"They... I don't know. My dad left us when we were small and my mom died in an accident when I was 15"

"I'm sorry to hear that" He apologized even though none of it is his fault.

"No need to be. It's not your fault. I just wish I got to know why my dad left us and didn't come back to us. Even after my mom died."

"I bet he has his own reasons to why he did like what he did"

I hope so...

"Let's not be so emotional now. Let's just watch the stars and eat some food" I told him, feeding some of the food we prepared.

We ate, talked and snuggled into each other while enjoying each others company.

"I'm happy that you are here with me" He started off, "I don't know what I would be doing without you by my side"

Caressing his cheek, I looked lovingly into his eyes and planted a small kiss on his lips.

"I should be the one that's saying that Yuan" I told him.

"I'm the loser here for not choosing you over my studies"

"What do you mean?" He asked me, as I laughed a little because of his confused face.

"I thought back then that I was abnormal because my heart fluttered every time I looked at you and every time you went pass me I couldn't help but loose my concentration on whatever I was doing, but instead be focused on you"

"You little dummy" He poked my forehead as he laughed at me.

"I felt the same about you! It's normal... it's called love. It's something everybody is going through or have been going through. You little idiot" He poked my forehead again but this time planting a kiss on it afterward.

"I was young and stupid... or more focused on my studies that love never passed my head... but fortunately it passed my heart" I intertwined our fingers as I began playing with them before we began playing around the field with each other...

We were running and chasing each other. Sharing kisses and hugs, but nothing dirty... except the dirt under us.

"Don't leave me and the kids Y/n... I want to grow old with you like we promised to do back then. I can't afford loosing you"

Sniffing from his little comment I hugged him and told him that I promises him to never leave him... but I'm sorry to not be able to tell him that I'm not his wife. That I will go back to my universe once everything is set. That his wife is not here anymore.

I just hope now that I can make it to Junkai's promise. I just don't hope that I will disappoint them as their "mother".

We packed up an hour later and left to our small "house" and decided to sleep. It was technically late and a lot have been happening today, even though I'm not tired at all.

I couldn't sleep at all for the night as I have been twisting and turning with thoughts wandering through my head.

I'm scared that when I come back that everything won't be as peaceful as it is here... I want to have him and claim him as my husband. He's really popular back in the campus that I'm scared he ain't going to notice me... little me who's too busy with studying.

I also hope that my brother will be happy on my behalf and get his own lazy ass up and are learning how to live on his own. I want to leave "home" one day without me worrying too much.

Let me sleep thoughts! Never mind... I will just be restless, but it's fine 😭.