*cough*

Ah... this is the worst feeling to wake up with sweat, fever and coughs
Am I going to die soon? Urgh.... My head

I wake up with wet towel on my forehead..
Sunbae? This sunbae really is too old-school haha

I am sleeping on his bed and he seems not to be in his room.

So I get out of bedroom and ... go to his gaming room since it's possible that he might actually be gaming

I see a pillow and blanket on couch so.. I guess he slept here.

*knock*

"Sunbae?"

As I thought... he's gaming right now

"Ahhhhhh noooo!!!! Fuckk ya! Don't you see them there? Are you blind???" Sehun sunbae shouts in game

I might pee in my pants if I play with him

"Fuck I'm out of here" he says and turn around "ohh... you are awake"

"So passionate huh"

"Haha... you heard it? So how's the fever?" He says as he touches my forehead "still have fever huh. If your fever doesn't go down by tomorrow morning, I will take you to hospital"

"It's okay... it will be fine in a few days"

"Fine my ass.. I will make you something warm"

"Why Sunbae? You want me to get better quick so that I could leave your house?"

Eh eh.... What am I saying??? He's your saviour

"What? Hahaha... moody hoobae is real huh. You can stay here as much as you want. So just try to feel better"

"Haha... moody... I must be"

"And your phone keeps ringing and making sounds so I power off it. Go turn on your phone"

"I guess it is fine. It will just be a pain in ass"

"Your boyfriend must be finding you"

"Sunbae..."

"Imm?"

"Should I just end things with him?"

"This is the second time you ask me"

"Hmm? I am just asking for your advise"

"He's still... meeting with that someone?"

"Imm... he is"

"I'm not here to judge but... don't just hurt yourself more. I don't want to see you whining and coming to my house"

"Ehhh... so mean!!! *sigh* and sunbae..."

"Yes?"

"I.... What if i don't have no one when I let him go? What if I feel lonely? What if.... *sigh*"

"Baekhyun.... Will your parents be gone if he's not by your side?"

"No"

"Will your friend, kyungsoo he gone if he's not by your side?"

"No"

"And do you think I will stop talking to you if he's not by your side?"

"Hehe will you?"

"No of course... so what I'm saying here is baekhyun, even he's gone, those who is precious and treasure you will always be with you"

"It is so nice to hear things from you...I thought you are a loner with no friends"

"Ouch.... It hurts"

"Hahahah... just kidding sunbae... and... thank you. I will think carefully"

"Okay... great! Now I will make something for you"

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Chanyeol's POV

"Wakey wakey"

Baekhyun?

I open my eyes and... fuck....

"Morning chanyeol" Lee Ho sunbae greets

Ah right.... Last night.... After watching movie with Lee Ho sunbae... we ended up fucking each other at hotel.

'1st time can be a mistake but...
2nd time... becomes an intentional...
After 2nd time... it becomes a habit..' - Jongin

Intentional.... Huh....
Fuckkkkkkk

"Come on... don't be so quiet.. even tho you called out your boyfriend's name during sex for about 2 times... it's still okay...even tho I'm quite hurt. You are really good in bed.."

"Don't touch me" I say as I get up

"Aren't we staying in? It's quite sad to check out early from this expensive hotel"

"Then stay behind. I will go now"

"How's it? Did you enjoy your first night with me?"

I just... am the worst.
How can I make things right again?
I.... I don't know anymore

I don't .... Like Lee Ho sunbae... I don't ... right?
But  I was curious about him.... His straightforwardness has drawn my interest in him .

Last night too.... I wonder how would he looks like ... what kind of face will he makes... in bed.
That's why I ended up.... Having sex with him.

I know these are just excuses....

I keep making mistakes. How to ask forgiveness from him? Kyungsoo said baekhyun is at his house after that day......... so I should go and meet him now.

And ask for forgiveness

"Don't tell me you are going to ask your boyfriend for forgiveness aren't you?" Lee Ho sunbae asks "Let's give up on him and come to me... I will treat you better.."

I'm.. im going to.... Try to ask forgiveness

I just left the hotel room and about drive to kyungsoo's house.

May be me and baekhyun can change university? Or study abroad?

Yes... we will just run away.

I dial kyungsoo's number and ..

K - yes?

C - hey, baekhyun is at your house right? Is he still there?

K - no, he went back

C - went back already ?

K - yeah... and how do you not know that? Don't you go back to your house?

C - I....ah....

K - how shameless

*end call*

He's back at our house?
Yes.. he's back to me...
My baekhyun....

I quickly drive back to my house ... I miss him... I miss him so much...

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"Baekhyun!" I rushly go into our house and find him

Living room... dining.... Bedroom.. bathroom...

All empty...
B...baekhyun....

I quickly call his number but... it's power off...

W..what?

No.... No....... Where is he?

I dial kyungsoo again

K - what the fuck park chanyeol

C - where is he?! Where is baekhyun?

K - how would I know when I'm just his friend and you are his boyfriend?

C - please... I'm begging you .... Please tell me where he is

K - chanyeol... I don't really know... he said he will go back and left my house. I'm also at my parents house.

C - where is he?

K - chanyeol.... Cheaters are very pathetic... right? He will come back when he wants to so, why not give him some times?

C - some times... huh.. what if he leaves me

K - chanyeol... you have another one ready aren't you? Even baekhyun leaves you  for good

No.... That's not true....
It's not true... I love... baekhyun....
The one that I love is baekhyun...
Sunbae... Lee Ho sunbae ..... I just wanted to .... Try sleeping with him .. no romantic feelings....

I love baekhyun.... I can't... I can't live without him

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Third Person's POVv

"So, why did you ask me to meet up, Lee Ho Sunbae?" Baekhyun asks

"Haha.. you don't look good at all, are you sick? Hoobae?"

"Right... I'm quite sick these days"

"Must be very lonely with no one that will take care of you" Lee Ho sunbae says

"But I really am getting a lot of care tho...so sunbae, stop beating around the bush and tell me... why you ask me to meet?"

————————-To be Continued——————-

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