"Okay... so, I will be transferring necessary documents to temporary Managing Director during this one month. You all can report me any time too via email. I'm planning to do weekly virtual meetings so... yeah. Easy right?" I say

"Why the sudden decision, may I ask?" One of the Department managers asks

"It is just because of my personal ... plus I feel like I should go and check how Singapore HQ is doing too so.." I say

"Almost everyone in this company is sad about this announcement already. They are already missing our handsome President"

"Haha. That's too much of ..."

And my office door bangs open....

"Ba...."

"Mr. Byun. Can you leave the room for a moment?" My secretary says

"No... it's already over the lunch time so, please go and have lunch. I will call again for 2nd round meeting." I say and dismiss everyone

Based on his facial expression.... I bet he found out.
I was shookath...when he barged into my office... huuu... cold sweat... I feel like a kid who is about to get scolded ... haha.
But I lowkey am happy that he came to find me.

"You can leave too. Don't let anyone into my office" I say to my secretary

"Nae" he says and leaves

Baekhyun is just standing right there and.... Ah... I was planning to... you know.... Tell him properly and more importantly.... Apologise him sincerely... have some dinner together and... say goodbye but....

Right now... I'm quite scared of him.. I feel like I'm about to get punch or.. shout

"Baekhyun.... Come and sit"

"Explain Park chanyeol... what is happening?"

"I didn't want you to find out like this too..."

"Park chanyeol!"

"Baekhyun...I..."

"Is that because of me? You are leaving because of me?"

"Well... not only..."

"Truth Park Chanyeol!"

"I'm sorry.... I was over confident that... I could make you love me again... and.... When I saw you ... suffering because of me... baekhyun... I.... I'm sorry.... You get traumatised because of me ...."

"So?"

"Hmm?"

"So you are going to disappear again? Huh? You are going to leave me again after messing up with my life again?! After dragging me around whatever you want and now you are going to leave??!! Are you out of your mind! Why are you doing things in your way only???!" He keeps shouting and venting out his anger

Yes... I deserve it.
It is all my fault.
I shouldn't have come back... to his side.

I slowly walk towards him and face him...

"Baekhyun.... I didn't want you to found out like this... I was going to... apologise you properly... have dinner and you know... thank you too. after I prepare mentally about what to say to you.

I thought if I try again... If I try to be better and treat you better.... I thought my mistake can be forgotten and forgiven.

But.... That night.... Seeing you all trembled because of me... all scared. I found out that, I cannot be forgiven. I wronged you .... And, I don't deserve you.

It was a difficult... extremely for me... to leave you or let you go.

But baekhyun..... I really wish... you are happy.
I know... you will be happy with someone who's not me. I'm not confident anymore. My mistakes make me... lose my self esteem.

I'm sorry baekhyun.... I'm so sorry... for how I was wronged you back then.... How I hurt you... both physically and mentally.... I'm sorry... I'm so sorry..." 

I can't help but cry.... A grown up man crying..... it is so embarrassing but..
I feel so hopeless.
Very.... Painful.
Very.....

"With whose consent?"

"Hmm?"

"With whose consent!! Who let you go?! Who!!" He shouts as he keeps hitting my shoulders with his small hands

"You always do what you want.... You don't even ask me... you came back out of sudden... and now you are leaving out of sudden! Are you playing with me?! You won't consider my feelings!!!

Park chanyeol! Why are you keep torturing me!!! Why?!"

He's ... crying...

"Hey... why are.."

"Coward! You are fucking coward! Why don't you try a little harder more? Huh! You just gave up and try to leave like this?! You stirred me up and my feelings and ..... and...... "

"Baekhyun ya.."

"If I tremble... you should have hold me. Hold me and comfort me... isn't it a way to correct your mistake? Is leaving really an answer? Are you dumb?! If you hold me... I could easily fall for you again. But why.... Why!!!! Park Chan.."

I pull him into a hug....
My heart is beating like a crazy.....

If I hold him? He could have fall for me?

"Let go ... let go!!!"

"No... I... I really still like you..... I like you..... baekhyun..... I like you.... I still like you a lot"

Baekhyun didn't say a word but... cried out loud...
I actually... don't understand him...
What does he mean?

He wants me?
He wants me to stay beside him?
This is his..... confessing his feelings?

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Baekhyun's POV

I'm so doomed....
So doommmmmmmmmmm
Ahhhhhhh!!!!!!

Why did I cry and say those words??!!!!!!!
This is so embarrassing!!!
Uwahhhhhhhhh

My all words were nearly to .... Confession?!
Hahahahhahaa... whattttttt

"Have you ... calm down a bit?" Chanyeol asks and why is he sitting so close to me??????

"A..aww....yeah..."

"I will drive you home. Let's go back"

"Let it be. Aren't you busy?"

"I still have a month left before leaving so.."

"WhAt?!! Are you still leaving?"

"I think so... let's go"

Why is he .... Still don't get it?!
Why he still insisting on leaving??

I don't want him to leave... I want him beside me... if he disappear again... I might... I might really go broken into pieces...

"Baekhyun....ya.... What are you doing?" Chanyeol's eyes widen because....

I get onto his lap and facing him.

"Don't...."

"Hmm?"

"Don't... leave me"

Fuckkkkkkkk
This is so embarrassing!!!!!!

"Baekhyun..."

"Aishhhh... stop staring at me"

"Baekhyun.."

"What?!!"

"Can I kiss you?"

"Stop...asking.."

"Hmm? Can I?"

"When did you.. start asking..."

He leans forward to my face and.... Stares ...

"What are y..."

*smooch*

"Y...yaaaa... Hmph"

*smooch*

He keeps giving me a smooch on my lips

"Wa...wait.... Don't be mistaken... we are not dating"

"Imm"

"And I'm still mad at you"

"Imm"

"And you will still need to put effort to make me fall for you"

"Imm"

What's with that sad look?
Is he still feeling guilty over that night?
Is he still ..... planning to leave?

"Are you still leaving?"

"Baekhyun ya...."

"What?"

"If I... if I can make you fall in love with me again in one month....... Will you come to Singapore with me?"

I quickly stand up ..... and ....

"What?! No!"

All he responds is a weak smile on his face...

"I see... you don't need to respond this disgustingly .....of course you cannot leave Oh Sehun... right?"

"Park chanyeol!"

"I'm a little bit tired.. can you leave for today, please?"

"We need to talk chanyeol"

"Baekhyun, I'm sorry but, can you stop, giving me false hope?"

"What?"

"Because I'm hurt. I'm scared.... I'm lonely. If you are just being confused again and ... choosing between me and Oh Sehun, please choose him. Because, I want you back in my arms when you are sure about your decisions and know your heart. Not in this state. This makes me guilty and bad too."

"Ch..."

"I'm sorry baekhyun... it's all my fault"

Why are you keep being sorry for?
He asks me to follow him out of sudden so what did he expect me to react?
For god sake.
I really hate you Park chanyeol

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