Baekhyun's POV

"Baekhyun.... I burnt the egg"

"Ehhh........."

One thing common between us?
We both are terrible cooks.

"I'm sorry baekhyun ya" Chanyeol says

"Nahhh... let's go and grab bread before we go to school"

"I really wanna make some breakfast for you"

UwU
He is so softttttt
That face he makes because he's saddddd

"Baekhyun .... Kiss?"

"Come here" I say

He is like a big puppy as If I can even see his big tail shaking in excitement

He's just so cute

"Today ... our report card for mid term exam will be out" chanyeol says

"Imm... yeah"

"I'm excited.... You?"

"Imm... me too"

"You will get 3rd place anyway"

"Who says?"

"Everyone knows... shall we go now?" He says
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Now... we have been dating for 4 months already.
We been finding a chance to tell kyungsoo but still... We couldn't.

Plus, I stop going to Ssaem's special class ...

After school, we just go back to Chanyeol's house and study or eat or...... kisssss....

We would go out on weekends to arcades, cafes and movies.

And he would passionately.... Deeply.... Kiss me.....
That I'm really enjoying my life with chanyeol.

We are enjoying our relationship full of excitement.... And love.

Chanyeol is passionate and aggressive when it comes to me. And is very ambience of my presence, my mood and my actions.

He's very different from when he was like a friend to me.
That I'm even falling deeper for him.
I admit that.
I becoming to like him... a lot. More...

And now I'm becoming to believe that..
the one relationship , can surely build and don't need to be a love at first sight.

But we are only 4 months old relationship... I'm sure there will be a lot of challenges which I'm scared but ... also ready for those.

Only.... If chanyeol keeps staying by my side... I think everything will be okay.

"Good morning kids" Ssaem comes into the room

I feel.... Much better these days... facing Ssaem.
I am not very nervous like I used to.
And I can look at him bravely now.

"I know everyone worked hard for mid term test. And there is only one more mock test left before final CSAT exam. So keep trying hard.. this is the last year so everything will be worth trying... okay?"

"Nae!" We all say in unison

"Now, I will hand out results report card for mid term test and will be calling out to teachers' office to those who need some counselling" Ssaem says

Counselling huh...
The admissions for first choice universities will be announced soon.

And if you are selected by a particular University prior to CSAT exam, it's like a lottery. <based on mock test and mid terms marks>

and actually, I'm really... nervous for that.

"Let's see....everyone sees to be doing well this time...... okay pass these report card out to them class President" Ssaem says "and Byun Baekhyun.. follows me to Teachers' office now"

Me?

"I think you did really great" kyungsoo whispers

Really?
I didn't ... do very well... this midterm test.. tho.

Without knowing, I follow Ssaem to Teachers' office.

And when we arrive at the office...

"Here" he gives me my report card "see for yourself"

He looks scary.

I quickly check my report card and....... What the ...fuck happened?

My hands get all trembled

Rank .....  14?

"What happened Baekhyun? You see your rank? You see how much you went down?"

".........."  What.... I mean... how.....

Why did I .... Become like this?
Since when?
What went wrong?

I know I didn't do well but.....this is too much.

"Do you think CSAT is a joke? It is just around the corner and you are not even studying?! I heard you are not taking any of the special classes and you even withdrawn from mine"

"I.....I'm sorry.."

"Sorry for what? Baekhyun... if you rank 14 in your class, you know what rank you are among All grade 12 classes? Everyone is improving at this point of the year but, why are your grades are dropping?"

"N..Nae"

"What happen Mr. Sung?" Another teacher comes ... our Economic teacher

"Baekhyun.. he's one of the top 3 students in my class but his grades went downfall."

"Ah.. Yeah, he used to be very focus in class but, these days he just looks out of the window or spacing out mostly. Son, this is not time for your mind to be swaying" Economic teacher says

"Nae.."

