Six Months Later

"Alyssa King"

I stood up to get my Diploma and shake Principal Dawson hand, I heard the cheers and whistles. This was the proudest moment right now.

"That's my best friend, my fucking best friend." I heard Kailani ratchet self yell as I walked up the three stairs to the stage, it got quiet as I went to get my dipolma.

"GANGGGGGGGG." Mason yelled as soon as I got my diploma, I looked into the crowd looking for him I started dabbing throwing up the NOL gang sign. Other people started cheering and laughing along with principle Dawson.

"Congrats Lys, I'm proud of you." Principal Dawson said, I nodded my head then hugged him.

I walked back to my seat with the hugest smile on my face, I couldn't believe today was the day I officially become an adult. Not only was I graduating but it was my birthday, I was turning 18 and graduating high school I was completely overjoyed.

I stood up to turn my tassle and threw my cap in the air as cheers filled the field. I walked towards Kai who was running to me, she jumped on me while I tried not to fall in these heels.

"Ahh bitch we done with school, we fucking done with school." She put her hands on her knees and started twerking so I joined her. "And my bitch 18, we bout to be too fucking turnt tonight"

"Mm mm." We heard someone clear their throat so we stood up laughing. I looked at Tac, Jen and Alli while they was looking at us.

"On y'all graduation day? Y'all couldn't at least wait until y'all left to start getting ratchet?" Tac said shaking his head smiling.

"Nah bihh the turn up start now." Kai started two stepping as I laughed at her dumb ass.

"Whatever we'll see y'all at the hall." Jen said laughing as her and Tac walked away. We were having a graduation party at a hall which was also turning into my birthday party.

"We outta high school bitches." I turned to see Olivia coming towards our way, we hugged her watching out for her round belly. Yes Olivia was 6 months pregnant with twins, a boy and girl.

"How's my babies doing today?" Kai asked.

"Their bad ass been moving around too much." Olivia smacked her teeth, rubbing her stomach.

"Y'all hoes ready to go?" Allison asked, I nodded so we started walking.

I headed to my car, once we was all in the car I made my way to the building that was having my party in.

"Congratulations." Everybody yelled when Kai, Liv and I walked in. I jumped at first I wasn't expecting for them to be yelling and shit I started smiling as I hugged Tac and Jen thanking them, I made my way to the bar getting my first drink of the night.

"Congrats Lys." I heard someone say behind me. I knew that voice too well, I slowly turned around.

"Same to you Jayceon." I said. This was my first time talking to Jayceon in almost five months. After we broke up we never got back together, even though he tried, I just couldn't find myself to trust him again. I would be lying if I said I was completely over him and didn't miss him everyday but that chapter of my life is completely closed. 

"You look beautiful." I smiled then looked at him up and down wishing I didn't, Jayceon was looking too good right now. He had on black Robin jeans, a black trukfit button up shirt and all black foams. He was dressed simple but looked so good.

"Thank you, you know you aint looking bad yourself. I mean you could of tried harder but ehhh" I joked. He smiled then pulled out a navy box.

"Happy birthday." He handed the box. I unwrapped and it was a gold charm bracelet. I gasped as he put it on my wrist, it was beautiful.

"Didn't even know you remembered, this means a lot."

"Of course I did, I remember everything about you. Believe it or not you're my first love." I pulled him in for a hug fighting back the tears as he instantly pulled me closer.

"Your going to have me crying." I said fanning my eyes, he laughed.

"I see you still that little cry baby, not today Lys." He said smiling. We was just looking at each other in silence when PARTYNEXTDOOR x Recognize. JC and I was matching the same smile, this our song.

"You'll thank me later for this JC." Mason yelled through the mic, I looked over at the DJ stand and saw him smirking.

"Wanna dance? Well actually you have no choice." He grabbed my hand taking me to the center of the hall.. Well okay then.

"How you been Lys? Honestly."

"I actually been good, got accepted to all the colleges I wanted to, so I just stayed to myself drowning myself in my job but I honestly feel myself changing."

"What you mean?"

"Like I'm not nice anymore and I gained a lot more confidence, some lady bumping into me at Wal-Mart and didn't even say excuse me, I just snapped."

"Sorry."

"For why?" I raised a eyebrow.

"I changed you, I broke your heart so much that shit made you look at the world differently. Your heart cold now and I'm the one to blame for that shit, I really am sorry Lys." I had tears coming to my eyes, this is why I avoided him all these months. Unwanted feelings came back that I didn't need to have.

