Celestia's POV

"Princess, the truth is I can't really identity your illness for now, my magic can't reach it, maybe you can help me identifying it as soon as possible if you will tell me the symptoms" He can't figure it out?

Ganun na ba ka rare yung sakit ko? Grabe hah, sabagay ilang buwan din bago ko malaman kung anong sakit ko simula nung nag research ako

Wala na talaga akong pag-asa

"Ah then, I will cooperate, but promise me one thing" I said deadly serious

He bowed his head for showing respect "What is it princess?"

"The information you will know today can't get out of this room, all the information you will know, you will not tell to anyone, not even to the King" I gave him a 'understood?' look

He looks uncomfortable

Maybe because, tapat siya sa hari? Sabagay kahit naman malaman ng hari wala naman yung pakealam

Baka nga magdiwang pa yun at hilingin na mamatay na ako as soon as possible

Tsk.

He look somewhere, in my windows, tumingin din ako dun at puro puno at ibon lang naman ang nakikita ko

Anong tinitignan niya dun?

"Ehem" I caught his attention, and I succeed because he suddenly turned his face to me

"A-ah,alright, Princess, no even single information I will share to His Majesty, I will not tell him anything about this and I promise if ever His Majesty will know about this, it's not because of me" he said like defending his self, I wonder why 

What's wrong with him?

So defensive

I nod "Ok, first I feel like my heart is burning then a minutes ago I feel like my heart is surrounded by thorns, it realy hurts, I almost lost my oxygen, because I can't breathe properly" I said the truth looking at my hands above the blanket

"Heart is burning? Surrounded by thorns? Sounds familiar" he said while doing something  in his book

I look at him

Kung hindi ko pa nasasabi sa inyo,sasabihin ko na, this Royal Magician is really handsome but he's not my type, ka edad niya kaya ama ko noh

And also my dad- i mean his highness even he's in arround 40's na he's still handsome

This Royal Magician,have a silver hair, blue eyes, pointed nose, heart shaped lips and white skin

And about his story or family wala akong masyadong alam

Ang alam ko lang friends sila ng hari,yun lang

Parang tito ko na nga siya eh, di lang kami masyadong nagkakausap dahil noon lahat ng atensyon ko nasa hari,kung paano ko makukuha ang atensyon niya

But in the end, wala, ako yung talo ako yung namatay, ako yung nagpakatanga sa taong wala namang mga kwenta, na pati sakit ko na sobrang lala, hindi ko na nabigyan ng pansin

How stupid I was

"Princess, since when have you been feeling this pain?" I come back to reality, when mr.magician speaks

"Huh?Ah! Since i was 4?,as far as I remember, every thrice a week"

"WHAT!? 4!? THRICE A WEEK!?" nagulat ako nang bigla siyang sumigaw, kalmado lang kaya siya kanina

"I'm--ah I'm so-sorry Princess"

"U-uh it's okay hehe, I understand you" well yeah, pano ko ba nakayanan yun? Since I was 4? Then thrice a week? Matatawag ko na ata na strong na ang sarili ko

I laughed inside my head, devil's laugh
Just kidding

"Ah-ahmm, Ha-How did you endure it princess?" He look worried and look at me with his pity eyes at the same time

Tsk. I hate when someone is looking at me with pity. Argh

I look at him with ranging eyes

"Don't look at me with that pity eyes of yours" I maybe act bitch infront of him now,but I don't care, i don't want that look

"Oh, I'm sorry princess" and he look at me with his eyes cold, bilis mag change ah? Oh di naman kaya hindi talaga toh totoong naaawa sakin? Grabe

Hmp, much better

"Well for your question, when I was 4 to 6 years old I always felt the pain every morning before I greet his high-highness, and sometimes before I sleep, sometimes it will happen nalang, but I really don't care about the pain, because I really want back then, is love, attention and care of my fa- his higness" I look down again to my hands, my voice sounds sad, grr

"But I always got his cold treatment, and when I was 7 I feel like I'm easily getting tired, I realized that when I was running to his highness, but he didn't stop to greet me nor look at me" maybe because of the thought of me kneeling infront of him, begging and crying but in the end he executed me privately

"When my heart hurts, because of feeling like burning and surrounding many thorns, my mana automatically making a barrier, so that no one will be hurt bacause of me" pinapalabas ko si Mira noon para hindi siya madamay at masaktan

Noon nasira yung barrier na gawa ng mana ko kaya nasira ang kuwartong ito, pero kahit ganun wala paring pakialam ang hari sa akin dahil ang atensyon niya ay nan dun sa anak niya kuno sa unang reyna

"B-but making barrier while your mana is keeping out of your body is like embracing the pain, dahil pabalik balik lang ang mana mo" he sounds worried, buti pa siya nag-aalala, samantalang sarili kong ama walang paki-alam

I sighed, ano pa bang aasahan ko sa haring yun?

"So... What is my illness?" Even if i know already i will ask him parin

"Princess..." Now now now again his eyes

Tsk, sarap tusukin, he's looking at me again with pity

"It's rare" I know " kadalasan ang mga taong nagkakaroon ng sakit na ganito ay tumatagal lang ng hanggang sampung taon, but in your case tumagal ka ng 13 years" hmm. I am lucky then?

Maybe not

Baka nasa dugo ng pagiging royal?? Ngayon ko lang din naisip yun, di ko alam kung totoo

"Princess, base in my book, you have a White butterfly illness" he said that make me lie down on the bed "But don't worry, I will find the cure to your illness as soon as possible" he assured me and i just nod while looking at my sealing

Sasabihin ko sana 'don't bother' pero naalala ko kaya ko nga pala sinasabi sa kanya dahil nanghihingi na ako ng tulong

Hays, di ako sanay na tinutulungan ng ibang tao, except kay Mira

Wala si Mira nung sinabi ko yung mga nararamdaman kong mga sakit since I was 4

Pinalabas ko siya dahil alam kong mag-aalala lang siya at baka umiyak yun magdamag

"Royal Magician" i called him

"Yes, Princess?"

"What if someone want to kick me out of this palace, papanig ka ba sa kanila?" I ask still looking at the sealing

But in my peripheral vision, nakita ko siyang napatigil at napatingin sa akin

"Maybe no one will do that to the prin-" i cut him off

"What if"

Natahimik siya saglit na parang nag-iisip

I heavy sighed again

It's ok, una palang naman alam ko ng hindi siya papanig sa akin, si Mira lang naman ang kakampi ko

"If there is no really cure, then don't waste you're energy" I said before lying in my bed ready to sleep

"Get out, I'm going to sleep" I said and before I go to my dreamland I heard a sounds of a door open and closed