"I wonder if this enough?" I ask

"What? That's a lot. And there's a only two of them to eat anyway" baekhyun says

As he said, we are visiting his parents' house.
It has been awhile since I visit this neighbour.
Here and there, everywhere is traces of us.
How nice things were back then.

"Let's go up" baekhyun says

"Sure"

Actually I'm feeling really unwell.... These days of course but... since last night, when baekhyun brought up about best friends thing...
The weight in my chest got heavier.

And this is, visiting his parents seems like a last thing me and him could do together.
I could foresee the end.
The end for me to leave him ..... the end for me to lose him.

"Oh my! Sons!!!" His mother greets us

"Mom... sorry I couldn't visit earlier" baekhyun says as we both get into his house.

This house..... nothing has changed.
I am grateful that his parents didn't move out yet.

"My Chanyeol... oh my... you got more handsome my son" his mother says as she caresses my cheek

"Auntie looks also as young as ever. Have you been well?" I ask

"Of course! But me and your uncle both miss you two so much" his mom says

"Where is uncle?"

"He will be back from work soon"

"Nae"

"Eh.. okay.. so, baekhyun ya.. go rest in your room. Mom will call your dad back and prepare dinner"

"Nae mom" baekhyun says "let's go in" he says to me

"Aww..Okay"

Haha... his room looks so small now... even the bed... hahaha

"Wow... did I grow taller?" I say

"You were always tall" he says "but... you now look like giant in my room. Ya! Stop growing taller"

"Haha that's not my fault" I say as sit on his bed

"Bring back memories?" He asks

"Yeah.. a lot. I was such a spoiled slacker back then right? Didn't study hard and always lazy"

"Aren't you right now too? A lazy President"

"Ya... I'm not"

"I doubt that"

"But you were very hardworking... always studying... calm.... Quiet. How did you become so spoiled?" I ask

"Ya!!"

"Seem like Oh Sehun spoiled you a lot huh" 

Shit.... I just made things awkward.
He's gone quiet now.

"H..haha... baekhyun, will you borrow me one of your shirt? Suit is not very comfortable" I say .to break this awkwardness

"Sure.."

"Get me something big"

"Yeah yeah I know President ssi"

Are you going back to Oh Sehun or that guy.. what? Kim Namjun?
At least, I want to know that.
Do I have rights to know that?

"Here" he gives me his cloth

"Baekhyun...."

"Hmm?"

"Can I know... who.... Who are you going to go back to...."

"Baekhyun ya!!! Chanyeol !! Sons!!! Come out ! Dinner is ready" His mom calls us from outside

"Let's go eat dinner" he says and leaves the room.

*sigh*

"Yeah... let's just enjoy this." I mumble and change my cloth and go out

"Oh! Long time no see son" his dad greets me

"Nae uncle. How's everything?"

"It's great! It is very glad to have you back at our house. Now are you working?" He asks

"Come on! Sit first and talk" his mom says

We all sit down and "Chanyeol is currently a president of one of his father's restaurant chain company" baekhyun says

"Oh my! Is that so? That's very nice son" his father says "leading business is difficult isn't it?"

"Nae. It sure is a lot of workload and learning and still need to learn a lot" I say

"It's how businesses are. You need to keep learning" uncle says

"Seeing you two like this, we really feel old right now. You two are all grown up" aunty says

"Our ceiling look lower because of chanyeol .. hahaha" his father jokes

"Growing up is great" his mom says

"So, you two... got back together?" His father asks

We all stop our movements for awhile..... and... I can see baekhyun getting uncomfortable from the side of my eyes

"No uncle, we are back being good best friends like how we used to. Actually... I'm leaving to Singapore in a month. Before going there, I wanted to meet uncle and aunty since it has been awhile."

"What? Why son?! Is that because of work?" His mom asks

"For how long? Are you really leaving?" His father asks

"Nae. I estimated for around 2 years but... It can either be longer or shorter. Since I will be working at a new branch there.. we just launched a few months ago so"

"Aren't you tired son? It sounds like a lot of work plus, you will be far from everyone" his mom says

Most tiring is... being far from baekhyun.... 

"I will get used to it sooner or later.. hehe. I'm good at adapting anyway."

All this time at dinner table... Baekhyun was quiet.
I'm starting to worry if he's feeling uncomfortable with me here.
May be I should go back as soon as dinner is done.

"You are going to spend a night here right?" His mom asks

Eh?

