"Can I speak to Alyssa please?" I looked up to see Allison at my English class talking to Ms.Noel. I got up and walked towards Alli wondering what was so important.

"I think I'm ready." She said as soon as I walked in the hallway.

"Ready for what?"

"To lose my virginity."

"Are you sure?"

"Yeah. We been fucking round for five months and I feel comfortable around him and I know he not playing me."

"I want you to have a conversation with Jayden about this, ask about his sex partners, last time he had sex and allat and if you still feel ready, ima take you to PPH."

"What's PPH?"

"Planned Parenthood"

"Okay, I'll have the conversation with him at lunch."

I nodded then walked back in the class. I sat back down next to Jayceon, thinking. I remember when I was in Alli place ready to have sex thinking I was ready. My boyfriend for three months took my virginity then the next day had another girl under him. I was broken and every time I think bout it I just hate myself because I was so stupid to fall for him.

I wasn't going to let Alli make the same mistake, I needed to know she was 100 percent ready in order for her to have sex.

"You aight babygirl?" Jayceon asked taking me out my thoughts.

"Yeah just thinking about Alli."

"She good?"

"Yeah, she just told me she ready to lose her virginity."

"Oh she losing her shit before you? It's aight, we dont gotta rush into shit."

"I'm not a virgin Jayceon."

"I thought you was."

"No, I just don't like to talk about it."

"Why?"

"Jayceon this not the right place to discuss this at, ask when we're by ourselves and a bunch of ears aren't listening."

"If you don't wanna tell me and I'm overstepping my b."

"No I don't care about telling you, it's just we're not by ourselves."

"Later than babygirl." He smiled then kissed my hand.

Allison King | Alli

"We gotta talk." I said to Jayden as I came back in the class.

"Bout what?" Jayden turned around looking nervous. "What I do?"

"At lunch, by ourselves." I said still looking at him.

"You better not be on no bullshit Allison." I didn't respond as I turned to talk to my friend Marissa.

Lunch time came and I went in the line to get my food. After standing in that long ass line I got my food and walked to Alyssa.

"I'm nervous." I admitted.

"Don't be Allison. Jayden love you and you love that nigga, just be real with each other."

"Thought you wanted to talk?" Jayden came over there.

"I do, let's go in the courtyard." We walked with our trays toward the courtyard.

"Aight look be a hunna with me aight?"

"When have I ever not been a hunna?" Jayden spoke.

"How many bodies you got?" Jayden looked taken back by my question since this was literally the first time we had this discussion.

"I don't keep count."

"When the last time you had sex?"

"Like six months ago."

"Last time you got tested?"

"I always strap up ma but the last time I had sex."

"So if I wanted to see the paper work can I?"

"I ain't got shit so I don't give a fuck."

"Jayden, I want to have sex. I think I'm ready."

"Alli if you doing this for me I'm aight, when you ready we'll get there."

"I'm ready."

"When do you want to do this?"

"On our six month."

"That's next week"

"I know."

"Aight I got you, ima plan this out." He sat next to me and put his arm round my waist then his head on my shoulder.

"I love you Alli."

"I love you more Jay."

"Nah like Alli you dead ass my first love, I don't care for none of these bitches but you my babygirl. Ima make our first time special as hell."

"You my first love too baby and you don't gotta go all out, as long as I got you we good." He lifted his head still laying on my shoulder and kissed my cheek. We sat like that until the bell rung.

Alyssa King | Lys

I was walking out with Olivia and Kailani. We was bout to go home and watch movies like we normally do on Fridays. Mason ran and stood in front of me.

"What are you doing dumb ass?" I asked

"Nothing I just wanted to make a entrance."

"Dumb ass." Kailani said taking the words right out of my mouth.

"Where's Jayceon?" Noticing it was just Iyan and Mason.

"He with Jayden." Allison said.

"Oh ight you ready or you wanna wait for them?"

"You was gon leave me?" Jayceon asked coming behind me putting his arm on my shoulder.

"Of course not." I said.

"What you doing? You going home?"

"Me and the girls going to PPH then we're going to watch movies and have a sleepover."

"Why you going to PPH?" I looked at Jayceon then pointed to Allison not wanting to put her business out there to the rest of the group.

"You finally getting some lilnigga?" Mason yelled out.

"Why Mason why?" I asked him.

"I'm happy for my young boy, how long it been since you been in some shit? A year? Since we ran a train on that bitch ina bando? Or since you had that-"

"Suck my dick!" Jayden called out.

"Damn I can't even be happy for my young boy." Mason said

"Chill Mace, we gotta go it's bout to be four." Iyan said.

"Aight ma, I gotta go handle business! I love you, ima FaceTime when we done." Jayden kissed Alli then got in Jayceon car. Kailani, Alli and Olivia walked to my car leaving me and Jayceon.

"I wanted to see you later ma"

"I'm sorry baby but how about I spend the whole day with you tomorrow?"

"Sound like a plan." We kissed then he got into his car.

"So we going to PPH now?" Alli asked.

"Yeah the sooner the better, y'all riding or nah?"

"Yeah we'll go."

************

When we pulled into PPH there was a bunch of protesters against abortion. One grabbed onto my arm almost making me fall.

"What the fuck?!" I yelled out.

"Don't kill that innocent baby, there's other options to consider." She yelled out still gripping onto my arm.

"I'm not here for an abortion! I'm not even pregnant, get offa me!" I snatched my arm and the lady walked off to somebody else. Once we got in Planned Parenthood the lady gave us all clipboards.

"Oh I don't need this " I said giving her back the clipboard.

"Are you in a relationship?"

"Yeah but we're not having sex."

"But you will just fill it out." She gave back the clipboard. All of us sat in the waiting room filling the papers out.

"When do you think you and JC gon have sex?" Allison asked.

"Whenever I feel that we're ready for that step, it could be tomorrow or in a few months either way it will be my decision. We didn't even say we love each other yet."

"Jayden said next week on our sixth he was planning something special."

"I think you should talk to Tac first." I called out.

"Why would I do that?"

"Tac gives some good advice, even though that's our father you could talk to him bout anything."

"Can you be in the room to help me out?"

"Of course."

"Aight what bout you and Mason, Liv?"

"We cooling for right now, he not ready for a relationship and I'm not either. But as long as he not fucking another bitch than come fuck me, we good. Kailani wassup with you?"

"Word why don't you get with Iyan? He a sweetheart." Allison said.

"Exactly, he too nice. I love how he treat me like I'm a woman and not no bitch but that shit get boring, I need to be put in my place sometimes"

"That boy kill people Kai, if you want him to be more aggressive just tell em." Olivia said

"I'll try but if it don't work, guess we both moving on."

After we all filled out the paperwork a couple minutes went by, we took a pregnancy test, got tested for any STD's than they gave us birth control even though I said I didn't need it.

We went back to my house and started our girls night.