I was called out earlier, in this cold weather.

Me who is still having fever.... Comes out because of an unknown call that I got and.... The person who's claiming himself is, Lee Ho sunbae.

I don't know where he got my number... would be a lie .. *shrug*
He got it from Chanyeol .. no doubt.

At this point?
No, I'm not feeling jealous.
I am not feeling angry either.
It's like... dense... you know?
I think I have gone denser than before.

I got a lot of comforts from kyungsoo and..even the cold guy, Sehun sunbae.

Me, who was worried sick that if chanyeol ever leaves, I would got no one by myself but...

Here I am.... Coming out to face the mole of our problem.

"So, why did you ask me to meet up, Lee Ho Sunbae?" I asks

"Haha.. you don't look good at all, are you sick? Hoobae?"

"Right... I'm quite sick these days"

"Must be very lonely with no one that will take care of you" Lee Ho sunbae says

"But I really am getting a lot of care tho...so sunbae, stop beating around the bush and tell me... why you ask me to meet?"

"Is that even a question? You know why I wanted to see you"

"Right.. park chanyeol... so what's it about him?"

"We met...and went onto our first date and spent a night together"

Well, I'm not even surprised

"So? I don't mean what you guys did but what did you want to talk to me about?"

"Let chanyeol go.. free him from your boring life. You know, chanyeol and I made quite a good pair and he's much more of attractive guy... isn't it a waste for his life to stick to you?"

"Right. I thought so too"

"Break up with him, hoobae. I know you are very smart that I hear a lot of news of you. Fresher, a scholarship student, future top law student"

"Didn't know I am that popular. And break up with him huh? You don't even need to call out for me to waste my time. Because I'm going to"

"What? That easy? I was expecting some drama from you. Guess you didn't like chanyeol at all" Lee Ho says

"Look, Lee Ho ssi.... Liking him or not is my problem and how our relationship was is our diary.
You just enjoy doing this and that with chanyeol now but man..... *chuckle* ... I have been friend him with long before we were lovers Lee Ho ssi.

And this and that you are enjoying with chanyeol... don't you think Chanyeol will always.... ALWAYS... feeling this déjà vu ? Of how he spent those things with me?

And I'm literally very satisfied with that.

You know?

I'm Chanyeol's first love. First kiss, first sex and first everything.... From little heartbeats to his enthusiasm about life.

That's why Lee Ho ssi... I have nothing to lose. And I have accepted the fact that first love never last.
Poor chanyeol. His first love is soon to be ended."

"You..... are crazier than you look huh...rude bastard"

"Thanks for the compliment... and Why are you so quiet Lee Ho ssi? This is so unlike you. I will end things with chanyeol so... I wish you a good luck.
And one thing... Chanyeol.. will never be able to bear of losing me.
Hope things work out for you. See you lesser in campus Lee Ho ssi.

Because you are such an eyesore. I don't really like sluts"

I say everything I could and walk out of the cafe.
What's this feeling?
I feel so light.....
thanks to Sehun sunbae for telling me about Lee Ho.
I don't have no rights to hold back to someone like him and.... Right......

Park chanyeol.

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Chanyeol's POV

*KakaoTalk Message*

'Chanyeol ya, I'm near at our highschool. Wanna visit school in a while? It's Saturday anyway. I will be waiting in our old class' - My Bambi

I end up rushing over to our high school as soon as I got his text.
No thinking at all.

Yes communication is important.
We both need each other and can't stay without each other.
I must have been delusional and kept swaying because of Lee Ho sunbae's provokes

Baekhyun is always mature and his thoughts are too....
Visiting school again... will clear my stupid thoughts and me and baekhyun can be happy again. I will properly apologise him and... make things up.

May be I will plan small trip just two of us.
There is just a lot to do with him.

I can't wait to see him...
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I drove all the way to our old highschool as fast as I could and rush towards our old classroom

Class 2-1
Yes... he and me... baekhyun and I are... forever... we have been together for so long.
Very long..

"Baekhyun!"

"Aw... that was quick. Come sit in your seat... it really does bring back memories" he says

He says as he is smiling.
Yes... we can make up things... we are all we have for ourselves

"I know right? As soon as I walked in... memories are called back"

"Canteen is closed so, I got you your favourite drink" he says

"Thank you... wish we could visit on weekdays too"

"I know right.... Things were a lot nicer back then. I just realised after got into university ... that highschool was best"

"Well, may be because you were top student"

"You weren't that bad either... just a  sociopath"

"Wha?!! Hahahaa... I really was huh.... May be I got a lot better because of you"

"Yeah I'm the best huh"

"You are.... And baekhyun ya.....I.... I'm really sorry... for all the things that happened... I have a lot of admit and a lot to make up between us. You can punish me too. I will make things right for us."

"Those doesn't matter anyway anymore.... Chanyeol ya.."

"So.... You forgive me?"

"Of course..."

"Baekhyun ya... let's go out for dinner.. and how about we go on a short trip? Where do you want to go? Or oversea is fine too.."

"Let's go back to how things were in highschool... chanyeol ya"

"Hmm? Yes.. I will just love you...like how things were... I was so worked up and getting dragged by that sunbae but..."

"No.... I mean.... Back to being best friends"

"B....baekhyun ya...."

"I think... it is enough now. And I'm tired. Mentally exhausted. I don't want to take things seriously now"

"No.... Baekhyun I can make things right again... just... give me One More Chance and I will..."

"Don't you feel... sorry for me?"

"Baekhyun..."

"Don't you feel sorry after you slept with him?"

"Baekhyun im sorry... that... will never happen again."

"I want to stop everything is back to being friends ... chanyeol ya. Your Hyung once said.... After being lovers, there is no way to turn back again to being friends but.... I'm here trying.
I think... we can be friends again"

"No... baekh..."

"Being friends and better than getting separated isn't it? I can't also live without completely not see you again too... hehe... huuuu... I can so light now chanyeol... the heavy tension in my chest... it is so light now"

Baekhyun is...............always mature.
I'm.. a fool.
Me, sitting here staring at his every little moves and expression...

He is not regretting his decision or.... He's .... Already determined.

What did I miss?
Where did it go wrong?

He doesn't look mad...angry or... frustrated
But he just... calm and.... Determined.

Do I even have right to stop him?

Rights? I have none....
I'm...

"Eh... stop crying... haha... it doesn't suit you." He says

Without even knowing myself.... Without.... Knowing.....
I'm crying..... I'm lost. And I lost him.
When he is right here sitting in front of me.. I lost him.

"And I will be moving out of your house too."

"Baekhyun... just... just stay.... Just stay at my house.... Don't ...do this please....."

"Well, me staying at your house will be a pain in ass for your future partner"

Future partner my ass..... there is no one....
No one for real....

"Man....My first relationship has come to end. It's time for me to focus on my studies. Law major is indeed difficult you know.... I shouldn't have never taken it from first place"

"Why..... why are you acting like nothing bother you?! Why are you acting likeee!!! This breakup doesn't bother you?!!"

"You didn't know how much I am suffering... when you were just having fun with that sunbae. And for the things you don't understand.... I don't plan on elaborate too. Because my decision will never change even if I let out my anger...sadness and all those negative emotions.

You and I have to see each other again because of our friendship. And I don't wanna ruin it ..."

Baekhyun is mature.
This is all I can think about Right now.
Me who knows him best....

I know how he is so sure about his own feelings and aware of his decision.

I know I lost him....
I know I can't do anything about it.

I couldn't even say a word more.

And...
Just sit at my old seat... staring at him... breaking free from me.

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