty cup on the desk. I looked at the empty cup then back to him.

"You're not my dadd." I tried sounding like that boy from vine then laughed. He sat back on the bed then took my phone out my hand.

"What are you doing?" I asked.

"Calling Olivia, it's time for y'all to go."

"No its not it's only 1 something, I'm good. Gimme my phone." I said holding out my hand. He continued going through my contacts. Since he was sitting on the bed with his legs open I got in between them trying to reach for my phone. We was wrestling for a minute as I losted my balance and I fell on top of him making us lay down on the bed. We stopped wrestling and I was looking into his eyes while he stared back into mine.

He licked his lips and I looked down at them before I knew it I placed my lips onto his. He didn't kiss back and right when I was about to pull away he started kissing me back with so much passion then pulled away. We both started laughing before he kissed me again.

He rolled us over so he could be on top but his lips never left mine. He started kissing my neck, sucking and biting. I was holding my moans in it felt so good. He took off my Jersey and lifted my crop top releasing my titties since I didn't have on a bra they were just out.

He made a trail of kisses sucking and licking from my neck to my titties. He started licking my nipple and that time I couldn't hold back my moan as he put the other nipple in his mouth. He started leaving a trail of kisses from my breast down to my belly button, just as he was about to unbutton my pants the door flew open. I covered my titties with my arms and looked at the door.

"Aye brah some- oh shit my bad." Mason laughed closing the door as I turned my head.

"Fuck " Jayceon whispered against my belly button then got up and walked out towards the door.

I was laying there thinking about what the hell I was just about to do, I was going to regret that so much. It was time for me to go, I put my crop top back on holding my Jersey in my hand. I opened the door and bumped into Jayceon back. They stopped talking to each other and looked at me, I started to laugh then stopped.

"So um, yeah bye." I said walking off as quickly as I could but I almost fell down the stairs but Mason caught me. He laughed then grabbed my arm taking me down the stairs I thanked him then went to find Liv.

"Hey bitch, the fuck you been?" Kai asked laughing.

"We need to go." I said as I reached Olivia and Kailani they looked at me confused but grabbed their stuff nonetheless.

"Wait where Alli?" I asked

"She outside already with her friend." I nodded.

"Alyssa." I heard my name being called but I didnt want to talk to Jayceon right now. I grabbed Olivia hand and hurriedly walked through the door.

"Yo I know you heard me call you, I'm not bout to chase you ma." Jayceon said grabbing my arm. "Give her five minutes" Kailani and Olivia nodded and went on the other side of the porch.

"Why you leave out the room?" He asked.

"I'm not one of those girls Jayceon."

"What girls?"

"Those girls that everybody had. You aren't going to use me then the next day act like I'm invisible."

"I don't use girls Alyssa, they know I'm not the wifing type."

"And they're stupid for trying to change you but you can't change me. I'm not bout to have sex with you."

"So what the fuck was that back there? You kissed me, not the other way around. The fuck?" He yelled obviously getting frustrated.

"It was a drunken mistake that I was going to regret a lot when I was sober. Why are you out here? It's girls all over here that's lucky to be in my spot right now. Go make their dreams come true." I grabbed my car keys out my wallet and walked outside his gate looking for my car. Where the fuck was my car?

"You not driving home, you drunk." He grabbed my wrist.

"Stop touching me JC!" I snatched my arm away and turned around.

Jayceon grabbed me again but this time when he grabbed me he looked at me then up towards the street and he started squinting. I turned my head in the direction he was looking at and I saw a black car with tented windows rolled down something sticking out driving fast towards Jayceon house.

"Get down!!!!" He yelled. Jayceon wrapped his arms around me and we both dropped to the ground.

I heard at least 20 gun shots going off. I covered my head as Jayceon held me in his arms his body covering over mine telling me we good.