A thousand heart breaks I bear,
A thousand times I hear,
That I can't have you,
With me here.

Why did I had to dream,
So unrealistic things?
Why wasn't I,
A normal kid?

Why did I had to be,
So different from anybody?
Why was it me,
Only me?

I saw a door open wide.
But now it's shut I don't know why.

Why wasn't I
A normal kid?
Why was I so unrealistic?

Can I,
Be a kid again?
And change the way,
I see this world.

Can I,
Be a kid again?
And try to be a normal kid.

Under so much pressure,
To grow up and act like an adult.
I want to just be a kid again,
And try to be a normal kid.

The pressure was so much,
That my eyes got shut.
It feels as if someone glued my eyes shut.

My eyes were wide open,
When I first saw you.
But I don't know why,
It had to be shut.

My eyes, the door to you,
Is shut forever

I dreamt with my eyes open,
Maybe that's the mistake I have done.

Can I go back in time?
And be a normal kid this time?

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