Little Angsty crap for ya. It's been a while since I uploaded a chapter but I have loads of half done ones. I'm just procrasinating like a pro with them all...

Best way to spred Christmas cheer, Is to make everyone cry their damn eyes out.

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Life. It's not simple. It's not easy. It's a big mess of strange, gooey, unsimple, hard, unnessisary feelings and characters.

Then there's death. A dark fortress of solitude full of bitterness and heartbreak.

Natsu had experienced pain, ofcourse.

His heartbreak took the form of a beautiful blonde girl by the name of Lucy Heartfilia.

It's quite remarkable how long the human mind can take to process things. Normally it takes in over a thousand things in an hour, and yet right now, his mind was blank.

It's also strange how long a person can stay in denial. Even after watching the arrow pierce through her head, even as her breathing slowed and heartbeat stopped, even as her last breath left her lungs and her eyes grew dim, he would not accept it.

It couldn't be how she died. She'd been so loving, so kind, so generous and she didn't deserve to die this way.

What kind of sick trick was the universe playing on him?

His future died with her, so did his sanity.

Slowly feeling himself slipping away, he was almost numb to the pain of the arrow shot into his neck. It was nothing compaired to the pain he already felt.

His expression stayed still, as if he'd lost all feeling in his whole body. His world crumbled around him.

So this is how he would die.

He always thought he'd put up a fight when death came for him, but he would rather have this short, suffocating pain of a pierced throat, then the eternal pain of not having her by his side.

With that last thought he welcomed death with open arms.