Chanyeol's POV

I really.... Kissed with Lee Ho sunbae.
Ahhhh!!! Fuckkkkkk

It was because he kept provoking me and acting and sounding like Baekhyun!

No.. I wasn't into him!
I don't like him! Not even a little

Fuck!
If baekhyun finds out... he will surely.... Leave me.
No doubt....
Hiding it from him makes me guilty and confessing also.... 

I'm so stupid.... Fuck.... I'm just.... So stupid.
What should I do?
And who the heck was he meeting earlier?
He came to school just for that guy?

What the fuck?
Is he also cheating on me?
Also?

So I cheated on him?
No... it was just a mistake.... It was just.....

"Chanyeol"

"Lee Ho sunbae"

"Why did you call me here? I don't have class today" he says as he sits beside me

"Last night.... "

"You remember?"

"Yes. It was a mistake so, don't tell anyone. Importantly my boyfriend"

"A mistake huh....  It was a mistake at the small lane when we were smoking but.... It wasn't a mistake on a taxi... Chanyeol"

Taxi?
We also kissed on taxi?!

"What do you mean?"

"You embarrassed me enough to make out on taxi ... he kept calling me Ho Sunbae and kissing me... thanks god taxi driver didn't say anything"

"..... you are ..... lying"

"My pride hurts chanyeol.... Even tho I like you a lot... you really used me and throw me out today huh"

"I didn't kiss you like that!"

"Believe it or not *shrug* you still ended up cheating on your boyfriend huh... are you sure you like him? You kept calling my name on taxi as you kiss me... bet he's really boring"

"Sunbae!"

"I will leave now.... Call me whenever you want to hook up...don't worry, I'm not into serious relationship too so, think of having fun with me" he says and leaves

I.... I want to see baekhyun....
I want to hold him.... And yes.. apologise...
Yes...
I need to make sure he won't be going anywhere

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I rushed back to house and.... Thanks god he's at home
He's sitting on couch and watching TV

"Shouldn't you be in class?" He asks

"Baekhyun....." I go and sit beside him

"Did you forget something?"

"No..... that's..... I miss you.... That's why...."

"We were just together earlier"

I hold both of his hands and "baekhyun..... I..... I'm sorry...... please don't be so cold to me..... I was wrong... I won't drink ever again....."

How to tell him that I kissed that sunbae ?!
Just.... How?

"Imm.. okay... just don't drink too much next time" 

"Baekhyun" I say and pull him into a hug ..... aishhhh... I just can't..... say that.... "I love you baekhyun..... I love you so much......."

"Imm...why are you so clingy today?"

"Baekhyun...." I lean in and start kissing him... Yess... this is the lips that I am always craving for... baekhyun's lips.. gentle and....

*Remember kissing Lee Ho on Taxi last night*
'Lee Ho sunbae... kiss me...haaa.... Kiss me sunbae.... You... you are... good......'
'Chanyeol.... Wait...We are... on the Hmphhh.... haaaa...wait...'

I suddenly push baekhyun and ..... there was .... Some force ..... I push him quite hard....

He looks ..... shock....

"Baekhyun.... I'm sorry.... I..."

"Chanyeol... take a rest." He says as he grabs his phone and wallet and leaves the house

He.... Left.....
I pushed him..... hard....

And... I really.... Kissed Lee Ho sunbae without mistakening with baekhyun.....

What happened?
Why?

*Dial Jongin*

J - ya! Where the fuck are you?!! The class is about to s....

C - hey... what exactly did I do last night? Tell me.... What did I do before me and that sunbae left with taxi.. what did I do in front of you all!?!! Say Kim Jongin!! Tell me!!

J - you went out to smoke after you already got drunk and Lee Ho sunbae followed you. You two are taking awhile so... me and Kang Min sunbae followed you two out.... And in that dark and small alley..... we found you two kissing..... I quickly pull you back from Ho Sunbae .... But... you started mumbling his name and calling his name out .....
I was about to send you back home but.... You still insisted and shouting Lee Ho endless times...

I was shocked too... you know... chanyeol.... Have you fallen for him? Chanyeol.... Did you just cheat on baekhyun? Chanyeol..... what ha...

*end the call*

Lies......

Lies.. I would never.... Never do that to Baekhyun.

Where.. where is baekhyun?

I tried to call him but... his phone is power off.

Yes... I will confess my sin and ask for forgiveness.
He will surely forgive me.
He loves me so much.
And I will really stop hanging out with those sunbaes.
Yesss... that's it.

We need to communicate.
I want to hold him now... I want to hug him now....

Yes... baekhyun is the only one that I love.
He's the one.

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