I really thought I could trust people, I was starting too and now all that hope is gone

I wish I could open up about how I really feel, I feel like no one is there, I just want someone for once in my life to listen to me but I'm scared people are going to leave me

Scared they won't understand or even get why I don't accept compliments and say 'I don't matter' all the time

I wish I didn't think that way but I do, I want to believe that people do care for me but I don't know how

I lost my friends, my confidence everything no wonder my life is a mess

It's ok if you're mad at me or disappointed or even lost all trust in me. I get that really I do so if you want to shout at me, block me or just shut me out of your life I completely understand

Guys...

Don't end up like me please, you may or may not know this but I care for you every single person on here

You probably didn't read this and I don't blame for not even bothering to read it but if you did congrats for making it this far

I hope you guys stay safe and don't ruin your life the way I did and yes before you say anything I'm giving up.

Giving up on you guys as you need to find a better friend then me, giving up on life basically giving up on everything

So thank you for the journey you gave me
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Ps. I won't be on discord and Wattpad I do have my reasons but I'll just name one for the time being.

I think I should stay away and give you all space, I hope you get why I'm doing this. I'm doing it for you guys

Love you all and bye for now......