It has been an hour since Jungkook barged into the washroom.He locked himself in there and didn't allow anyone to come inside.He got everyone worried.Jin was furiously banging on the door yelling him to open the door.

"JUNGKOOK! OPEN THIS FREAKING DOOR!"

Others were worried sick.Their minds were a mess.In one hand,Deoksim left them.And now here,Jungkook has been locking himself not even knowing what might he be doing inside.

"Kookie!please open this door!please!It's not your fault!"Jimin yelled with his teary eyes.He couldn't bear to see Jungkook in such a condition again.He was afraid that he might go mental like last time.After Deoksim got kidnapped,he didn't speak for almost an year.

Namjoon had enough. He couldn't wait anymore. He pushed Jin away and kicked the bathroom door breaking its lock.He went inside only to gasp in terror.Others rushed inside and halted in their spots.

On the floor,Jungkook was sitting while cutting his wrist by a razor.Blood was oozing from everywhere. Hoseok even stumbled backwards crashing with the mirror.Jin quickly rushed to Jungkook and took the razor harshly getting a small cut on his fingers.But he didn't care.His little brother is all matters to him.

Jungkook didn't move.He stayed in the same position just staring at his bloody wrist.Even though his body is here,his mind is in that night.The night where he left sol-ah.And Deoksim's words were ringing in his head.

I hate you the most!

You left me there!

Where were you when I was getting beaten up!

Where were you when I was tortured!

Where were you when I was getting rape!

"My fault.It's my fault.My fault"he mumbled without knowing his brothers have come.

He heard whispers.Like someone is desperately asking his attention. He didn't understand what that person is saying. He didn't know it was his brother Jin's voice.

"Jungkook! Snap out of it!Look at me!"

"My fault.I left her.I-I destroyed her.sh-she hates me"

Suddenly Jin cupped his face taking his attention.

"Look at me Jungkook.Get a hold of yourself!"

Finally Jungkook snapped out to the reality and his chest started to raise up and down."h-hyung"he cried his name.

"Yes Jungkook. It's me your Jin hyung"He said softly gazing into his eyes with so much love for his little dear brother.Jin's eyes get teary seeing his bloody wrists."H-How can you do this to y-yourself "he whispered placing his forehead on Jungkook's forehead.

Jungkook started to cry harder."Hyung!I'm sorry!It's my fault!I'm sorry I left her!I shouldn't have--"

Jin hugged him tightly not letting him finish his sentence. "It's not your fault kookie. It's not"

Yoongi turned to a side to hide his tears.His heart ached seeing Jungkook like that.He was in the back of everyone.Just then he felt someone else's presence.He turned around to see his father.Yoongi clenched his jaw seeing him.

Mr.Kim was about to enter inside the bathroom to see his son but Yoongi blocked him.His sharp eyes sent a death glare to his own father."Leave"he said with his deep voice taking other's attention.

"Yoongi-ya--"

"I said leave!"Yoongi exploded.Hoseok quickly held Yoongi's shoulder moving him away from their father.

"Appa, please leave.You can't handle Jungkook.We need our space now"Hoseok said coldly yet in a calm voice.

Mr.Kim nodded gulping hard.His teary eyes went towards his poor little boy who was in Jin's embrace.He reluctantly left.

Jin slowly lifted Jungkook with the help of Taehyung and went inside Jungkook's room.He put Jungkook on his bed.

"Tae, bring the first aidkitt"

Taehyung nodded and ran outside.Others were about to enter to the room,but Jin signalled them not to enter.Namjoon took everyone to Jin's room till Jin finished.

Jin treated Jungkook's wounds and tried to put Jungkook into a slumber.But the little guy was not ready to sleep.He just can't sleep because of the mess in his head.After about half and hour,Jin made Jungkook sleep.In that half and hour,there was not a moment Jungkook didn't cry.He kept crying until he fell asleep on Jin's lap.Jin was stroking his head which was on his lap.

