This is... bad...
I hope my face didn't show that... I was extremely... broken down.

They are my best out of best friends right?
I should be happy for them...

Do Kyungsoo.... Get yourself together.
Chanyeol is happy.

Just.... Just satisfy with that.

They look so great together.
But...

This is so sad....

No one... no one actually knows....

I... I can't... *sobbing*

I can't.... Handle this...
I must really like chanyeol.... *crying*

"You are literally sobbing at a bus stop huh... how embarrassing"

I look beside of me who's talking and ..... I have seen this boy before?
Where ?

Ah... right.... The bully...from class 2-2.

What's his name again?

Kim ... something?

"You are ... Baekhyun's lackey right?" He says

How rude. Who's whose lackey...
He's getting on my nerves

I just ignore him but ...

"Don't you remember me? I'm Kim Jongin" He says

Who wouldn't remember him?
Aish... let me cry peacefully

"Ya.. don't just ignore me"

"Just!! Leave me alone!!" I shout and start crying

Why everyone is like this to me.... "Whyyy...."

"H.....hey........ya... stop.. crying.." he says "People are looking"

Aish.. who care about people!
Let me have my heartbreak peacefully

"Come on... I will buy you ice-cream"

Who do think I'm? A kid?

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Chanyeol's POV

"Hmm...... I'm so thirsty" I groan as I wake up in the middle of the night? What time it is?

And.... "Baekhyun?"

He is not beside me... where does he go??

I quickly get out of my room and...... he's .... at dining table.....

Is he.... Studying?

"Hey.." I say as I go and sit beside him

"Eh.... Sorry, did I wake you up?" He says

He's really studying at this hour?
I check the clock and.... 5 in the morning????

"Hey... when did you get up?"

"Around 4:30.... Go back to sleep.. it's so early"

"Why? Can't you sleep? If it is not urgent we can study today later today"

"Ah..... it's ok.... I am fully awake anyway so.."

"Baekhyun.... Is something up?"

"No... nothing..."

"Do you want me to book a group study room? So that you, me and kyungsoo can study together after classes?"

"Imm... let's do it.." he says and gives me smile...

There's something up... right?
His smile looks so weak...
I wasn't paying enough attention to him today?

Did something happen when he's at Teachers' office?

"Go back to sleep chanyeol ya" he says

"It's okay... I will wait for you here"

"Nooo... you will be sleepy in class"

"So do you... so don't mind me and study... okay?"

I wonder.... What weight is putting down on his two small shoulders?

I want to sooth his mind.
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At school,

"Baekhyun.. come to the front and solve this problem" Ssaem calls out baekhyun to write on the board

Why is he keep giving him pressure?

Baekhyun is doing fine on his own isn't he?

They are acting weird after yesterday's result and they talked in Teachers' office

Kyungsoo hands me a piece of paper and it's written

'Is baekhyun sick?'

And I write back

'No... why?'

After that he writes back

'He doesn't look good'

Yessss I knowwwwww

He doesn't look really good ... like what the fuck!!!

"Baekhyun you got the answer wrong" Ssaem says "haven't you been doing homework?"

"I..I'm sorry Ssaem" baekhyun says

Heyyyy!!! You don't have to scold him right in front of the whole class.. is he crazy??!!!!

"You know your performance dropped and you must know what you should be doing. And everyone else too.. get it?!" Ssaem says

"Nae!" The class answers

Baekhyun comes back to his seat in front of me and.... His face ...... gets even smaller
Is he going to cry soon????
He's going to right???!!!
Urghhhhh!!!

That evil man!!!
I will punch him for real!!

"Class dismiss" Ssaem says and he leaves the room

I quickly runs out of the classroom and follows him

"Ssaem!!"

He stops at the corridor and... "Yes?"

"Are you out of your mind! Why did you scold him in front of the whole class?"

"Park chanyeol, you think you have rights to talk like this to your teacher just because we are a bit close?"

"Close or not.. aren't you a bit too much? Why are you picking on him? Aren't you mixing teacher's job with your personal emotions?"

"Even without my personal emotions, baekhyun is my top student"

"Cut the bullshits! Why are you picking on him? He didn't do anything wrong!"

"You... he still haven't told you about that.. right?"

"About what?"

"His results for midterm"

"Why wouldn't he tell me? He dropped grades a little bit what point? He can still try"

"A little?" He says and laughs out a little "says by who gets Low grades always... does he tell you which place he got this midterm?"

He..doesn't tell me ...
I didn't want to ask him either since I might be a bit nosy ..

"You guys are in a relationship right? I can see it right away... well, he is unlucky to end up with someone like you"

"Someone like me? I can treat him better than you"

"Really? How naive that you think going on dates, having sweet talks is all about a good relationship"

"What?!"

"He got 14th place.. this midterm. Can you count how much he dropped? Still think that is a little?"

14th?

14..........

Ever since I have become a friend with him he grades are almost all 3rd place and ranging from 1 to 5.....

"As a Ssaem, let me give you an advice... a healthy and good relationship... is not all about dates and talks.. it's also about supporting each other to reach their dreams.

You have completely destroyed him, park chanyeol."

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Hello all!
Here's an update for today.
I am very happy that my comment bombers are still here 🥺💛
Thank you for reading as always!!!