"Yeah just sleep here son." His dad says

"Eh... that's...." I look at baekhyun and

"Whacha looking at? They are asking you to stay" he answers

Ehhhh... I'm afraid you will get uncomfortable you moody shortie

"N..Nae.. thank you for having me" I say

"And let's go buy some drinks, will you accompany me son?" His dad asks me

"Me? Nae sure uncle"

"Why dad? I can go too" baekhyun says

"You help mom at home. Me and chanyeol can go" his dad says

I think he has something to say to me.
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After dinner, as Baekhyun's dad said, me and him came out to buy some drinks and walk back home.

"Actually, me and your aunty were happy thinking you two got back together" he finally speaks out

"Nae... I'm sorry"

"Why are you sorry? I can see very well that you still like him"

"Uncle... I still like him a lot. But, Baekhyun's has changed and I hurt him a lot"

"Don't feel guilty over the past. It's okay if you can make it right now. And, baekhyun... really changed. After you two broke up.

He stopped coming to us and stopped contacting us. He would say he's always busy. He became emotional, distant, lost. We all know he wasn't like that when he was young right?

He always had a goal. To study hard. To get scholarship. But after achieving everything but lost you, I think he got lost the track in his life of what to do... and also the void in his heart seems to grow bigger. I believe he might try to fill that void of you with other people but... one thing he hasn't realised is.... That void can only be filled by you.

He's not emotionally smart... you know? I wish you to take care of him more but. Can't help that you are leaving soon. As parents, I wish both my son and you, to be happy .... Rather you two end up together or not... me and your aunty will always welcome you. Okay?

That's why, stop feeling guilty"

The whole way back to Baekhyun's house.... Only his dad talked.
I somehow really felt relieved. I felt encouraged.
Someone who understand me... and tell me not to feel guilty.....

At this point, no one has a right to blame no one.
I can't blame baekhyun.... He can't blame me...
I can't blame Oh Sehun or Kim Namjun...

It's just... we are all lost in our own way

After tonight, I will apologise baekhyun for my mistakes and.... I will stop feeling guilty for my past.
I have suffered and paid back my mistakes with a lot of pain.

I think it is time to move on.

"Ya!!!!"

"Ah... you scared me"

Me and baekhyun are now drinking beer in his room.
Me ... just lost in my thoughts

"What were you thinking ?" He asks

"This and that"

He lies down beside me and "about leaving Seoul?"

"Imm"

"Have you talked to your Hyung?"

"No.... But I think my mom already told him... he called me many times yet... I still haven't talked to him yet"

"Eh! Talk to him!"

"I will... I need time to clear my head"

"Hyung.... Must be very sad"

"Well, he can visit me anytime tho.. you all can and at that time.. you can bring whoever you are dating. I will provide free trip to Singapore.. hahaha"

"What are you? A Sponsor? Or are you trying to be a sugardaddy?"

"Should I? I should start seeing random people and be a sugar daddy ahahah"

"Gross" he says

"Eh.. too mean.... Haha... I remembered how we struggled studying especially at final high school year. Four of us."

"Struggled? It's just you and Kim Jongin duh! Me and kyungsoo are smartass people"

"Well hahah... you are right. I was scared like a shit of thinking I wouldn't get into M University... but miracle happened.."

"Miracle ... huh"

"Yeah.. and you are my miracle. And I'm always grateful for that Baekhyun ya...."

"Well... you're welcome"

"And.... Sincerely..... thank you.... And .... Sincerely.... I'm sorry... for all the things. After I leave Seoul and till we meet again... I hope we both have no hard feelings on each other" I say

"Really?"

"Umm.... Yeah...."

"So, chanyeol..."

"Hmm?"

"Can you come to shopping mall with me tomorrow?"

"Tomorrow? Shopping mall? Why? You want something? I will buy it for you then. Since I wasn't there for your birthday so many years and I won't be able to too.. in coming years"

"No"

"Why? You need to buy something?"

"Yeah.. summer clothes for me."

"Summer clothes?"

"Imm.. isn't Singapore a tropical country? I don't have much of summer clothes so.. I need to start buying a lot"

"B...baekhyun...." I quickly sit up

"Why do you look so surprised..?"

"I mean....."

He also sits up

"Don't forget to buy plane ticket for me too... and I prefer big houses.. plus I'd like it with a swimming pool in it. Can you make it happen?"

"Baekhyun... stop... stop joking around... false hopes hurt me"

He pushes me onto bed and hovers on top of me...

"Do I look like joking around to you? Park chanyeol?"

"I.... I mean.... You are coming with me?"

"Didn't you hear what I said?"