Jin sighed in relief seeing him finally sleep.He carefully placed Jungkook's head on the pillow and covered him with a blanket. He slowly tiptoed towards the door after switching off the lights and went to his room to see his other brothers.

"How is he?"Jimin asked with worried eyes.

"He is sleeping now.Don't worry"Jin said taking a seat next to Yoongi who was on the couch.

Others were on the bed.

"I'm scared that he will go mental again"Namjoon said rubbing his palms on his face.He seemed worn out.

"He won't.I will never let that happen again"Jin said sternly.

Then the room fell into a complete silence.Everyone was thinking about one person.Deoksim.Taehyung voiced his thoughts taking everyone's attention.

"If-If by any chance,Jungkook didn't leave her,would she have been with us by now?"he asked gulping at the end.

Jin sent the younger a quick glare."don't be ridiculous Taehyung. It's not his fault.What could a six year old definitely do?Even if he didn't leave her and tried to carry her,things won't be any different. Maybe things would be different in a way that we might have lost both Sol-ah and Jungkook"

Taehyung bit his lip and looked down.

"Don't even say such a thing infront of him"Jimin warned Taehyung with a glare.Taehyung nodded.

"Did we really lose our sister for the second time?"Hoseok asked with a sad frown.

"She hates us.She hates every single person in this family"Yoongi finally woke up his voice. "She was tortured.She was destroyed.While we were in our comfort zone,she was burning in a hell"he spat through his gritted teeth.His fists were clenched to the point they have turned white.

Every boys' eyes turned dark.Her agony was burning their souls.

Meanwhile Deoksim was in Da mi's apartment. She made Jongsuk sleep in a guest room lying she's also gonna sleep.

Deoksim was in the balcony staring at the night view of the city.Cold breeze brushed against her skin.Da mi came near her with two glasses of wine and gave one to her.

"What do you plan to do now?"she asked before taking a sip of wine.

Deoksim also took a sip from her glass gazing at the city.She smirked."Finally,I'm released from all the chains"...."No gang.No family.Perfect time for me to start my plan"

Da mi leaned on the fence looking at her."You sure about this?"

Deoksim nodded."Call Miran tomorrow.I have to give her a work too"

Da mi nodded sipping the wine.She chuckled suddenly gaining Deoksim's attention. "I thought you'd be devastated.But you surprise me every time Deoksim.You're too strong.Pain has become a normal thing for you.Even after knowing the truth about your family"

"Paralyzed.That's the word.That darn family finally made me paralyzed.Now I don't feel any pain"

"How does it feel?"

Deoksim smirked.She looked at the red liquid inside the glass."Amazing"

Da mi sighed."You're a psycho Deoksim.Better stop everything soon.Miran will go nuts if she sees you in this condition"

Deoksim rolled her eyes."I'll make sure to stop everything soon"

Da mi took Deoksim's glass."Sleep now.Tomorrow is a big day"

Da mi was about to leave but stopped when Deoksim requested something. "Do you have a lighter?"

Da mi squinted her eyes and noticed the cigarette box Deoksim took out from her pockets.Da mi sent her a glare."No"

"Do you want me to cut my wrist to bring my inner peace?"Deoksim asked in a stern voice.

"You stopped smoking when you started hanging out with Mrs.Kim.your 'mother'.Don't start again"she said coldly.

"She is not my mother.She is no one"with that Deoksim pulled a pocket knife from her pant pocket and kept it in her wrist daring Da mi.

Da mi kept her blank face."I think I remember that I have a lighter in my kitchen.Wait here"

After few seconds,Da mi came with a lighter."Don't get used to this"with that she threw it to Deoksim.

She perfectly caught it.She lit her cigarette and again looked at the night view of the city.She felt her lungs being covered by a warm blanket.She loved the after pleasure that cancer stick gave.

Wait for me Lee Byunhun. I will come for you soon.Be ready to pay for every fucking thing you did to me.

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