|chapter 8

"Boohooo~",Deoksim cried her eyes out feeling the so called pain through her whole body. She was sitting on the ground while Naru was fanning her with a paper he found from no where.

Haru sighed before placing the ice on Deoksim's bruised swollen face. He was sitting infront of her with crossed legs,trying to calm down the cry baby who just got beaten up by their new commander.

"Look,it's not a big deal. You get beaten up every day by me. It shouldn't be that bad I guess",Haru tried to comfort her and wiped the blood coming out from her nose.

Haru was instantly pushed by Naru. "Fuck off. Did you see how she got beatened up?! She couldn't even fight back!he beat her up until she couldn't breath!"

Vera walked to them with a bottle of water and threw it to Deoksim's lap. "Stop crying now. I told you not to mess around. It was your fault anyways"

Naru frowned. "Stop upsetting her even more!"

Vera scoffed and folded her arms over each other. "You were the one who asked me to bring water"

"–But still you can't upset her when she is crying like this!",Naru looked at Deoksim and patted her head. "Don't cry Hamster. It's his fault. He knows what you were thinking and talking about. He is a bastard. A jerk. An ass"

"Yes!",Deoksim exclaimed and hicupped trying hard not to cry. "He is a damn monster. Look what he did to my beautiful face. My dad did a lot of effort to bring a beautiful fairy like me to the face of the earth! But that jackass ruined my face. Look how swollen I am! Ouch my stomach!he kicked me so hard!I want to puke now"

"That's right Hamster. Back bitch him till you feel okay",Naru encouraged her.
"Say after me ' he is a damn fucker' "

Deoksim,"He is a damn fucker!"

Haru,"He should go and rot in hell"

Deoksim, "He should go and rot in hell!"

Haru,"A bastard!"

Deoksim, "A fucking bastard!"

Haru and Vera sighed seeing the two idiots back bitching their commander.

"I don't want to ruin my eyes and ears anymore. I'm leaving ",Vera muttered and turned around and opened the door which was next to her only to widen her eyes seeing the very person her comrades were busy cursing now.

He silently signalled her to leave and she did after bowing down. He entered inside taking the other three off guard. The three immediately stood up and bowed.

"Done cursing me?",He asked with a poker face,specially eyeing Deoksim who was avoiding eye contact with him.

"We are really sorry sir",Haru immediately apologised before the other two fuck up everything again.

Xiao Zhan nodded. "You two may leave"

Haru and Naru looked at each other. They were hesitant to leave but it was an order from their commander. Giving a last glance at Deoksim both of them left leaving ice packs on the ground.

Deoksim was also about to leave but,

"I didn't say you could leave Kim Deoksim"

She stayed still without looking up.

"Look at me when I speak",

So nosy and bossy,Deoksim thought before looking up. I swear if you weren't my commander, I would have fought back even though I know that I can't win against you. Atleast I could have punched your ugly stupid face.

"Ms.Kim,Your behaviour was really rude and ugly. I hope that I will not see any silly behaviour from you in the future. Disciplinary is a basic thing you should learn. If you don't know how to discipline yourself, you'll end up dead the moment you step onto the battle field. Do you understand?"

"Yes sir",she mumbled feeling quite annoyed.

"I didn't hear clearly"

Annoying punk!

"YES SIR!",Deoksim screamed with a straight body.

"Good. Does it hurt a lot?",He asked examining her face.

"YES SIR!It damn hurts a lot sir!",She still kept her cadet voice and answered with a straight body.

Zhan nodded. "That's good"

What's so good about it you moron?! You nearly kicked out my teeth set!fuck you!

"Are you cursing me inside your brain?"

With a straight body,she answered honestly. "YES SIR!"

Zhan nodded without commenting about it. "Okay. Go to your dorm room. It's nearly the dinner time",and like that he turned around to leave.

"Wait!",Deoksim was confused at why he isn't talking about Sol-ah. He clearly knows about her and he of course knows what Deoksim wants to hear.

Zhan stopped and turned around again with his hands inside the pant pockets. "Yes?"

"It's you. Right? You met her. And you made me chase after you. You definitely know something about her missing case. Right?",She was really desperate to know the truth.

Zhan,"So what if I know something?"

Deoksim, "Then tell me! I need to know!where is she? Why did she leave like that?"

Zhan stared at her for few minutes before answering, "This is my duty time. I will not speak about personal matters when I'm in duty"

Deoksim's jaw dropped to the floor. She knew that he is a jerk but didn't expect him to go to this extremes. He is literally testing her patience. "Are you fucking kidding me?!This is literally about a missing agent!"

"Miss Deoksim, what did I tell you about disciplinary? I'm your commander. Is this how you talk to your commander?maybe you need more punishments?",He was really cold but deep down he was enjoying her ridiculous idiotic expression. He knew how to play her.

Deoksim clenched her fists trying hard not to punch him on the place. She was cursing him from her head. Fucking dickhead! Just wait till I find Sol-ah. I will tolerate your annoying ass till then.

Hardening her feelings and emotions,she bowed. "I'm sorry sir"

"That's more like it. Since you are behaving well, I will give you a chance to speak with me like normal people once we are not in duty"

Deoksim's eyes twinkled in excitement. Yeah,that's all it takes to melt him down. No one can resist me. I'm too cute. I just need to apologise and be a good girl infront of him. Okay,Xiao Zhan,I got you.

"Okay. Then at what time you will be off duty?"

Zhan made a thinking face. "Mmm,maybe after 3 months?"

And like that,Deoksim's hopes got all shattered to dust. I take back my words.

"B-But sir!I can't wait till then!"

"What do you mean you can't?it's not like you can go out from the camp before 3 months. I'm staying here with you all for 3 months. This is my duty period as your commander"

Deoksim bit her tongue to suppress another curse. She took a deep breath.
You are enjoying this too much huh?

"What about at night?You are not in duty at night right?Maybe we can have a chat?as comrades?"

"No,I will still be your commander. You gotta wait until you get the vacation. Now,no more words. Go to infirmary to get treated",with that he turned around leaving her.

Deoksim plopped down onto the floor feeling hopeless. She was the only one left inside the training hall and she felt how lonely she was. She was helpless. She had no power to find her aunt. She didn't want to go out. The feelings were messed up.

Is this the feeling of getting bullied?or the feeling of helplessness?powerless?

A shiny object on the floor took her attention. A pen. She reached it and took it. She sighed heavily staring at the pen. She turned to the wall beside her and looked at the pen again.

"If I can't curse him,then I will write curses"

She drew an ugly beast with two horns and a tail on the wall and named it as 'Devil fucker Xiao Zhan'. And that's when she felt satisfied. She smiled proudly and stretched her body only to groan in pain.

"Ouch! It hurts so damn much",she mumbled and sprawled across the floor like a star fish. She closed her eyes for a bit and without even knowing she fell a sleep on the cold floor.

She was deeply in her slumber. She was tired as hell and she preferred to stay still than going to her room to sleep.

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A man stood near the deck of a cruise ship,staring at the night sea. He was in his late fourties. A scar was decorating under the right eye on his cheek. He was a man with a built fit body. Placing a cigarette on his lips,he sucked the unhealthy yet pleasurable smoke.

He looked at the picture of Sol-ah and smirked. "So it was really true that she had left. I was waiting for this moment. You are finally away from your safety zone"

He looked at the sea again.

"I know your secret",he chuckled darkly."It is time to put a fullstop to Kim Sol-ah act Deoksim. You were Kim Deoksim and you will always remain as Kim Deoksim. Because that is what you really are"

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