A/N: Hi I'm back but I'm dead inside so angst! Also swearing.

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"When are you going to tell him?"

"There's nothing to tell" Lucy mumbled, cleaning her desk. She stuffed scattered pens into a small pot and threw screwed paper balls into her bin.

"Lucy you're-"

"He doesn't need to know... Not now"

"Well you have 8 months"

The blonde made no effort to reply.

"8 months, 3 weeks, 7 days and 9 hours to be precise"

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Ofcourse she tried. She just never found the right moment to bring it up. It's a pretty difficult thing to tell your best friend.

It's almost like he knew.

Every time she was about tell him he immediately switched the topic.

Mabey she should tell somebody else first. She had plenty of other people to tell.

"5 months 2 weeks 12 days and 8 hours"

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"Luce?"

After coughing up the last part of her breakfast, she made a weak attempt at standing. She only made it to the door before her head started to spin and her knees started to shake.

The last thing she saw was Natsu calling the hospital.

"2 months left"

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What was that horrible beeping noise?

Oh, she was in hospital again. 'Cause she was sick.

Why did opening her eyes hurt so much?

She heard crying too.

Who had she told?

Mirajane, Levy and Erza were first. Then she explained it to Juvia and Gray. Levy said she'd sobbed about it to Gajeel so he knew. Pantherlilly probably knew too. Lisanna and Elfman had comforted their big sis so they would know too.

She was tired of telling people now. So she asked Master to tell the rest.

Did Happy know?

Natsu didn't. I made sure he wasn't there when Master announced it.

I can't seem to open my eyes. How long do I have left?

"A month and about a week, tops"

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"Lucy?," who was that? My eyes were still too heavy to lift. Oh ofcourse, it's Natsu. His voice sounds sore and he's kind of grumbling ", how you doing? I can't really tell if your awake right now. Don't worry about your eyes. The doctors say thats normal for somebody... in your... condition"

He paused. So he knew? I spent all that time preparing a speech. Did that mean i'd have to live with no eyesight from now on?

"So Luce, I... he... Dr Signa and Gray told me... how - Why... Why did you not tell me? You've known for 8 months... and you never... I can't... what were you thinking?! W-what was I thinking?! How could I ever have thought that I could have a future with you? All brightness in my life gets ripped away from me... All the fucking time! It's Igneel Igneel all over again!"

He hates me... I don't bland him...

"How do you expect me to live without you? You have me no fucking time to prepare for this! Do you have any idea how important this- how important you are to me?!"

I know, I'm a selfish bitch.

I'm so sorry.

"I only have 4 days with you. This isn't how this is supposed to happen! There's so many adventures we haven't even started... I wanted to spend my life with you ,Lucy. To go on jobs and dates, to get married under your favourite sakura tree, have kids but now I can't even see your beautiful eyes Luce..."

He paused, is he crying?

Yes. There's small sobs escaping his mouth.

The life he planned sounded too perfect for me. I didn't deserve it.

"I'm ... going to make the most of these days, Lucy. I promise these will be the best moments your life!"

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She was practically blind but her last few days really were amazing.

Natsu was great at describing every detail in everything, Happy would fly her around and giggle when he pretended to drop her.

At the end of each night Natsu would give her a kiss and caress her cheek in the most loving way possible.

The best moments of her life...

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She died an hour earlier then the doctors expected in a hospital bed.

Everyone was their even members of other guilds like Yukino and Lyon.

Her burial was grand.

The princess of Crocus insisted she would be buried right in the centre of their famous flower garden. Natsu remembered Lucy had loved it their.

Her spirits were their too, even the Celestial king.

 The day was spent in misery despite the beauty of the day.