Chapter 11

|Sol-ah

It was dark. Completely dark and cold. I looked at the dead man on the ground. What a sight. What is this sudden pleasure I'm having by seeing the dead body? It's like my insides are screaming for more.

My hands are bloody.

I killed.

I wanna kill more.

No

What have I become.

"She is there! Catch her!"

Tsk,these motherfuckers are asking for it. This is hell. I wanna end everything and run back home.

••••

|Deoksim

"Don't you know that they had already left?"

I looked at the boy with a hang opened mouth. Apparently, the team which was assigned for a mission had already left before the sun. Shit,I didn't even get to talk to the twins.

I wonder why did they fight. Naru was about to say something but Haru stopped him. These idiots are so extra.

"Yah,Kim Deoksim"

Who is that.

Frowning, I turned back to see a girl with crossed arms. She was looking at me like I'm the ugliest creature in this whole world. Gosh,she reminds me the bullies in my school. I hope she isn't a bitch.

"Who might this be miss?"

She scoffed like she was horribly offended by me. What, did I do something? I just asked her name.

"How can you know me when you are too busy flirting with men. You are quite the girl huh?"

What's stuck up in her ass? I don't even know her. And me?flirting?Well,I can't deny that. Me standing near a man is even considered as flirting since I was born as a beauty.

"Well miss whoever,I can't quite understand what you are trying to say. Do you need my help or something? Or maybe you want me to introduce you to few guy friends?"

She laughed like she couldn't believe what I said. She sent me a glare. Should I act like I am scared?

"I don't need your help to find a man. Aren't you ashamed Deoksim? You keep attracting all the hot men in here. First Naru and Haru. And now,our commander "

I raised an eyebrow in pure confusion. "Me?"

"Who else? You know,everyone is talking about how awful you are. You used your connections to come here. You didn't even go through the basic steps to be a red agent. Yet,here you are. No wonder commander didn't let you go to the mission",she smiled like a wicked person admiring her finger nails. "But our commander isn't a fool. He knew what exactly he should do with an untalented person like you"

Oh my,what the ever loving fuck is this! Not this again,wait wait wait.

"Are you bullying me because twins are not around me for the first time?"

Her face twitched like I hit to the point. Bingo. So,she is one of those jealousy fuckers? Mmm,let me play along.

"Well,I admit I am awful. I'm so bad at everything that I had to end up in the top 5 rankers. And I also admit that all the hot men are after me. My fault. I was born this way. It's so hard to live as the world wide beauty. What a sad life",I pouted looking so sad and sorrowful.

"How arrogant ",she mumbled.

"I am. Only for you babe",I winked and blew a flying kiss. "But in all honesty, I don't understand what I did to you. Can you atleast come to a straight point?you know me being the awful student,I have to go and mess around"

She rolled her eyes. "I just need one thing. Stay away from the commander"

"You like him?"

She didn't say anything and looked away. Bingo.

But why do I have this urge to stick closer to the commander just to annoy this little rat infront of me? Am I too bad? I am horrible. I am awful. So yeah,that's how I am gonna act you little bully. I am not that innocent. There is a motherfucking reason why people call me 'annoying'. The corner of my lips lifted without my will. Oh god,my intentions are obvious.

I saw her eyes shifting to something behind me. Her face completely changed to an innocent expression like a little lamb who was about to get eaten by a beast. What —

"Deoksim, what did I do?why are you bullying me like this? "

What?

I didn't even start

"Ella,what's going on?"

Mmm,that sounds familiar. But why do I feel my hair strings rising up in my body?

Looking back —oh

The devil is here

No wonder

"Commander, it's n –nothing "

Playing innocent. Are we?

The devil stood next to me with his hands inside the pant pockets. He looked down at me with that expression of 'the fuck did you do this time'. Seriously, why do I have to be in this kind of situation.

"Did she bully you?",He asked from the 'Ella' girl. Oh,I noticed something!she has a pointy nose! Like the green witch in cartoons. Why did I notice it now? I need to stop judging people.

Ella shyly shook her head like the innocent girl which she is not. "N–No. Just let her go commander. She did nothing"

I could see commander squinting his eyes. He looked down at me and I could say that he didn't expect me to already staring at him. Nevertheless,he cleared his throat. "Did you bully her?"

