He didn't answer my phone and seen my messages the whole night.
Just what the heck is wrong with Baekhyun these days?
I just can't understand him.

I was forced to go on blind date with a daughter of my mom's friend. Well, She was quite a clingy type which I hated the most.
She insisted that she Wanna have some drinks at my house. And I promised my mom I will be nice for a day.... So.... *sigh*

I thought..... Baekhyun went and met with Park Chanyeol yesterday.
At this rate, baekhyun will end up getting involve with him again..... right?

And now...I can't help but to come and see him. Since he looked mad last night... his mood swings are really too much these days for me to handle.

You spoiled him so much... Oh Sehun ssi

But when I get into his house.... I see another pair of shoes... not baekhyun's

He had someone last night?
*sigh*

"Did you have sex with Baekhyun?"

"Why w...."

"I'm asking as his friend who cares him.. not as your Chairman"

And we kinda glare? At each other until...

"Does it have anything to do with you?" Baekhyun comes out of his room

"Let's talk, Baekhyun ya" I say

"Talk sunbae"

"Privacy baekhyun ...."

"I... i will leave now baekhyun ssi" Namjun says

"Without breakfast?" Baekhyun asks

"Nae, I will just eat at home... see you tomorrow... and have a nice day Chairman Oh"

"Okay... see you" baekhyun says and Namjun grabs his things and leave the house

"So... *sigh* why are you here sunbae? This early?"

"Why? Can't I?"

"Imm... please don't barge into my house anymore. I might have someone overnight so...."

"Baekhyun... did I do something wrong?"

"What?"

"Did I do something wrong these days that you are this mad?"

"Did You do something wrong? *sigh* nothing sunbae... just leave"

"Baekhyun?! You met with Park chanyeol yesterday too right?"

"Yeah... after talking carefully.. I feel like we are comforted"

'Don't control him over this and that. Let him make decisions on his own. He's not a kid' - Chanyeol is Finals- 63>

Control him huh?
As if I could ever do that.
Let just him be .... It doesn't matter to me who he end up with

I sigh out and ... "Okay... take care of your hungover. I will leave now"

I say and about to leave but...

"Does it not bother you?"

"What do you mean, baekhyun ya?"

"I met Chanyeol and I had Namjun at my place... does it not matter to you? Aren't those bother you?"

"It's your life and your are the one who need to make decisions so, why would I be bothered by those?"

"I like you"

For a few second....... I feel like I stopped breathing..... or did I hold my breathe? Because I didn't know how to react.

But one thing I'm sure is....
This is.... Bad....
This is very bad.
Look at him saying that with all confidence..... I can sense his seriousness.... I'm doom.
Right now he looks just like the time, he came back to my house saying he broke up with Park Chanyeol

What went wrong in our sunbae-hoobae relationship?
Did I spoil him so much?
Did I care him so much?
Did I give him false hope?

Just... *sigh*

"Baekhyun.... I'm sorry..... I'm sorry if my actions towards you made you think that I was giving hopes to you......."

"It doesn't matter"

"Baekhyun ya.... We don't want this way.... We both know it"

"I want it"

"Baekhyun...."

"All those times, I tried to make a move on you after drinking.... Do you think I was just being but drunk? Do you think I couldn't remember next morning?"

"You...."

"Yes...  I just wanted to ....."

"Baekhyun.."

"Just aware from now on. That I like you. But I'm not going to act like I'm. Go back now. I don't want to see your face"

He really changed huh.
Why haven't I realised it earlier?
He has become too much emotional, weak and... indecisive, dependable.....

What do I do with this kid now?
Should I just wish for him to fall for that Kim Namjun?

*sigh*

For real.... I need to push him away
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Kyungsoo's POV

K - why are you whining?

B - kyungsoo yaaaaaaaaa helppppppp

K - for real.... Why did you say that? Things will get awkward between you two now

B - I know right?! Why did I.... Urghhhhhhhhhh but he was meeting ...no... nevermind

K - Then sunbae doesn't really feel that way for you.... Don't you think?

B - I knowwwwwwwww kyungsoooooooo

K - yeah yea..... keep crying

B - do something for me

K - Wha?! What can I do for you Aishhhhhh

B - I think I should start dating Namjun

K - who? There's another man???

B - hehe.... I haven't told you yet.... He's from my work...

K - oh my..... baekhyun.... *sigh* I don't know what's your definition of trying to stay simple..... hearing from you... it's really complicated

B - I .... Can't help huh

K - and what about Park chanyeol? Did you meet him?

B - I met him and his brother yesterday.... Park chanyeol said he missed me... and that he resent me.... For not giving him chances

K - just... baekhyun don't listen to him... okay? He's trying to manipulate you again with those words so p...

