Chanyeol's POV

"And.... What's it really?" Kyungsoo asks

"Don't ask"

"Did you guys fight already?"

"First time in four months of dating so don't question"

"Still..... why?"

"I.... Decided to keep distance from him...."

"Ehhh!! Why?!! You are crazy!"

"He...... kyungsoo... don't act like you know.... his grade dropped to 14th place this midterm"

"W.....what?? It will.... Affect his entrance mark"

"Imm..... I guess.... You are right then" kyungsoo says

"And...."

"And what?"

<Flash Back Yesterday>

He really left after I said to get separated until exam...
His face

Ahhhhhh!!!
He looks so sadddddd

My heart T.T

I can't hug or kiss or cuddle anymore!???

Park chanyeol, you stupid

But... yeah... it's for his sake.
After exam.. we can freely stay as we want.
I have to endure this pain now.

Endure...

Endureeeeeeeeeeee

"No!! I can'tttttt" I groan as follow him to his house
I need to hug him and make sure he's okay.
Yes park chanyeol... you don't need to act that harsh.
You must know you understand him ....

But....

And....

I see, Ssaem and him talking under his house.

It is not so far so, I could hear them slightly....
It's not an intentional eavesdropping but....

"Baekhyun.... It's true that I feel sorry for ... no.... I feel like dying.... I should have confessed you that .... I knew your feelings and.... That ..... I'm interested in you too"

"Right... as a student..."

"No...baekhyun.... With personal feelings"

It's .... A confession.... Right?
And baekhyun.... Does he ever know?

That he is blushing for Ssaem right now?

Right.... I had been delusional.... That baekhyun would really like me.. or like me more than he does to Ssaem

But I was wrong.
No one can replace Ssaem's place in his heart

No one...

<End of FlashBack>

"And what chanyeol? Stop spacing out" kyungsoo snaps me out of my thoughts

"I don't know"

"What you don't know?"

"Everything...."

"What?"

Really..... I don't know anymore.
I just want my every unsure feelings are just wrong.

I hope at least baekhyun likes me a little.

"He is here" kyungsoo says as he looks at baekhyun walking into class

I don't want to talk to him right now... because I don't know what to say..

"Chanyeol"

Indeed.... First time he does is called me out

"Let's talk" he says

"Sorry... I was sleepy and forgot to pick you up"

"Wha?"

"Good morning, everyone! Take a seat" Ssaem says as he comes in

Last night in my thought, I had punched that man endless times until his skull got dents...
I can't wait for him to punch him in real time too.

I fucking hate that guy.
A guy with many layers... like onion.

Just how cunning he will go to that he even confessed baekhyun?

"Hey..." baekhyun quickly turns back to me and whispers

"let's talk after this class"

Fuck.. I wanna kiss him so bad....
He looks... so cute today of all days...

'Baekhyun.... It's true that I feel sorry for ... no.... I feel like dying.... I should have confessed you that .... I knew your feelings and.... That ..... I'm interested in you too' - Ssaem

Ah....
Right......
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"Follow me" baekhyun calls me as soon as the class end
We don't have class next period so... urghhhhh
No reason at all to deny!!!!!!!!!

I ended up following him without saying anything...

He's heading to Building C.
There's no classes in that building and students usually do extra curriculum activities.

"Hey...we can talk now. There's no one here" I say

He finally faces me ....... And he's crying?????
He's been crying all the way here??!!!

No.... Don't.... Get swayed yet...

"Why? Why are you ignoring me? *sob*" He asks

"Stop crying"

"How! How could I stop crying when you are ignoring me?"

"I'm not patient baekhyun. Stop crying"

"You... don't trust me ... right?"

"Wha?"

"Yesterday, I know you heard what Ssaem said but... you don't trust my feelings ... you just don't trust me."

"Trust? When you are simping for him so much?"

"I don't!!"

"Oh yeah?"

"Park chanyeol!"

"Well well.... Look who we have here?" 

We both turn back and ..... ah.. such a pain in ass

It's class 2-2 guys again

"Love birds quarrelling?" That one guy says... wait.. who's his name again? Kim what?

"Baekhyun ssi, you still look pretty even you are crying" he says

Yeah... Kim Jongin ... that asshole

I see baekhyun quickly wiping his tears
I grab his hand and pull him closer to me

"I will let the teachers know that you guys are smoking" I say

"What!! Hahahaha.... How scary ...you are park chanyeol right?" Kim jongin says

"Yes. Enjoy your last smoke" I say and about to leave but.. he grabs me by my shirt and

"You.... Are you really dating him?"

"Dating or not... baekhyun will never let a guy like you to lay hand on him.. so fuck off" I say and pull Baekhyun's hand as we leave those guys

"We haven't finished talking" baekhyun mumbles

"After school... let's talk" I say

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Kyungsoo's POV

Baekhyun and chanyeol went out but, I saw that class 2-2 boys followed them so, I also quietly follow them.

"I know you are eavesdropping" Kim Jongin says

Fuck.... How does he know??

I come out from hiding and ... "Stop bothering those two" I say

"You two go back first" he says to his fiends

After his friends left.......

"So... who are you to tell me what to do?" He asks

"I'm their friend"

"Really? So... were you also crying just because they told they are dating?"

"How did you......"

"Haha... sorry sorry... I wasn't trying to eavesdrop that day at the restaurant but... I just happened to be there with my family"

"A..ah...."

"So... Do kyungsoo..right?"

"Imm"

"Tell me.. your crush .. is Baekhyun or? Park chanyeol?"

"W...why would I need to tell him?"

"If you like Park chanyeol... it is a good thing since I can seduce baekhyun while you seduce that guy"

"Why would I do that?! Look... no matter how much I like chanyeol, I would never... never do something like that. Get it?"

"Funny of you saying when you were totally sobbing and bailing your eyes out crying"

"It has nothing to do with you rather I cry or not. So if you ever disturb those two.... I will not stay still"

"Really?" He says as he gets close to me and leans in "then what are you going to do?"

Our faces are so.... Close....
He's nothing like chanyeol.... Even tho they both are very cold towards me.

What is it like to be Byun Baekhyun?

Why everyone likes him and... why.... Everyone is just picking on me?

What do I lack?

What do I lack which Baekhyun's has all of them?

What chanyeol sees in him that he's all into baekhyun?!

Why?

Why???!

"You seems to be pretty much out of the world" Kim Jongin says

Right...

We are still talking...

"or perhaps.. are you thinking now that... why baekhyun and why not you?"

"What?!" How did he..... he's so good at... observing right?

"Why park chanyeol is so crazy about Baekhyun when you are the one who actually likes him a lot... if you were in his place..... only if you were in his place..."

"Stop!!!"

"Ha...... I am right then.. don't go around crying... I won't be able to buy you an ice-cream every time"

I take a step back away from him and ... "Just.. don't get in between those two"

No Do kyungsoo...stop thinking stupid things!

Why... why am I so stupid?
Why!?

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