Hey guys,

So this post I'm going to be honest with you guys about what's really going on with my life

So I have two things

1. My sister

She's doing better, we found out she has type 1 diabetes and they had to lower her blood levels as they were dangerously high.

We're all still very worried for her, and she won't be discharged till Saturday.

2. My life

So guys, this isn't easy to talk about. I tried to end it, you probably know what I mean by this I also hurt myself too.

I didn't want to live anymore, I still don't and I'm going to tell you something else too.

I haven't slept, ate or really drank in nine days, don't start freaking out and overreacting.

I don't deserve you guys, I don't matter, I don't belong and you definitely don't need me

I wish you all the best in your lives, I know you'll all do amazing, I'm sure of it

Good luck and this goodbye, not to Wattpad or discord but to everything

You friend
Beth