"Who's fault is it?who put my life into this fucking hell?who made this killer?"....."why don't you answer Mr.Kim?"

Her sharp gaze turned to Mr.Kim.He widened his eyes with his mouth hang open.He felt like someone has shoved a rock on his throat.Deoksim slowly walked to him.Her eyes were fire.Bright red.And her unshed tears showed the pure hatred burning in her body.

"Tell them.Tell them what you did"her deadly iced voice demanded."Tell them what you fucking did to my life"she snapped through her gritted teeth.

Mr.Kim was suffocating. He tried to open his mouth but no words came.

"Deoksim"he whispered her name angering her even more.

"Cat got your tongue?huh?"she scoffed."how dare you?how dare you to even stand infront of me?"

"W-What are you talking about Deoksim?"Mr.Kim asked her after gathering his strength to speak.

Deoksim clenched her jaw.She grabbed the nearest vas and crashed it to the floor making it break into pieces."FUCKING STOP IT.STOP PRETENDING!YOU FUCKING DESTROYED MY LIFE!YOU GAVE ME TO THAT MONSTER!YOU KILLED ME!"she shouted from the top of her lungs.Finally her tears rolled down showing the agony she was feeling."YOU KILLED MY SOUL!YOU LET ME SUFFER IN THAT HELL!"

Boys were shocked yet confused.They were frozen seeing her going berserk.

Mr.Kim softened his eyes.His eyes were teary finally giving up infront of her.He closed his eyes clenching his fists."I'm sorry"a small whisper left from his lips.He admitted. He knew all from the very beginning.

"Where's the promise you gave me?you-you promised me appa.You fucking promised me to s-save me"She cried hicupping."I was waiting for you"she whispered."When I was getting beaten up,where were you?when I was getting tortured,where were you?when I-I was getting whipped, where were you?when I was forced to kill rabbits by my bare hands,where were you appa?"she asked one by one.She remembered all now.She was waiting for him every second when she was tortured. Her insides were exploding now.

Mr.Kim tightly closed his eyes but he couldn't stop his tears.He desperately tried to breath.But her heart stabbing words were too painful.

"WHEN I WAS GETTING RAPE,WHERE WERE YOU?!!"her voice went to octave high blasting a glass vas near them into pieces.

Mr.Kim opened his eyes hearing that part.He couldn't breath.He stumbled backwards. He felt like a truck hit him.He knew everything except that.

Boys widened their eyes feeling the shock in their life.

Deoksim wailed falling onto the floor.Mrs.Kim covered her mouth understanding what's happening. She wasn't shocked because of Deoksim's outburst.She was shocked because she understood what she means.She looked at her husband in shock.He's her father.Real father.

Boys still couldn't understand.They were confused at what her relationship with their father.But they felt her pain.

"S-Sol-ah"Mr.Kim finally said her name shocking every single person in there except Deoksim. "P-Please forgive me"he fell on his knees with his head hanging low."A-Appa couldn't s-save you"

Jin stumbled backwards crashing with a small table.The contents on the table,all fell down.

Boys felt like a truck hit them.

"A-Appa,w-what do y-you mean?"Jimin asked not believing what he heard."S-Sol-ah? Aniyo. Sh-she is Deoksim"

Mr.Kim didn't answer. He kept apologizing with closed eyes.

Deoksim stood up.She harshly wiped her tears away."your small sorry can't fix my broken life Mr.Kim"her voice so cold.Literally no emotion.

Suddenly someone yanked her hand and pulled towards him harshly. Jungkook. His eyes were desperate yet cold."what does he mean?why he's calling you 'sol-ah'?ANSWER ME!"

Deoksim sent him a dead like smirk.She tilted her head like an insane person."He just called my old name.Any problem?"

Seeing Jungkook,her beast triggered even more.But that beast only came outside like a crazy bitch.

"N-No.That can't be.Y-You can't be her"he stammered badly still holding her arm tightly.

Deoksim snickered but soon her face became blank.She yanked her hand away from his grip and faced him fully."should I remind you how you.left.me.to.die.in.that.night?"she pushed his shoulder by her index finger with her each word.

Jungkook widened his eyes.He never told Deoksim about what happened that night.Then how?Reality hit him like a lightning struck.

