I was the knight in shining armor in your movie.

And god how I wish I had been there to be your knight when you died.

I sobbed, I screamed, I pleaded and whined and screeched and gave up.

I wished and hoped and dreamed for you to wake up and give me a kiss rubbing my back saying it was a nightmare.

It wasn't.

And you were dead.

And now I'm at an all time low.

Low

Low

Low

Lower

Lower

Until I walk the halls empty and broken the other commanding officers looking at me with remorse filled eyes. Pity swims in their tone and I hit everyone of them.

I don't want their pity.

It won't bring you back.

The cadets look at me and cry as I hold you, They bawled as loud as I did.

You can't say you love someone and then leave.

ASSHOLE.

Fuck.

I collapse again sobbing cradling my bleeding hand picking pieces of broken glass from it.

No windows had survived once I threw a fit, no cadet, no wooden door,no chine no anything.

I was so done.

I have no where to go, no where to hide, no one to hold, to hold me, to kiss, to kiss me, to love and to love me.

No one to know my pain.

But what's so bad about being a bloodthirsty psycho bitch?

I get up laughing softly blood dripping down my hand, cadets move out of my way as I cackle louder strapping my 3D Maneuver Gear on with my blades.

I push whoever got in my way to the side and start walking pass the grounds util I see the rolling hills and vast grasslands.

I spy titans and chop them all down growling softly.

I will kill them all. I won't have let your death be for nothing.

I love you,

Levi~