He reached for my face wiping my tears with his thumb, I hurriedly walked away from him going into the bathroom. I sat on the sink wiping my face looking down at my lap as some people looked at me but I didn't even care right now.

"Get out!" JC said to the girls as they gave him nasty stares walking out. "Did I say something wrong? I was just saying how I feel."

"That's the thing JC it's too late! You broke me, I wouldn't even look at another nigga for long but you did more than looking. Do you know how it fucking feels to walk in on your boyfriend, the love of your life cheating on you?! That shit fucking hurts!" I yelled.

"It's never too late to be honest, I promise you I was not going to fuck that girl. I haven't fucked anybody since the last time we had sex! I was still committed to you no matter how much you pissed me off!"

"I don't believe that, how do you expect me to?"

"What else do I have to lose at this point?" I just looked in his eyes not saying anything, I didn't trust myself to say anything right now. "I missed you so damn much, every damn day Lysa." He said that last sentence before crashing his lips on to mine.

I missed this so much, the way his lips felt against mine, the way he always kissed slow but hungrily explaining his love through a kiss. I felt him lift my dress up further up my thighs but I didn't stop him, I needed this just as much as he did.

My eyes widened when I felt him enter me, I wrapped my arms around his neck as he went deeper. I had to bite his shoulder before I yelled out in pleasure, I was on cloud 9 right now and didn't want to leave.

He pulled out and came on my leg. He washed his hands and looked at me as I was still trying to catch my breath. He gave me a napkin as I cleaned myself up.

"Hey! What are you doing in there? I have to pee!" Some girl yelled banging on the door. I stood up as pain shot through my legs, I opened the door leaving with JC following behind me. I heard him chuckle and I knew it was because the way I was walking. I glared at him and continued walking as we went out separate ways.

"Bitch we been looking for you for around 20 minutes!" Kai yelled.

"Well I'm here now, wassup?"

"Speeches." I nodded then sat in the chair that read 'birthday princess' on top of it. Tac, Jen, Alli, Olivia, Iyan, and Mace gave their speeches and now it was Kai turn.

"Lys you been my right hand since 2nd grade, we been through everything together. Jumping these no good ass niggas, tears, fights, robbing people and a lot more that I can't say. No matter how many times we pushed each other away we remained by our side, you never let me get in trouble myself or even let me do anything stupid by myself. I thank you for being a best friend to me because without you I wouldn't be standing here." Kai wiped her face as tears flowed down, I jumped up and hugged my best friend while some people awwed.

"Well y'all let's turn up, I gotta make this memorable for my cheetah sister. Most of you know this is her last week here until she go to college so we gots to show out. DJ you know what to do!" Kai yelled. In the corner of my eye I saw JC storm out the room, I waited until the music started to follow him.

"You leaving?" I asked.

"Yeah just not feeling it anymore." He mumbled while looking at his car keys.

"What's wrong?"

"How you know something wrong?"

"Cause you don't look me in my eyes when something wrong. Like remember that time we was at the hotel and-"

"Don't fucking do that, don't sit here and play all nice like we buddies reminiscing! That's fucked up Lys, I thought we was going to make something work, I thought that was makeup sex! You couldn't even tell me that you was leaving for college?"

"JC I haven't talked to you in six motherfucking months! How do you think you can just waltz back into my life and everything was going to be peaches and cream like we can go back to how we was before? It doesn't fucking work like that! I didn't tell you to kiss me, you did it on your own."

"But you let me!" He yelled loudly making me jump.

"Because we both needed that. I'm sorry if I led you on but honestly JC you can only blame yourself. You knew what you were doing, she didn't have you at gun point you did it willingly."

"And you right but it's no point in talking now. I'll always love you, I hope you find happiness even if I couldn't give it to you. Take care Alyssa." He kissed my forehead than walked towards his car.

"Wait Jayceon, please stay." He looked at me then shook his head no and continued walking. "Please, I just want to enjoy my birthday but I can't do that without you here." He looked up at the sky rubbing his hand down his face and walked back towards me.

"This girl will be the death of me." He mumbled as he walked into the party in front of me.

"Bitch you keep disappearing bout to call ghost busters on your Casper ass." Kai said making us laugh. "Oh shit I ain't even see you, wassup JC?"

"Hey Kai." He hugged her as me and Kai looked at each other.

