Hey guys

So as you all know I was going to leave wattpad and I wasn't just going to leave I was going to leave permanently and not come back

But I'm going to come back for a bit and then decide

Now in case any of you were wondering I didn't ignore any of the messages you all put on my message board

Yes I did see them and I was shocked to find out people actually care about me

I just needed a couple of days of wattpad to think about stuff mainly life in general

I just feel under a lot of pressure at the minute with the stories I'm doing as I have three stories so if any of you have a favourite story let me know and I can focus on one story

Emma70529 - it was really nice of you to think about me and try and be there for me especially when I've been having a hard time recently so thank you

shabaker1993 - I'm glad you like my stories and care about me it was really nice to hear that

milesaway404 - It's nice how you think I'm awesome even though I sometimes don't think that of myself sometimes

_Lxvely_Shimmer_ - you are one of the nicest people on wattpad you're do supportive and always listens to me which I'm grateful for

You asked me if something was wrong yeah there was I just felt pressured and felt like I had to be my best all the time and when I don't update my stories I feel really bad and guilty and feel like I let you guys down

Brat_TV_Fan_101 - I'm glad you care about me too and enough to care about me I'm really grateful for that and I know we don't know each other but you seem really nice :)

EbbiTheTigress - I found it sweet how you looked up to me and that you were gonna check out my books but you don't have to do that and I'm happy I encouraged you not to leave

strawberrycllouds - I'm glad you think I'm nice and you're right I don't think of myself very often I care more about others then others but I'm going to try and stay on wattpad and if I do leave wattpad it will probably be temporarily

LycanrocNero - I know its not true that you guys don't care because I know you do i just how I was feeling and I did feel like no one was there for me I've never had anyone to talk to when things get though so I realky appreciate it

j_production_ - I know we don't even know each other but it's nice to know that you care about me and I will try and stay for you guys

Rainy178028 - you were right that people care about me and I should of listened to you and I'm glad you really do like my stories and you think I'm also nice

You're also one of my best friends too and it would be sad to lose you as a friend I love talking to you as you're really understanding and you have always encouraged me to do my best

cloudyanor - yeah I was being serious and I was going to leave for good but I'm not going to as I love talking to you guys so much and I don't want to discontinue my books either

Thank you for the all the lovely messages you put on my message board and yes I read them all I did think that I didn't matter to you guys and you didn't need me and that you all hated my stories but was just trying to spare my feelings

And yeah I do have a problem I also strive to be the best but sometimes I make myself feel bad by not writing for one day and taking a break

Writing is what I love to do i think about it day and night it's practically what I live for and when I don't write I feel like I'm letting you guys down

i160908 - it's so sweet of you to think about me and I'm not always nice to myself even though I nice to you guys all the time

I also appreciate that you enjoy my stories and I'm one of your favourite stories that means so much to me so thank you so much for that

Dashiell__ - I'm so happy that you followed me you're one of my favourite writers and was so happy that you read my stories and commented too

I love your story too I've read it five times it's that good I also find it awesome that your name is Dash in real life and yes I ship Appledash too

I hope you all understood why I did that and you all deserved a proper explanation for what happened you guys are all awesome and never forget that

-Awesomeisthenewcool1