Chanyeol's POV

The atmosphere is so dry that I'm getting suffocating...
Please speak something will you?
Such a pain in the ass

"Hyung, say something" I start the conversation

I see him taking a deep breathe and
"Chanyeol... what was that?" Hyung asks

After baekhyun leaves, we sit awkwardly at dining table.

"Hyung you saw that right? We are dating"

"Park chanyeol! Don't casually say that word. Explain me? How? How are you in love with a boy? You..... you despise gays"

"I did... and I'm not gay Hyung... I just like baekhyun"

"How.... How did you.... Chanyeol.. is that because of me?"

"Hyung... me liking baekhyun is not because of you. You are being nonsense"

"You know this will be hard.. you know this homos lives are every hard to deal with in this society. People will look down on us. No.. they really do. The words they say about that. Do you think you can handle?? Do you think this is easy?!!!"

"Hyung... I'm not a coward like you"

"C...chanyeol.."

"I'm not scared of people judging me. I'm not scared to show everyone that baekhyun is mine. I'm not scared to hold his hand in public. I'm different from you"

"Is baekhyun homo originally?"

"Yes. But, he didn't make me this way. And if you ever look down or if you go hurt on him, I won't stay calm. Don't ever blame Baekhyun"

"You.... You have changed"

"I just.. like him and want to be with him. That's all Hyung... waking up with him, going to school with him, touch him, kiss him...

I don't feel those things towards no one.

Just .... Just him...

You know I have been a different kid compare to other since I was young right? I have been anti-social or what most of them call me... a sociopath.

But he changed me and... he helped me feel things.

Happiness, jealousy, warmth... That's why, I decided to confess him"

I hear Hyung sighs out loud.

But I am still worrying for baekhyun.
Did he get back home right?
He must be feeling super anxious... and scared.

I wanna run to him.. and make sure he's okay.

"This is your final year for your highschool. You both aware of it right? This is important year"

"Hyung.. baekhyun is top student. And I'm trying to get into M university with baekhyun"

"What?! M University?"

"Yes. That's why, I will need to study a lot."

"Ha.... He is an amazing boy." Hyung says and chuckle

"I know right. And Hyung, please keep this secret from mom and dad"

"Obvious isn't it? Things won't be easy if they find out" he says

"Until I graduate"

"But Let me talk with baekhyun."

"Hyung!!! Don't make him cry"

"Ya!!! I won't .. stop being over protective!!"

"Ahhh... I wanna see himmmm"

"Whattttt!!! Your Hyung just came back from long oversea work and you don't wanna see me??"

"I mean... I can be with both of youuuu!!!!"

<a.n: I don't know why they keep shouting🌝>

"So... chanyeol ya.. don't tell me... you two...." Hyung is hesitating to say

"We two wha?"

"Perhaps you two did.... That?"

"Did Wha........ HYUNG!!!!!!!!!!"

"What!!!! I am curious okay? You both are still young!!!"

"Noooo!!! Of course not!!!!!" I say "until.... We graduate"

"Ah.... Oka..okay.."

This is...awkward but... I must ask him

"Hyung... please tell me how to have sex with him"

"What!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

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Baekhyun's POV

"Baekhyun ... wanna have dinner now? Should mom make for you?" Mom says as I am sitting down watching some movie

"No mom.. it's okay. I will just eat fruit for tonight"

"Where's chanyeol? I thought you two will come together"

"He ah... his Hyung comes back so.."

"Is that so? May be I should invite both of them to home for meal"

"Imm... sure mom"

But... is he really okay? He doesn't even text me
I'm so worried...
Urghhhh so suffocating!!!!

Suddenly remember that I haven't replied to Ssaem's text today during lunch time

'Baekhyun ya... I'm sorry, but can you meet up with me? Let's eat dinner tonight. I will come and pick you up' - Ssaem text message in epi 33

May be I should stop acting close with him.
I was embarrassed and quite angry at the same time because Ssaem has known that I have a crush on him all these time

Moreover, I'm now with chanyeol, so I should slowly get over with having a crush on Ssaem.

It is difficult but still I have to try.

*Bell Ringing*

"I will open it" mom says as she go and opens the door

What if .... His Hyung didn't like us to be together?
What if he asks us to separate?
Will chanyeol have to go back to Jeju?

"Chanyeol is here baekhyun ya" mom says

I quickly stand up and.... He's here..

"Son, have you eaten? Wanna eat dinner here?" Mom asks

"It's okay, ahjuuma... I'm here to take baekhyun"

"Hmm? Again? He said your brother is back" mom says

"Yeah, he has so many bags so our house was a bit messy, now that we have cleaned it, he wants baekhyun to treat dinner"

"Is that so?"

"Go change baekhyun ya...you young people really have dinner late huh"

What actually is it?
Does things work out with his Hyung?

He's smiling so... it worked out?

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On the way to his house, he holds my hand as we walk

"Ya... say something will you???" I ask

"He just wants to talk to you."

"I mean did that work out? Your conversation?"

"Of course , he's one of the few people who can understand us. Isn't he?"

"Yes I know but still... you are his brother .... No matter which sexuality he has .... He could still be against you know?"

"Who will be against this pretty and smart boy? Hmm?"

"Ya!! I'm being serious here"

"I'm more. It worked out so, don't worry. Okay?"

I sigh out loud "I was dying waiting for your text and call you know... I was worried"

"Aigoooo... I'm luckiest mannnnn... I'm being worried by this prettiest boy alive and you worried that we can't be together anymore.. right?"

"Ya!" I say and hit his shoulder

"Ah... superb strength" he says and laughs

"Stop it ... I hate you"

"I like you so soooooo muchhhhh" he says and he kisses my hand "Please be with me for a long time.. hmm?"

"You can be cheeky too huh"

"I'm serious... from the time I get you beside me.... I'm treasuring you everyday. I want to wake up next to you every morning and sleep beside you every night. I want to study with you, go to school, eat meals together.

I planned to study hard with you so that I could go to same university with you.

Plus I can't say beautiful words to rhyme up things.

I know it is early to say this but, baekhyun ya....

Let's grow old together from now on"

The weather is perfectly fine today.
It is not cold or hot.
May be the darkness time after the sunset is this peaceful.

The dim street light upon us is guiding me to acknowledge... this man here is serious.

And that, I have really fallen for him.

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