"This ain't what I think it is, I know this ain't what the fuck I think this is!" I listened to the beat then noticed what was on, this Mace, Jayden, Kai and I shit.

Fuck you mean, I go hard for my team
Boy fuck you thought nigga I rock designer, shorty this shit cost
Ion know what the fuck you bought, so you not from over there but you over there
You gettin' whacked give a fuck if you lost, I done turned into a savge

We rapped all hyped to Young Pappy x Killa. We went into the crowd where I found Jayden and Mason waiting for us so we could rap our favorite part together, even Liv big ass was turning up in this crowd.

My squad go crazy
I'm with shotty go crazy
Know lil bos folks crazy
He be totin' the 380
I dare a nigga try to play me i'ma lay his ass down like he lazy

We all yelled out while jumping up and down dancing, yelling all in each other faces. Mason leaned back on Jayden while he held him up swaying side to side, I could tell they was high as hell. Jayden started poplocking and shit, I looked at this nigga like he was crazy than started rolling, I needed to be like them. I went to the bar taking like 5 shots of Grey Goose, feeling my self get tipsy. I took my last two shots as Alli pulled me into the crowd, she was most definitely drunk.

Runnin in that pussy like a crash dummy
Bend it over, touch ya toes
Shake that ass for me
Bounce that ass on the flo', bring it back up
Hit a split on the dick, shawty act up
Now bring it back
Bring it back

This was my shit! I got hyped as fucked twerking as the crowd made a circle for me, Kai and Alli. We was too fucking hyped especially when Alli dropped into a split, I started gassing her up as I lifted my hands up over my head throwing that ass back.

"Oh shit! Birthday girl lit as fuck and I see you Lil Alli." The DJ yelled out

"Alli get yo ass up before I fuck you up!" Jayden yelled looking down at her.

"Yeah bro show her who the fuck in charge." I laughed grabbing him as he grabbed her.

"Get your drunk ass off me." Jayden yelled laughing.

I walked back to the bar drinking my cups of Grey Goose mixed with peach Ciroc. I was feeling lovely, I was dancing in my seat to the song. I spotted JC on the wall talking to Isaac and CJ as three girls walked up to them, I took my last sip then stumbled to them.

Once I got in front of him, they all noticed me then the song changed to Kstylis x Booty Me Down. This was honestly my shit, I moved closer to JC and bend down putting my hands on my knees twerking all on him. I felt him get hard as I was dancing on him, which encouraged me more.

"Bitch back the fuck up, yell at ya nigga!" Kai yelled. I stopped and looked into the crowd seeing some boy and girl in Kai face. My drunk ass walked up ready to fight.

"What's going on?" Liv asked.

"Bitch mad cause I was dancing with her nigga, she could have his ass. We don't love these niggas." Kai said laughing as I clapped her hand and she stuck her tongue out.

"Bitch I'm bouta fuck-" She didn't get her words out before I stole her ass knocking her to the floor as Tac came and held me back.

"Damn Lys ain't even let her ass get her sentence out." Mace said laughing.

"I felt disrespected, how she gon come to our party getting mad cause she can't keep her dog tamed? Get that bitch out of here, killing my buzz. I need a drink." I said going back to the bar.

"2 glasses of Hennesy please."

"You getting lit lil bitch." Kai said coming to me.

"Bitch I'm legal of fucking course."

"And I see that walk but imma sip my ciroc." She said actually sipping her critic, I laughed at her dumb ass.

By time we went home it was 1 o'clock, I couldn't even stand up when we got there so Tac put me to bed, I was done and everything was a blur as I layed in my bed. I got back up after my lil nap throwing on anything stumbling over stuff. I waited on my uber going to the person I wanted to be with right now.

"What you doing here Lys? It's 4 in the morning." Jayceon said rubbing his eyes. I didn't even check the time before I left.

"I needed you after these months and you wasn't there, I just want to be held by you one last time." I said crying.

"Why are you crying?"

"Because I'm drunk and I miss you and I love you and I'm so mad you cheated on me, we was suppose to get married and have the white picket fence fantasy." He wrapped his arms around me.

"One day baby, lets get you upstairs." He picked me up bridal style taking me into his room cuddling next to me tightly, while I laid my head on his chest like old times.

"I love you with all my heart Jayceon."

"I love you Alyssa, always and forever." He kissed my forehead as we both fell asleep.

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Okay I lied this is the last chapter until the Epilogue. Enjoy😌