He swayed softly as his eyes shifted around the room.

"Oh and V." She said with a voice full of venom.

"Yes Rika?"

"I don't want you seeing her anymore."

By her she meant you. Your grace interrupted hers and overruled.

"It's nothing like that Rika."

"You and her are always found together."

He swooned inside just thinking about it. His stray strands from turquoise hair covered his eyes which then tucked behind his ear by her.

"I mean it."

"Rika. Honestly it isn't like that."

"V. I am not going to ask you again. She is a danger to us. And the RFA. Do you honestly want to throw all of that away?"

"I won't Rika."

"Then leave her be. She is a mere obstacle for us."

"Rika I promise she isn't. You don't feel this way about Jaehee."

"Jaehee isn't competition. I see the way she looks at you."

"Rika. Honestly."

"I love you V. Stop seeing her. She is not good for you. I'm looking out for you."

"She is fine. I don't get why you must always control my life. Rika please. I want to talk to her. Please don't take that away."

"V. I am serious."

He ignored her.

"V. Answer me."

Still silence held its iron grip on him.

"If you honestly love her more than me, then go." She moved towards him and clutched his arm rather roughly.

He turned from her grasp and made a notion towards the door then stopped.

"Go. But I promise I will get you back."

"I am not leaving. But I will still be her friend Rika."

A dark aura dropped atop of her and she smiled softly.

"Fine. Have it your way." She smiled and ran her slim finger along the marble counter before reaching into the knife drawer.

-

"I got the phone call." She said and looked away.

There was a small yet audible argument between you and the doctor while Jumin twirled his thumbs.

"Wait. No he can't!" You screamed which caught everyone's attention. "Let me see him!"

Yoosung jumped from the comfort of the soft seat in the waiting room to you. He grabbed your arm softly and set his opposite hand on your head. He then stuffed your face in his chest as Luciel tried to arrange a visit.

"He requested to not be seen by her."

"V wouldn't ask of such a thing!" Luciel shouted and Zen laid his hand on Luciel's shoulder.

Rika walked into view with a saddened expression on her face. She knew her wrong doing yet no one else could. She lied to everyone. She wasn't sad. Her facial features screamed sadness yet she was exhilarated inside. She was happy. He couldn't see her anymore. He wasn't able to detect her presence. He was all her own.

"I went into the bathroom and then heard a loud crash and he screamed. He screamed in so much pain." She clutched her dress in her pale hands as her blonde hair fell over her face.

"Rika..." You mumbled, ignorant to the fact her lips were untruthful.

-

"V. I asked you nicely. Now I'm going to ensure the fact you'll never see her again."

"Rika. What are you talking about?" He asked with doubt while he turned around.

"I love you V. I love you very much. I'm the only one for you." She giggled lightly in her teeth which then bubbled into a loud laugh.

"Rika wait!" He looked at the fridge which had a small photo of you smiling brightly and holding up a peace sign and a straw from a juice box hanging out of V's mouth. His lips teased into a smile at the thought of your innocence while his teeth clenched the straw.

"V. I love you! I love you more than anything! I do this because I love you!" She smiled obliviously to the fact that he clenched his eyes shut after that quick glimpse of the picture.

That was the last thing he saw. You and him together.

-

"I am seeing him." You mumbled to Jumin and he looked around.

The white walls plastered a demising feeling among the group and Luciel nodded.

You stood up and Jumin asked what room number he was found in. She refused to answer you so he asked her instead while you were out of sight.

"Make sure she doesn't follow you." Rika demanded quite harshly.

Jumin turned the corner and walked past you.

"404." He mumbled under his breath and kept walking past you.

You walked past Zen and Jaehee and they nodded then proceeded to distract Rika with pointless small talk. Your pace sped up before it turned into a run. Your [h/c] hair tumbled and bounced as you past room 404 then stopped and turned back around. You threw the door open and looked at V.

He was a typical sad sight to see. His eyes were covered in bandages that wrapped around his head, flattening his hair where it met.

"[y/n]."

"You could tell it is me?"

"Your perfume. And your footsteps are softer than those of Rika's. What took you so long?"

"I was told you didn't want to see me."

"I never said that." He stopped and winced with the last statement.

"This is my fault. Isn't it? Rika did this. Didn't she? She hurt you because of me. V. It is my fault. I'm sorry. I am so sorry." You continued to pull the blame upon yourself and apologize.

"[y/n. Don't blame yourself. I fell."

"V don't lie to me! She hurt you!" Your eyes welled up with tears as you looked at him. A few flew away from your eyes like birds and the others streamed down your pink tinted cheeks.

