What should I do? My feelings are shattered. I don't know what to do now. I'm looking back at all the stuff that got taken away from me...things that made me happy...

The girl I love can't text me anymore because her parents don't like me since I'm a bad influence

My mom is against the thought of me liking a girl and wants me to like a guy

I can't like a guy since I have no feelings for anyone else other than my girl

School is throwing me all kinds of bullshit towards me

My friends don't see the pain behind my smile

No one can see what I'm going through

My mom thinks I'm depressed

I can't be in Wattpad anymore and I'm losing more sleep since I can only get in during the middle of the night since that's the only time I can get in

And I just can't handle anymore of this pain! I'm tired of trying to fight off the pain! No one even knows how I am at this point...

I'm sorry for my rambling. Go back to what y'all were doing and I'll make sure to update some of my books and fix the damn description in the Laughing Jack x Reader since it was my second time fixing that. So just don't even read this, if you do, then ignore this happened. Like my old friends from the past did.