Baekhyun's POV

"Chanyeol..."

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"Chanyeol.... We are at school" I say because he was walking while holding my hand

"Why?"

"What?"

"You don't want Ssaem to see us?"

"That's not what I'm saying!"

"Oppa ?"

I quickly shakes his hand off from my hand as..... it's A-Yeong..

"What are you two doing?" She asks

She didn't see right?
She won't think... weird right?

Chanyeol grabs my hand again and "It is not your problem" He says to A-Yeong

I ... shake his hand off again and... "I will go back to classroom first" I say and quickly leaves there

Aish... she will find out at this rate right?!
Stupid park chanyeol.. *sigh*

Talk after school huh....
Will you even give me a chance?

As I get back to my classroom...

"Baekhyun baekhyun!!! Teachers are looking for you. Where have you been?" Like.. 3 or 4 of my classmates run towards me

"Hmm? Teachers? Why?"

"I don't know.. I think it's urgent. Go quickly to the Teachers' office"

"Ah... okay"

Why today is very chaotic?
I'm starting to have a headache.

"What's wrong?" Chanyeol says as he appears from behind

Ehhh!!! Didn't he left behind with A-Yeong?!!!!
I gave them some space so that they could talk...
Aishhh

"Ah.... Teachers are looking for him..so..." our classmates are so scared of chanyeol

"Baekhyun!" It's...Ssaem's voice

"Nae?"

"Is Byun baekhyun here already?!" It's our School Dean....

Why? What did I do wrong?

"I...I am here" I say

"Baekhyun" Ssaem says "Congratulations! You have been accepted by M University with early admission!"

A...a......what?!!!!!!!!!!

"Congratulations baekhyun ya!!!" My classmates congrat me

"Congratulations baekhyun.. you did it" Ssaem says

"Ah... Nae.."

And I look at chanyeol but... he just goes to his seat and sit....

I... I did it...

"Follow me to the office for scholarship details" School Dean says

"Nae.."

I did it but... I'm not... that happy.
Why?

I finally did it... why can't I be happy?

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Chanyeol's POV

"Hey... why our room is all noisy and chaotic?" Kyungsoo asks as he is coming back from somewhere

"Who knows." I say

"What's wrong?"

"Baekhyun got into M University"

"What!!!! Really?!!!! That's a relief.. he must be really happy now right?!!"

"Happy..... huh.... May be"

"Chanyeol?"

"It seems ... like I won't be able to make it to that university."

"What?"

"Now that he's already got into it.... I'm losing ..... my confident kyungsoo.... It is so stressful that... I want to let go of everything"

"Chanyeol... you are saying without even trying.. doesn't baekhyun precious to you?"

"Without trying? It's like something I have never dreamt of for like 10 years... you think I Could achieve in like 6 months?"

"Who knows chanyeol... your grades are improving"

"Has our relationship.... Always been this fragile?" I say

"You are just not sure of yourself... you are tiring yourself out and baekhyun too... just... take time and cool down your head first. We all can study together and achieve"

Can achieve ?

I doubt that.....
No..... I can't make it.

Baekhyun succeeding is a wonderful thing but..... It just made me lose my confident.

No.. I just can't.
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Me and baekhyun.... We leave school together in the evening as we walk back very quietly and awkwardly

"Hey" I break the silent finally...

"Aww?"

"Umm.....  congratulations... you finally did it"

I don't know when things get so awkward between us .... But.....

"T...thank you.. chanyeol ya"

"Imm"

"And hey.."

"Wha?"

"You are going to the same university with me... so slacking off"

"Wha you mean? You can get whatever marks and still get into that university now. You don't need to study hard anymore"

"But that doesn't mean I'm not studying with you anymore"

"Well..... *sigh out loud* baekhyun..."

"Yes?"

"Are you free this weekend?"

"Imm why?"

"Wanna..... go to Jeju with me?"

"What? Jeju? Are you visiting your home?"

"Imm... I'm planning to ride night flight there on Friday"

"Ah..... is that so?"

"Don't want to?"

"No.... I want to."

"Let me know tomorrow morning... I have to buy ticket"

"Imm.."

"So.. bye. See you tomorrow" I say and about to leave but..

"Chanyeol.."

"Wha?"

"I will go with you"

"Okay"

Yes... as kyungsoo said.... I need to think and make sure of myself more

Or else, i will just keep stressing myself and baekhyun more.

I should just ...... make up my mind.
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And days passed quite slow this week since I spent most of my times alone.
Since baekhyun is not staying with me... and at school too.... Most of the classmates are clinging around him every break times that even me and kyungsoo couldn't hang out a lot.

People here and there including teacher are calling him a 'University Student' already

Quite... stressful huh?
The tension in my heart grows bigger and tighter as I face those situation.

Almost every day... Ssaem calls baekhyun to Teachers' office and baekhyun said it was for university admission and about scholarship and stuffs.

He must be busy but happy at the same time.

I feel like I learnt about Baekhyun's happiness that.... His happiness doesn't concern with me.

I mean... he is a very good student and he's happy with what he achieved.
And he seems.... Okay enough.....
even without me.

"Hey... why are you spacing out?" Baekhyun says

We are now at the airport to fly to Jeju. To my home.

"I will carry for you" I say

"No.. it's okay.."

"Give me.."

"I think the boarding time is an hour ahead."

"Imm wanna grab something to eat?"

"No... I'm good"

"Sure. Let's go and sit at the lounge"

"You don't need to get business class just to fly to Jeju"

"I know. But I can't help my legs. They are long. Economy class is too cramps"

"Ah... I see"

"We will just be residing at my house is that okay? Don't worry, we will be in difference house. We have guest house in our yard too. And the main house. And don't worry the guest house is as big as the main house too.."

"Chanyeol.... I'm really fine.... I don't care about those things. I can even sleep at motel"

"Well... my parents also wants to see you so.."

He hasn't visited my house in Jeju ever since we became friends.
My parents also met him for only a few times while they visit Seoul

They are also wandering which kind of person will endure me and become friend with me.

And I have to clear out... things...
Settle things down and......

Yeah

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