"Are you crying?" He asked and you wiped your eyes.

"I am. I am because this is all my fault."

"[y/n]."

"V. Please don't lie to me. Not you too."

"I am sorry." He clutched the sheets of the hospital bed.

You walked over to him and hugged him.

"I'm sorry." Your grip on him strengthened with every sob.

After your episode of crying fits and punching his chest were over with, you stood up and he smiled.

"Good bye V."

-

It was around 2 months before your phone rang from a call from Rika.

"It's his. Isn't it?"

"Rika. Leave me alone." You spat into the phone and hung up.

Your fingers pressed against the swell of your stomach and sat against the wall. 19 weeks. 5 more.

You hesitated to reach for the phone. You then held in your hand before calling the doctor.

"How far?" He asked.

"About 19 weeks."

"Come in tomorrow."

You swallowed your saliva and shook your head.

"N-no. Never mind."

You threw your phone down on the ground which caused the black screen to become full of cracks.

"It's been 4 months. Four months since they started. Now it's just us." You swirled your hand along your stomach and smiled.

The phone's vibration rung along the floor which caused you to lift it off the wooden surface.

"L-luciel?"

"It's me."

"Why are you calling me? How did you get my number? I changed it on purpose."

"Rika managed to get it from me also. Sorry about that."

"Luciel. How is he doing?"

"Jumin is fine. Busy with work as usual."

"No. V."

"He constantly misses you. He says it is his fault that you left."

Tears were inevitable now. They poured out of your eyes and your heart felt a large ping to it.

"[y/n]. Why?"

"Why what?"

"Why did you leave him? He has been super gloomy lately."

"I have to go."

"N-no wait he-"

You hung up before he could finish the words that would burn holes into you. Your phone was then tossed into the other room.

Luciel slammed his phone on the table. He wasn't stupid. He knew the constant abuse Rika put him through. He knew it all. He wanted to save V himself.

He wanted you to save V from this too.

He furiously rubbed his red hair under his headphones before calling you again. Voicemail.

"[y/n]. Please help me save him. Please. He- he needs you." He watched his choice of words trying to prevent further damage upon you.

You clutched the chair after you stood up and felt blood drip down your leg.

"W-wait. S-stay please no. You're all I have left." You cried when the droplets collected on the floor and you struggled into the kitchen to reach your phone.

-

Your sorrow filled not only you, but everyone around you.

"It is my fault! I stressed myself out too much!" You cried before rubbing your eyes.

"Pity." Rika crossed her arms and looked away.

Yoosung looked at Zen who looked sad. Luciel and Jaehee mumbled some prayers under their breaths and Jumin stroked your hair.

Your heart sunk when you realized V was not going to show up. You requested for everyone to leave before looking around the room.

Your [e/c] eyes skipped along the hospital equipment before they landed on a scalpel.

You held it to your chest before you lunged it towards you.

"Have you lost your mind?"

His greying eyes met yours and you looked at him. He let your wrist go and smiled softly

"I may not be able to see that well anymore, but I still am able to."

"V."

He ripped the scalpel from your grip and threw it across the room.

"I love you." He leaned in and kissed your lips softly.

"I am sorry."

That is when you could no longer hold it in.

All those lonely nights. Ignoring V. Each cycle of dashed hopes. That skipped cycle. The announcement. Pink.

"V."

She bit her teeth and mumbled.

"Get away from her."

-

She traced your facial features and sighed. She blew into her cup of tea then looked back at you.

"Please excuse me." You stood up and walked into the bathroom.

She then proceeded to pour a white powder into your cup and stirred it.

"Have fun." She mumbled and stretched.

-

You looked at Rika and nodded.

"V. I don't want you in my life anymore."

He looked at you and shook his head.

"I hate how you left me so easily for her. You betrayed me."

His heart crumbled. His lungs sped up the pace to collect air in his lungs. Though with each breath, it didn't seem to be enough.

"I want you gone."

Those hurtful words caused him to become numb to Rika's abuse.

"I loved you." He whispered softly then followed Rika.

She slammed your door and that was it. That was the last time you ever saw V.

The usage of that past tense word killed you.

Loved you.

You stood up and walked to the scalpel that laid on the floor.

-

"You did what?"

"I love you V."

"That was my child?"

"V!"

He threw the car door open and ran back to your room.

He wanted to apologize.

"I still do."

He fumbled with the door handle with his steadily shaky hands before it hit something with a thud.

He looked behind the door.

There you laid.

Your blood along you.

≫bad end≪