I flew down through the dimensions back to Earth. My heart was a little heavy for all of the things I was leaving behind. But this was all for Samael and my own sanity. I have to find him now and try to figure out how I can become a demon. I landed.

Samael looked at me, "I see you aren't on a leash." I shrugged. "Guess I just pissed him off just a little too much." Samael's usually harsh eyes softened. It made him look like he really cared. I don't know. Samael is weird. "Oh, what happened?" I looked down, tears filling my eyes. " I got kicked out. I told him that I cared more about myself than everybody else." Then something even weirder happened. He wrapped his arms around me. Embraced me. I accepted it and wrapped my arms around him and buried my face into his shoulders. Once you die either become an angel or a demon. There is no in between. That's what humans are. Half angel and half demon, but once you die you don't just get reincarnated. You stay dead. If you can't become an angel or a demon then poof, you suddenly just don't exist. That's why so many humans fear death.

They know without knowing how they know that. I knew that I just had to become a demon, not just because I wanted to be one, but because otherwise, I wouldn't exist. Samael rubbed my back and tried to soothe me. " It's ok, Kalaziel. I will teach you the ways of the demon. Trust me we get to have way more fun than Angels. Plus we get to wreck things. Who doesn't like wrecking things?" I chuckled a little at that. I lifted my head off of his shoulder. Wiping my eyes I told him, "Thanks for trying to cheer me up, but like I don't want to be seen as evil." Samael shook his head. " You'll get used to it trust me. It's really not that bad." I took a deep breath and prepared my conscious and heart for the pain I was about to blow onto it. "Let's do it. I want to become a demon." Samael gave me a wicked smile. I gave him my best-wicked smile. He laughed. "We definitely need to work on your wicked smile. You need to smile but tell the world how you feel using your eyes." My shoulders sagged a little bit. "Hey, don't worry," he replied. "You'll get there, but first we have to get you signed up and get your name chosen."