"Your goal is M University's scholarship .. why are you taking things lightly? Are other things more important than this school year?" Ssaem says

"Yeah son, at this rate, scholarship is far from dream and M University will be so difficult. Only a mock test and final left.. you wouldn't want your mind to be wandering around. You will regret it" economic teacher says and leaves

I..... just want to ran away from here.
The pressure is ..... too much.

"I hope to see you back at the top 3 in next mock test or I will have to call your parents.. it is already late but.. stop playing around and get serious now." Ssaem says

"Nae"

"End unnecessary things now baekhyun. Just focus for more 3 months. Just 3 months. Can't you do that? This isn't like you"

"......Nae Ssaem"

"Okay... go back now"

"Nae"

I say and left the office

Too much...
I set goal... too high...

I can't even catch up now.

It is true that I couldn't focus these days when I'm with chanyeol.

It is not because of him.
I just keep wanting to spend time with him ... talk to him and hang out with him

May be I should get back with a habit of studying at library.
I don't want to make chanyeol worry.
I don't want him to feel burden

With so many thoughts, I arrive back at our classroom

"Hey... why did he call for ?" Chanyeol asks

"About early admission for university?" Kyungsoo asks

"No.... My grades kinda dropped so, they told me to work harder"

This is enough... right?
I really don't want Chanyeol to worry or blame himself for my uselessness

" *tsk* you can try harder for coming mock test. He didn't need to call you out" chanyeol says

"I need to be more careful" I mumble

This feeling is ...... the worst.

The goal that set so high....
I feel like it's getting difficult for me.
I don't want to do anymore.

I want to go pass this year as quick as possible and just.... Spend time with chanyeol.

"Kyungsoo... do you have time after school today?" Chanyeol asks

"Yeah I do.. why?"

"Shall we 3 go out for dinner? We have something so say" chanyeol says

Yeah... right.

We agreed to open up to kyungsoo today.

I hope he is not so sad.

The guilt I have inside me is.... Increasing.
The guilt towards everything.

Rank... 14......
What really happened to me?

Was I always this dumb?
As Ssaem said... this rate, scholarship is far beyond my dream so does M University

I won't be able to make it...
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After school,

We go and eat Barbecue. Me , chanyeol and kyungsoo.

I don't know what chanyeol might be feeling right now.
He doesn't look like he is anxious or worried.
Yeah... chanyeol has always been like that.
He is quick at accepting the reality and he's only emotional towards me.

"I don't know you guys but I'm really nervous these days... exam is drawing nearer" kyungsoo says

"I know right" I say

"I can't believe 2 top students are saying that" chanyeol says as he starts grilling meat

"We are not" kyungsoo insists

"Yeah" I mumble

Chanyeol taps on my knee with his under the table.. giving me a sign.

"Kyungsoo ya... actually... we have something to tell you" I start the conversation..

"Yeah? What's it?"

"We...... ah..... I mean...." I can't..... shit.... I feel so bad towards kyungsoo.

"We are dating... kyungsoo ... me and baekhyun. Sorry that we couldn't tell you as soon as things happened ... it has been around 4 months already" chanyeol finally said it

I can't... even look at kyungsoo in the eyes...

"I knew it already." Kyungsoo says

"What?!" I am shooketh

"I found out with my own instinct. And I know why you two couldn't open up with me. Who wouldn't know when chanyeol is acting all cheesy towards you and you who comes to school with hickeys"

"Ah.." *baekhyun blushes* "we are sorry... kyungsoo ya"

"Why? I'm totally fine... and I got over with having a crush on chanyeol long ago. And now you two are my best of best friends"

He..... is an angle.

"Thank you... kyungsoo" chanyeol says

"Eh.. don't act like that... that isn't like you" kyungsoo says

We all laugh and "I know right" chanyeol says

This.... Turns out better than we expected.

And it is true that kyungsoo ...isn't hurt ... right?
He's not pretending... right?

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