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Chanyeol's POV

"Can I sleepover tonight? Tomorrow is weekend anyway"

"S...sure..."

"Park chanyeol!" Baekhyun raises his voice a little

"Baekhyun ya... you can come too.." kyungsoo invites him

"No... baekhyun is always busy weekend ... I told you right? With his crush"

"aww... I see.."

"Chanyeol... I'm begging you... spare me some minutes" baekhyun says

"Kyungsoo ya... sorry...we will be back.." I say and walk out of canteen

He pulls me by my hand and take me to staircase to the rooftop where Students barely comes there.

He pushes me to the wall and

"It is not what you think!" He says

"Wha is?"

"What you see in the infirmary.... It is not what you think..."

"Does it matter Byun baekhyun? Congratulations... you were hugged by your crush"

"Chanyeol! Why are you keep acting like you don't like me anymore?!"

"Because I don't."

"What!"

"I don't like you anymore Byun baekhyun... it is sickening"

"Chanyeol... what are you saying!"

"You... want me to like you? While you are acting all cheap for that guy who will get married soon? Do you think my feelings are cheap like you?"

"You are so mean"

I laugh a little.... "Didn't you know?  This is who I'm to everyone.. and you are no longer special.. Go back to your house.. I don't need you anymore.. need to try to make you fall for me? Funny... good thing I stop liking you... or else it will be a waste of time"

I say and .... He starts crying

What's the point of crying in front of me Byun baekhyun?
Go and cry in front of him... make him yours ...

I am about to leave but.. he pulls my hand and....

"Don't..... don't go.... Don't leave me Chanyeol ya....I need you.... I need you.. now"

"Don't use me.... I'm not your plaything" I shake his hand off and leave him alone there

Suffer Byun baekhyun...
Suffer a lot.
I tried to be a good one but... man...
This sociopath traits suit me the most.
Not kindness.

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"You two... fought again right?" Kyungsoo asks

I really ended up following him to his house

"I can just sleep on the couch" I say

"You really find your own trouble huh"

"I really stopped liking him today...."

"Can you stop feelings like that? What are you? A robot?" Kyungsoo says

"I'm sociopath... didn't you know?"

"Well, didn't know that.. but I think everything make sense now"

"How?"

"Those sociopaths.. they can fake feelings for others.. because they never feel those feelings really inside me... may be you didn't really like him from the start chanyeol ya... not everyone can cut feelings for someone just in a day"

"May be he was right.. I was being delusional of my friendship with romance...."

"Yeah"

"So... do you still like me? Kyungsoo?"

"Do you want me to say it?"

"Yes"

"I do ... I still do"

"I see...... should I just date you?"

"Again!! You sociopath!!"

So it was it... huh..
I didn't really like him...
Or
I didn't want to feel those painful feelings again

Jealousy is the most ugliest thing and most painful feeling I have ever felt

I was used...
Those 'Don't go' 'Stay with me' 'Make me fall for you'

Those are just...words that used me..

I wish you suffer a lot byun baekhyun

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I couldn't sleep... the couch is just so small for me!!!

It is only 5 in the morning.

I should go back now... don't think baekhyun will be at my house at this rate.

I should go back and sleep well...
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Ah... my back ...

I wonder when Hyung will come back.. I miss his cooking

I get into the house and..... I see him falling asleep in the dining chair.

For god sake Byun baekhyun...

I open the lights and ..... he wakes up.

"Y.....you are back" he says

"I think I told you to go back"

"Wh...why? Why are you being like this? Why all of sudden? Can't you even be my friend?"

"I am"

"Then...."

"Go sleep.. you have a date today aren't you"

"Nooo! I .... I'm not meeting him"

"That's new... well.....I will sleep now.. go back or sleep here do whatever you like"

I say and go to my room and get change..

He comes in while I'm taking my shirt off

And .....

He hugs me from behind...

"Byun baekhyun"

"Just...... for awhile..." he says

"You gotta be kidding me" I say as I shake his hand off and face him "I said don't you use me because of Ssaem"

He... starts crying....
You are recalling such a pain in ass aren't you?
Too much of works to handle.

"Come... let's sleep" I say as I wipe his tears off his face "you always cry because of him"

"Chanyeol...."

"Wha?"

*phone rings*

Caller ID - Omma

I answer the call and .....

C - omma

Omma - are you coming this weekend?

C - no Omma.. I will continue studying

Omma - is that so? That's great honey... you remember A-Yeong?

C - ah... yeah.. Why?

<baekhyun gets into bed and sleep>

Omma - she transferred to Seoul and her mom said it is the same as your house. Help her out there.. okay? She also rent house around school too.

C - it is a pain in the ass

Omma - honey... come on... she's a girl and living alone in Seoul

C - okay....

Omma - come visit us soon honey.. we miss you

C - imm... and stop calling me so early... it is only 6

Omma - okay okay... bye son

C - okay bye

I end the call and.... Does he fall asleep already?
What was he going to say earlier?

A-Yeong?
It is a girl from neighbour .... We were close back then... of course until I moved to Seoul.

She is one year younger than me so, I guess she will be attending 11 Grade here

Isn't it so risky to send a girl alone to Seoul? What were her parents thinking?

Well... it is not my problem.

I go and lie down beside baekhyun

"Such a troublesome you are...huh" I say and hug him from behind

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Baekhyun's POV

Ah... i feel so heavy.....

I open my eyes and.. yeah yeah.... Of course... this guy is hugging me right from behind....

You said... you don't like me anymore... just how can you change in a short time?

You really are a difficult to understand.

I turn around slowly as I face him... and stare at his face .... Close

Last night... before his phone rings.. I was trying to say, 'let's start dating'

May be it was a good thing that his phone rang huh?

Actually....

Yesterday, Ssaem texted me if he could meet with me this weekend .... But I said, I can't because I will be busy with my family.

And... I don't know how  Ssaem knew I was in infirmary and he just rushed in and hugged me out of sudden

For the very first time... very first time....
I thought Ssaem was playing with my feelings. And I felt like he found out I have a crush on him.

Which makes me very difficult.... To face him
Wedding... huh.
That's what adults will do one day anyway.

'Don't use me.... I'm not your plaything' - chanyeol

Use you... huh....

Have you always been this... handsome? Chanyeol ya?

"You will put a hole in my face.. am I that handsome?" He says

"A... you are awake?"

"Indeed my bed is the best" he says and stretch

"What did your mom say last night?"

"Why? You are nosy" he says

"Ya!"

"Starting from this week you will have your special classes after school again right? Just go back to your house. I will come and study with you when exams are near"

"Can't I...."

"You want to stay with me?"

"Yes" I will just be straightforward .... I'm sorry chanyeol ya.... I will be needing you so that I won't think of Ssaem

"You sure tease me a lot"

"Get up and wash up.. let go out to eat... mom will be sending dishes on Monday" I say

"Yeah... so boring...." He says and stretches

He sure does have long legs and arms hug

"Baekhyun... what were you trying to say last night?"

"Hmm? I don't know... I forgot"

"Mr. smartass forgets too huh" he says and go into the bathroom

Well... I don't think he's pushing me away for now
So, I bet it is okay if I don't... tell him to date me
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"What do you wanna eat?" Chanyeol asks me as we leave the house and walk to nearest restaurants street

"I don't know.... Something spicy?"

"Budae jjigae?"

"Not bad..."

"Park chanyeol?"

A girl voice appears and ....

"Aw... A-yeong?" Chanyeol says

A-Yeong?

Who's that?

And....

"Chanyeol oppaaaa" she runs towards chanyeol and hugs him

Eh..... what's that?
What?
Whaaaaa???

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