Hey guys

So most of you probably know what this is about but some of you probably don't so I'm going to tell you

You may remember this or you may not if you didn't see it and that's fine too.

So obviously this post mainly describes everything that happened but there's stuff none of you know even if I did tell you what happened.

So I went to college and I found out I had a chest infection, I rang my mum and I told her and she said it was my choice

So I made my decision I could of told my tutor what was happening but she would probably send me home with risk of me catching covid or I could just not tell her and just deal with it....

You probably know which one I picked, yeah you're right I chose to ignore it and just do my day

So I started the day, I didn't sleep that night but I was ok at first. We got an early lunch for an hour. I managed to eat my lunch but struggled because my throat really hurt.

After lunch, I felt terrible. I found our the rehearsal was 4 hours! Yeav you heard me right, 4 hours! With no breaks either

It was horrible it wasn't that bad at first but as the hours went along I was getting worse, I felt tired and could barely stand and I kept going dizzy and I kept getting confused and annoyed at every little thing

My friend  had to help me and he was so kind to me. I only met him last week and he was trying to cheer me up the entire time and I'm grateful to him but I'm not telling you his name as that's private

I finally got home after a 30 minute taxi ride and I literally felt like dying right then and I couldn't go to sleep for another 8 hours!

So I decided to put that post up to vent about my day as I felt stressed and annoyed and it didn't help that the day ended badly

Now I posted this one this morning, yes I was awake at this time before you guys say anything

And yes I didn't sleep again last night don't come at me _Lxvely_Shimmer_

I was meant to take a test and also go to the doctors with my mum

So we went out...

But no!

We weren't going to the doctors, she just wanted help with shopping and when I mentioned the doctors she simply said 'it's just a bug, you'll be fine in a few days'

So I had to be out for 3 hours! I had to eat in town and let me tell you it was horrible, it didn't taste of anything I was freezing in town but everyone kept saying it was boiling and I also felt sick

I almost fell asleep on the way home too and I almost fell asleep when I got home too but I wanted to make sure you guys were ok first tho

That was 5 hours ago and I'm still awake and I can't go on Wattpad or discord much as I keep going dizzy so if I don't respond that's why

I also losing my voice too and I don't know if I have covid or not

I also want to thank some people while I'm here for being there for me
Rainy178028
Emma70529
Baileydash613
cloudyanor
_Lxvely_Shimmer_
LycanrocNero
CANDYMARE4587

If I forgot any of you I'm sorry I either don't know you're username or I forgot

But I especially want to thank all my discord friends, sorry I don't remember all your usernames on here I only know a few

You were all there when I tried to push you away, I tell you later if you don't know why

day and your day better I'm going to update a book so choice which one you want and I'll update it

Hope you guys are ok and doing better then I am

Stay awesome and safe and I'll see you soon

-Awesomeisthenewcool1

:)