"You fucking left me Kim Jungkook. How much did I cry for you to come back?Did you come?A fucking coward.Left his sister to die in those bloody mafia's hands"

Deoksim's murderous glare burned Jungkook's skull.Suddenly he couldn't breath.His whole world was collapsing.

"From all the people,I hate you the most.Do you know why?Because even after getting amnesia,the memory of you leaving me still haunted me at every night!I hate you from the bottom of my heart!"she screamed the last part shattering Jungkook's whole world.

She looked at others.

"Killer?You said I'm a killer?a fucking criminal?Oh fuck yeah.I'm a bloody monster!Now answer me!who's fault is it?!"she screamed.Her monstrosity was terrifying. "You all abandoned me.And you all faked like you can't even accept another sister.What a fucking joke"

Jin gulped the lump and opened his mouth.Tears were rolling down."we never abundant you"he managed to say some words.It was hard to spill words."We waited for y-you thinking you'll be back one day"

"LIES! LIES! LIES!STOP FUCKING LYING!YOU ABANDONED ME!YOU JUST GAVE UP ON ME SAYING I'M DEAD!DID YOU EVER SEARCH FOR ME?!NO!"

"S-Sol-ah--"Namjoon couldn't even say her name when she again shouted.

"IT'S KIM FUCKING DEOKSIM!SOL-AH IS DEAD!YOU ALL KILLED HER"

Deoksim breathes heavily in need of Oxygen. She suddenly turned back and looked at the big photo frame hanging on the wall.It was a picture of her and the family. She was in the middle with a bright smile.Deoksim walked towards it and pointed her gun towards it making everyone go shock.

She shot bullets till her face is destroyed in that photo. Tears fell down but she didn't give a shit.She was erasing herself from that family.

Taehyung covered his mouth controlling his cries. He pressed his palms tightly to his face and closed his eyes letting the tears fall down.

Yoongi was soulless yet his eyes were red and tears were rolling.

Hoseok covered his ears crying hard.

Jimin was hugging the crying Taehyung.But he was also crying seeing her destroying herself in that picture. She was erasing herself.

Jungkook was just soulless.He was just staring blankly yet tears didn't stop.He's the most affected one.He's in the place where he could feel no more pain because of the heavy stress he's carrying.

Mr.Kim finally stood up.But he didn't say anything.

Deoksim looked around and noticed more small photos hanging on the walls.She shot every single photo which had her face.

Finally she turned back and pointed her gun at her own father.Mrs.Kim quickly stood infront of him stopping Deoksim doing mistake. "Deoksim no!"

Deoksim's empty eyes didn't even wave.Sharp and direct."move"she deadpanned.

Mrs.Kim shook her head and extended her hands."Don't do this Deoksim. Please come to your senses!This is your father!"

"That's the soul reason why I'm doing this!"

"Please no.Sweetheart please.He must have had reasons.Please baby.Don't do any mistake"she pleaded with her teary eyes.

Deoksim didn't even budge.She still held the gun pointing towards her father."If you will not move now,I will shoot you"

Mrs.Kim felt like her heart broke into pieces.Yet she still looked at Deoksim with her motherly love."arasso (ok).Shoot me.You will have to shoot me if you want to kill him"

Deoksim didn't budge.Her finger was ready to shoot her.

Mrs.Kim closed her eyes tightly.

But Deoksim couldn't pull the trigger to her mother.She sincerely loved her.And still loves her.She can't shoot her.

Deoksim slowly lowered her gun but still had empty eyes.

Mrs.Kim opened her eyes and smiled warmly.But her smile faded away when Deoksim pulled a luggage behind the couch.

Everyone got alerted.

Deoksim didn't say anything. Her empty eyes directed towards the main door.

Everyone understood.She's leaving.No one had the guts to stop her.

She passed everyone without giving a single glance.When she passed Jin,he quickly held her wrist.His eyes pleaded not to leave.

But Deoksim removed his hand from her gun and again started to walk.

Just then the main door got opened with a loud thud revealing Jongsuk.He was breathing heavily. He had come to the Kim mansion as soon as he heard about the tragedy.

Now Jongsuk and Deoksim are faced to face.Jongsuk was worried.He looked at her luggage and widened his eyes."Deok--"

Deoksim passed him even before he could utter a word.

She went outside closing the door.She not also closed the door but also closed her heart.

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