"No... no.. I heard you... loud and clear.... That means..."

"Aish! Do I have to spell out for you?"

He says and kisses me.. just a peck... and says "I'm giving you this chance so grab it....I... I want to be with you again chanyeol..... I don't want to lose you again"

I..... I can't... help but.....

I pull him into hug and tightly.... Very tightly hug him.....
I don't want to lose him again too...

"Never... never leave me... please.... I can't lose you again too.... I... love you alot baekhyun.... I love you so much.... I have always... always love you"

I can't help... I can't help but cry out loud... sobbing and sniffing...

"Heyyy... why are you crying like that? Are you a kid? Come on... look at me... you are crushing my bones"

I release my hug a little and cover his eyes with my hand

"Again? Why are you so shy?" He asks

"D..don't....look"

"Aish..." he removes my hand and "I... love you"

This happens so sudden that... I don't think my brain is catching things up.
I Want to memorise this very moment in my memories.

His serious face.
His skin tone flashing pinkish.
His lips forming the word 'I love you'
His shy voice pronouncing it out.

"I love you, baekhyun.."

"Ah... I can finally rest assure....you have been tiring me out lately you know" baekhyun says as he rest his body on top of me

"Have I?"

"Yeah.. running away, avoiding me... and forcing me to leave you"

"I never did!"

"Blah blah... stupid Park chanyeol"

"Whatever....baekhyun"

"Hmm?"

"Look at me..... I want to see your face"

He moves up near to my face and... "Now... stare at me, you peasant" he says

"Pffts... ahahah.... Stupid.. why do you confess at your parents home?"

"Why? Do you want to do some lewd things?"

"Say you, you been grinding me down there for quite a few minutes already" I say

"Because you are mine now"

"No... we shouldn't rush"

"Why? Because we are parents house? Or... because what I reacted days ago?"

"Imm.. you might not be ready.... For that"

"Hmm...so....." he says as he gets up and knees down on the floor in front of me

"Hey... what?!"

He unzips my pants and takes my dick out .... " I will go down for you." He says as he starts licking

"B...baekh...Hmph...."

Fuckkkk... haaa.... It's been very long... that I'm so sensitive....

I bite my lips not to be so loud... since his parents....

"Tell me.... You missed this.. or have you done it with others? Did someone go down on you during these years.?" He asks as starts thrusting into his small and warm mouth and... fuck....... This feels so.. good and his face.... His face....

"No..... haaa~~.... No one....."

"That's great news then" he says and starts gagging into his throat...

"Ba... baekhyun... nghhh...wait... s..stop.. I'm cumming... haaa!!"

I.. I finished in his mouth

"T..tissueeee!!!!" I panicked

I look around for tissue and ... "so thick... guess you haven't jerk off in awhile huh? Too bad... I can't hold back anymore" Baekhyun says and he takes off his pants and get on me

"Are you sure? Baekhyun ya.... Don't force yourself" I say

He fingers himself into his ass and says "be gentle.... I haven't done this for years too"

His... lewd face... and that tone of voice..... how can I probably not lose control?
I'm going crazy.... I'm really going crazy.

"Ok...Kay.... Huuuuu" he says as he slowly sits on my dick... I can feel my one slowly going into his soft and tight ass

"Nghhhhh...... ahhh...." He moans loud ...

"Shhhh.... Baekhyun.....are you okay?" I ask

"Yeah.... Haaa... it's so.... Big.."

"Thanks for the compliment.... Wanna stay like this for awhile?"

"No....nghh.... Move... move now.."

"Okay.... Keep a bit quiet... okay?" I kiss him on the cheek

"Imm... I'll t..... ahhhh..." he moans as starts moving and thrusting into his asshole "ch.... Ahhh...haaaaaa there..... there...... mhnnnnn.... It's go....good..... haaa"

"Baekhyun.... It's feels good...I love you"

"Haaaa... ch... love... ahhh...."

"Baekhyun...." I bite his shoulder

"Ahh.. too... too fast... chanyeol.... Too ... haaaa"

I will love him a lot from now on.
I will love him only.
Treasure him a lot.
He's my miracle... he's really my one and only miracle.

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On the outside of the room,

"Ahhh... ch... it's good... haaa... faster...."

"Baekhyun.... I love you... nghh..."

In front of TV....

"Oh my.... Didn't they say they go back being best friends?" Baekhyun's mother says to her husband

"I know right....may be we might hear good news tomorrow. Young spirits.... They sure have high stamina huh"

"Oh my oh my.... My ears"

"We should go into our room and open some loud music"

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