I knew I was an idiot sometimes
I knew I was gonna find my dad
I knew one day I'd beat Erza
I knew I was way better than Gray
I knew I was a member of Fairy Tail
And...

I thought I was happy

I knew I was going on a hunch
I knew there was no evidence that this 'Salamander' was Igneel
I knew I hated trains
I knew I got a free meal from this girl I somehow "saved"
I knew there was something bad going on when he stole my name and ran off on a boat with some girls
But...

I thought it was nothing

I knew I would learn to like her
I knew that she was annoying and loud
I knew that she reminded me of my old friend
I knew she was sepecial
But...

I thought she would make a great partner

I knew that the festival was coming
I knew that she was sick
I knew she was looking forward to it
I knew it made me angry
I knew I never smiled once during the whole celebration
I knew she'd always wanted to be here too
I knew it was stupid
I knew I would get in trouble
But...

I thought nothing of it all when I saw how big she smiled

I knew what was happening
I knew i did nothing to stop it
I knew i was falling in love with Lucy Heartfilia
I knew she probably like Loke or Gray
I knew i wasn't her type
But...

I thought about how before her I didn't even have a type

I knew when i asked her out I thought her answer would be 'no'
I knew I wasn't expecting it when she smiled and said 'sure'
I knew when I proposed that she would never say yes
I knew i nearly fell over when she said absolutely and cried
I knew when the day came she really should've run
I knew that when I saw her walk down the isle holding Levy's hand there was no way I could ever go a day without seeing her face
But...

I thought only of how gigantic my own smile really grew

I didn't know what to expect when she told me she was pregnant
I didn't know what to do when she sat there with our baby in her arms
I didn't know how to respond when she said her first word
I didn't know what bone to break first when she started holding Ice block's son's hand
I didn't know what to do when I was walking her down the Isle
But...

I didn't ever once think she belonged with anyone other than him