B - imm kyungsoo ya.... I won't

K - okay okay ... *sigh* I might have a short life because of you

B - be patient for your one and only Friend

*DingDong*

K - Baekhyun ya... I will call you again

B - imm it's okay... see you one day.. I will text you

K - okay.. see youuuu

*ends the call*

I rush to the door and opens....

And.....

"Long time no see my friend"

It's park chanyeol...
How does he..... know my place?

"How..."

"There's nothing I don't know"

I mentally calm myself down

"So... why are you here?"

"To meet with you, my old friend"

"Right.... So how's everything?"

"It's great as much as you and baekhyun.. and Jongin said he misses you. Should I tell him your address?"

"Don't you dare"

"Haha... you and baekhyun really have similar traits"

"Traits? What are we? Animals?"

"Why are you here? You met baekhyun yesterday anyway"

"Yeah... just...there's something I have to confirm"

"Do you Think I wo...."

"Baekhyun likes Oh Sehun?"

My eyes.... Widen.... How... baekhyun probably won't tell him ...

".......n..no"

"So yeah huh...."

"Stop interfering in his life"

*slams*

He pushes me to the wall and grabs me by my shirt

"Are you crazy!!" I shout

"You guys think baekhyun is the only one who suffered huh?! You all think he's the only one who suffered?!!!!!! I'm the victim too! I'm the victim here tooo!"

"Victim of what? Huh? Victim of what park chanyeol?"

"He didn't need to leave me but you guys!!!! You guys manipulated his mind and influenced his thoughts! And making him leave me. Do you think I will forgive all of you? Huh!!!"

"Stop venting your anger on me"

"Then? Who should I get angry at? Huh? Tell me!! You all planned this and huh!!!"

"S...stop... chocking...me.."

He let go of my shirt.....

"Let him go.. chanyeol ya... hmm?"

"No.... He can't live without me... he loves me. You guys just... don't know that" he says and leaves

My legs give out and I fall onto the floor
He's....not giving up on Baekhyun... no matter what... and one is going to get hurt again
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Baekhyun's POV

Monday plus first day of work at Park Chanyeol's company.... Plus... this and that happened on last weekend.

I think I'm gonna dieeeeee
Do I look so lifeless?
I think I do

"Good morning Mr.Byun ssi"

"Ah Nae... good morning ...." Wait who is he? The secretary right? Name is... ummm

"You can call me Mr.Han. Let's go to President's room"

"Nae?! Aren't we like... working in meeting room? Is he going to be in like... in discussion everytime?"

"President said he will give his meeting table to you and the team. So that he can listen to what you all are discussing"

"Ah Nae..."

How sly Park Chanyeol.... This is how you play huh...

We go to his room and...... he is already there????
How awkwarddddd

"Seems like the team will be late so... I will come back later" I try to run away but...

"Come in Mr. Byun ssi. Join me for breakfast" chanyeol calls me in

"Ah no... it is okay.. please enjoy by yourself Mr. President"

Asshole! Stop actingggggggg

"Please... I ordered a lot since you are joining"

"So, please excuse me" Mr. Han leaves us alone

I'm.... Doomed

I go and sit .... "Let's eat... you like egg Benedict for breakfast right, Mr.Byun?"

"Drop the act"

"Haha... can we act close now? I ordered these which you like so... eat up"

"Don't do this starting from tomorrow"

"Why? I'm going to eat every meal with you starting from today"

"Ya!"

"Ha..hahahaha.... How lively"

"Stop bothering me"

"I can either eat meals with you as a business partner or as your friend ... you know... we are friends"

"Why are you doing this to me?"

"Why? Because I want to get close to you..."

"Stop...."

"I can't... I will do this everyday.... Hit me or swear at........ hey....... You..crying?"

I.... I can't help...
I can't hold back anymore....
I wanna cry.... I have been holding back for so long.... I had a really bad weekend...
A lot of things happened ... and I just can't...

"I....Umm.... Hey...shush.... Stop crying okay? I won't say anymore... stop crying... okay?" He says as he moves beside me

"I.... I hate you"

"Imm hate me... I'm sorry... okay? It's my fault... I'm sorry"

Why is he apologising? Aishhhhhh

"Now stop crying bambi ya...hmm?"

Bambi....

His big and cold hands wipe tears for me.... Cold.... It's ...not warm at all...

Hearing him calling me Bambi.... I don't know... it feels...
It's ticklish inside my chest.. I don't know what's this feeling.

"Stop... people will Gonna come in"

"Should I change schedule? Should I change meeting to afternoon? Wanna rest? Or want some ice cream? Hmm?" He asks as he keeps wiping my tears away..... and he looks so... worried

Park chanyeol..... why are you like this?
Do you really...... still like me?

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