Les gens !! Je peux ENFIN faire des caractères spéciaux ! ஐღ♂♀♥♡☜☞☎☏♠♣, je rêvais tellement d'en faire...

Ciel : Je n'en vois pas l'utilité. Sébastian ?

Moi : Eu-

Sébastian : Il n'y en a pas jeune maitre.

(ಥ⌣ಥ)B-bonne lecture... Oh, et, le chapitre est en anglais !

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Whenever you try, you could never make it.

Is that so ? why, hein ? Just because I'm not like you ?! These words I Heard them since my birth. You think that haven't understood since all this time  ? But you always fell like you need to say it.

Your important for no one.

Even for you..? I know ! But I need anyone's affection to move fward. I'm ok with being alone.

Your can't be happy, why are you trying anyway ?

Tch, what shopping me ? Why Will I necessarly need someone foir being happy ? I'm happy alone, like you teach me.

I wish we haven't the same blood-line...

Why ? Is it a shame to being see with me ? Am I repulsive ? No, I suppose you just don't want that the people know that you have an error with you... 

Ugh, why are you so useless ?! Do something good for once and shut your fucking mouth !

Useless. What do I need to make you proud ? Be silent... But when did I open it ?

HAA ! My biggest regret is having given birth to you !

You telling me this so many time... Who cours you regret to givin' life ? Are you that selfish ? But even, I know...

What I want for my birthday ? Your death of course !

The death is beautiful gift. It's true... But I don't think I have enough courage to face it or accept it.

I hate your body, but I want you to hate him to !

Is it a good reason to do what you did to me ? Maybe. I don't think I wanna think about it. If I could, I will erase this moment of my brain.

Do you ever smile..? Your scary !

How am I suppose to smile when the entire world hate me ? I don't know if my existence have a sense...

God ! I hate you so much ! You have all the thing that anybody will dream of, and your ain't happy !

Happiness isn't something I have the chance to feel. And whatever I felt it one day, how am I suppose to feel it again ? 

I hate my life... But I'm scared of death. I have no one to love, and no one love me. I go out of my thoughts. I look at the sky, he's beautiful. The moon is too. She have chance to not bee lonely like me, the stars or here to keep her company. I wonder, why did I escape ? Am I cowardly not being capable to take this anymore ? I wish someone was here to answer me... Like a magical person gonna pop out. Eh, good to see that I still have some humor inside of me. I feel something wet on my cheek, am I crying ? Did remind me of my past life make me cry ? Wouah, am really pathetic.

« How weak Am I to just cry for not being loved... I really have a problem. Gosh, why am I about that too ! Ugh. Guess I son't be capable to sleep more tonight.» I said, talking to myself.

I think I'm driving a little crazy... I should stop talking when I'm lonely. It's make me feel like someone watching me. I get out of the room that the account Ciel give to me after hire me. I walk  down the hall to the bathroom. Some water on my face will wake me up... I still feel a little sleepy. I almost could start working. Poor, Sebastian. Maylin, Finian and Bardroy must not be easy to manage... Starting to work instead may help him. I guess. After put water on my face, I started cleaning the kitchen. I put the kitchen tools away and stared the garden. When I finish it, it was almost morning and the others must wake-up one hour left now. I smiled, proud of myself. I felt like what I did wasn't useless at all... I felt, like I wasn't useless. It's new... I get in the manor and say hi to my colleagues. 

« Oh, and Finian ! Do the garden ain't useful.

- Hiiinnn ? Why ?

- I woke-up early this morning, so I did it.

- HA ! God, the Kitchen is already clean ! Did Sebastian already do it ?! Yell Bardroy.

- Uhm... No. It was me...

- (T/P) ?! Wouah, how early did you woke up ?

- Huh. Like, 2 am ?

- You ain't serious ? Are you ?

- I got insomnia.»

They look at me like I'm an incredible thing. I smiled, embarrassed. After some -awkward- time, I get out the kitchen and walk to the game room for cleaned it.

« (T/p), May-Lin, Finian and Bardroy, me and the young master are going out !»

The loud voice of Sebastian echoed in the mansion. 

« OK ! »

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PDV Externe

The young Master looked at his manor and was  shocked. It was clean like they never left. Did May-Lin and the others did it right for once ?! It would be great.

« Finian, who cleaned the house ? It ain't you, am I right ?

- Oh, welcome back Sebastian and young master. And yes, it ain't us. It's (T/p) who cleaned the entire mansion... 

- I feel stupid thinking it was you...  Whispered Ciel.»

The (C/c) haired boy was in the kitchen, preparing dinner. He didn't hear the the Buttler and account come back, so he screamed out loud for his colleague could hear him.

« FINIAN, HAVE YOU GOT THE CLOSE ?

- Huh ? AH OH NO ! I'M GOING RIGHT NOW ! Sorry master, I have to leave.

- (T/P)!! DO YOU KNOW WHERE ARE THE-

- I THREW THEM AWAY ALREADY !»

Sebastian was really happy to see the newbie doing this well his job. Like Ciel. It would be more easy for him. When (T/p) get out of the kitchen, he still didn't know that they were back. Ciel wanted to see the (C/c) to have a talk with him ( with Sebastian of cours).  He then overheard a "Discussion".

« Remember me when I was 7 and I needed to clean the house... Bruh, I always finished at 00:00. Make me remember that I forgot to eat... Mph, it's not a problem thought. Wait- Ugh ! I forgot to change the bandage again ! I'm bleeding now... Uh ? *He slapped his forehead* I'm talking to myself again... I'm really driving crazy. »

He walked to his room and the young master was interested by what the newbie said. What was he talking about ? He order to his demon butler to find out and go to his office. The black haired man go to the room of (T/p) and look at what he was doing. (T/p) get out his shirt and threw it to the laundry basket. Sebastian was surprised to see million scares cover the body of (T/p). 

« Shit... »

☬ ☬ ☬ ☬

Two years have passed since the day they discovered the secret of (T/p). And, he's feeling for the first time of his life happiness. He's happy to work at the Phantomhive mansion, to have friends like May-Lin, Finian and Bardroy and he's happy to know what "Love" mean. Still, (T/p) don't have full confidence on him self. So he keep it to himself and try to ignore it. But, when we work with this person and he already see you without a shirt, it's difficult. One day, (T/p) was in the garden and Sebastian come find him.

« Hello Sebastian ! Can I help you with anything ?

- Yes, dear. »

You think all shade to pink, and he turned his head. The demon Butler block him on the floor and kiss him. 

~ E-N-D ~ 

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Moi : Grell ne me tue pas s'il te plait !

Ciel : Quelle idiotie...

Grell : OÙ EST-ELLE ?! SÉBA-CHOU EST A MOI !! *Tronçonneuse*

Moi : ON Peut toujours en parler !! *Essaye de s'enfuir*

Sebastian : Il est pas mal~ Mais pourquoi en anglais ?

Moi : PARCE QUE JE VOULAIS M'ENTRAINÉE-AHHHH ! ET QU'IL EST PLUS STYLÉ COMME ÇA !

Ciel : Sebastian, va l'aidée.

Sebastian : Yes My Lord~

Moi : Et aussi pour ça...

Bye~ my star