Straightening my body,I answered in my cadet tone. "Yes sir! I did!"

The Ella lady didn't expect it at all. Lol,what did she even expect. I would rather let others think I bullied than getting rumoured as a victim of bullying. This is a message to my future bullies. I am a bully too so fuck off if you wanna live.

The commander Xiao stared at my face with his usual poker face. "You sure like punishments. Don't you?"

I relaxed my body. A sudden thought hit my head like a truck making me smile.

"Of course. If it is from you,I would gladly accept it",I cringed at my own squeaky voice. Eww,I want to vomit.

Ella was gritting her teeth and I'm so satisfied. Let's take this too far.

Commander Xiao Zhan was taken back from my sudden change of attitude. I held his arm and pulled him to me. I gave a small seductive smile biting my bottom lip. Gosh,somebody save me. Please don't snap my dear commander sir.

"What kind of punishment am I getting this time sir?",I whispered looking directly into his eyes.

Ella,"Deoksim, what are you —"

Zhan,"leave"

Did he say that to me?

He looked at Ella and repeated. "Leave"

Both me and Ella were utterly confused. What happened? Shouldn't he be getting angry at me?

Ella,"B –But sir —"

"Do I need to repeat again?"

Ella lowered her head. "No sir",she didn't forget to send me a glare before running away.

Wow,that was..uh easy?

I gasped when I was dragged by my wrist by none other the devil. Oh my god! He is gonna kill me today for touching his holy pure body! I didn't even say thank you to dad for giving me this beautiful face. I still have to find my aunt. What if this demon kill me today?

He pulled me inside his office and closed it.

I laughed awkwardly.

He looked at me like a predator eyeing his prey. Taking dominant steps,he corned me in between his glass table and his body.

"Hey!you are invading my personal space!",I still had the guts to talk about the personal space when I was the one who shamelessly tried to seduce him.

"Oh really?",He tilted his head.

"Y –Yeah!"

He backed away a little with crossed arms. "Why did you lie?"

Huh?

"What are you —"

He walked around the table and sat on his chair. Rolling up his sleeves, he fixed his tie. His muscles flexed with every single move of his and damn. His hands are so veiny. But what caught my attention was the black tattoos on his arms. Complex. I can't say what are they. Chinese characters and a butterfly?and a spider? Wow,he got some fine ass tattoo ideas. Also there was a bird like figure but I could only see a half of it since his sleeves were covering it.

"I know you lied. You went along with Ella's lies and I went along with you"

I raised an eyebrow. When did he start caring for me?wait he didn't actually care right? "You went along with me so you could punish me for no reason right?"

"Glad to know you got a brain"

I scoffed.

What kind of attitude is this?

"Go clean the swimming pool. I got some works to do outside so I won't be watching over you. Behave until I come back"

Mmm,works?outside?what could it be?what if it is related to Sol-ah?

"Is it a mission?"

"None of your business",he said reading a file.

"Bring me too"

He paused and looked up. "And why would I?"

I shrugged my shoulders. "For experience"

"You sure that you are ready to see whatever is gonna happen in there?"

I nodded.

He heaved a airy laugh. "This is not about Sol-ah"

"It's fine. I won't butt in. I just need to gain some experiences"

He didn't seem convinced. He was staring at me and I couldn't really read his expression. What is he thinking?

"No. You are not ready for any real time mission"

I scoffed. "Is that why you didn't let me go with Haru's team? Listen,I will never be ready if you cage me inside this academy like this. I need experiences. Plus,if you are worrying about my safety, then aren't you the best option for me?",...."Sol-ah told you to keep me safe. Didn't she? Isn't it why you are doing this? I'm not an idiot commander Zhan"

He was still staring at me with that unreadable expression. I don't give a shit now. He can't hold me back anymore. I act like a fool but that doesn't mean he can treat me like to a fool.

"Bring me too and I will show you that I'm capable of protecting myself"

He sighed leaning on his chair. "You sure are a nuisance"

I crossed my arms over my chest without wavering my decision. I'm going outside. With him. No matter what. I'm not a baby anymore. I need to prove myself too. Or else I will forever be a trainee here.

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