Hey guys

So I have so much to tell you guys, which is why I've done an announcement....

1. My sister.

So most of you know what happened to my sister but I'm gonna say what happened anyway

She has type 1 diabetes, she's getting better but she's struggling to cope with it. She refuses to have her injections.

She has to take them five times a day and she gets very upset and has meltdowns as she doesn't like it, she wants to go home but they won't discharge her till she learns how to inject herself

2. Myself.

So this is about me, a lot of you don't know why I've been upset lately so I'll tell you why.

I felt like a failure like I do everything wrong, I felt bad for my sister like this is somehow my fault even though everyone has told me it isn't

I hated my life, myself. I was also ill during this time. I wasn't getting better and nothing was getting done about it.

I finally went to the doctors and they didn't say what's wrong, they weren't concerned but they gave me some antibiotics

I also didn't sleep or eat for a week I barely even drank either, I still don't eat or sleep very much but I don't think I'll be the same again after this but hopefully one day I'll get there.

3. WiFi.

Cos of what happened to my sister I had to stay with my mums friend but she started being rude to me cos I was ill and didn't care.

I had to then stay at my grandparents, I know I told you guys I would be back on here on Saturday but they have no WiFi and I won't have any till Monday

You may ask how I'm doing this without wifi, I'm using data but I can't come on here as I need to make sure I have enough to last me

So if I don't respond that's why.

4. Julie and the phantoms.

I know this may sound confusing why this is a reason but you'll get it in a minute.

I was in a pretty bad state, a bad place one of the lowest points in my life. I was so upset I had all these painful emotions which I couldn't control.

Nothing was getting better for me, nothing helped. So I logged out of discord and Wattpad as I had to get away from it.

I wrote a suicidal post on discord I was going to end it all, luckily no one saw it well until a few hours later....

I then changed my mind then I found out what happened to my sister and it really tipped me over the edge

I decided to watch it as I was recommended it. I watched it and it was amazing.

I felt how Julie felt, I was happy when she was. I cried when she did and it helped me cope with what was going on with my life

The songs really helped me, I love them all but I have a few personal favourites.

So I'm going to say my all time favourites from least to worst but only the top 4

4. Flying solo

3. Perfect harmony

2. Unsaid Emily

1. Stand tall

So I don't know what I would of done without this series it really helped me, it was so good I re- watched the entire 9 episodes again. I actually got ghost bumps (uhhh I totally didn't mean that I meant goosebumps hehe yep I totally did)

And I think Luke and Julie are so cute, I cried when they performed the last time on stage and when they became alive again (if you know what I mean)

And I really hope they'll be a season two and if you haven't watched then I recommend it (tell your friends) damn it with those references imma stop talking before I ramble on...

So thank you to my irl friends, discord friends, Wattpad friends, supporters.

Whoever you are and if you're reading this then you deserve a thank you as you helped me in more ways then you'll ever know :)

But I'm afraid this is the end of my journey, my stories. I'm deleting both discord and Wattpad, I'll still keep the account and the books on there but I will no longer be active on here or discord.

I've had a great five months on here but its my time to leave, I realised I don't need Wattpad or discord I'm better off without it and you guys don't need me either

It's what's best for me, you guys, best for everyone. You may disagree with my decision and you might try to change my mind but it's not going to work this time! It may of in the past but not this time.

So good luck to you guys, you're all amazing and I will miss you all and maybe one day, just maybe I'll come back

But that day isn't today or even this week but maybe sometime in the future

Thank you for everything the advice, the support, the followers, people actually wanting to read my books and the awesome friends I made on this journey.

I always wanted that to be somebody, people to like me and for people to read my stories even if they're trash I really appreciate that you took the time out of your day to read them or even read this

You might not see this or even read this and that's OK as I know people don't really read announcements much

So before I go I'm going to thank some people, they helped me with their stories I related to them and the people who were there for me.

Rainy178028
LycanrocNero
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Milk_is_good
Emma70529
djcj132019
MTWdays
Fantasy_fairies
Baileydash613
krisalyn598
Pinkiepieaisyah
cloudyanor
carftywing
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