Chapter 51

Bondita's Pov:

Destiny always plays nice games with me..... The day he went, I approached the same doctor who gave me the news that there are chances that I can never feel the heaven of being in Motherhood.... and then he was the only one who was shocked saying that I am expecting.... I'm expecting from last two months.... and everything is normal in my body now... no complications in my pregnancy this time.... and the moment I listened that, my breath stopped..... I didn't knew I should cry or should het happy or should I cry in happiness...... the feeling for which I was craving is now fulfilled.... I can feel the touch of motherhood... I can feel my child.... I too can feel the same pleasurable pain that a mother bears while giving birth to a baby....... I was speechless at the moment, my eyes were shedding tears of happiness.... but right now I'm shedding tears of sadness......shedding tears on my cruel fate... I can't even inform him about this.... I guess he'll reach London by today.... and finally, I can give this news to him... he will be more than happy but again he might regret going away from me during this precious time.... and I haven't informed anyone in the family that they are going to have another baby in their house soon... they'll surely get disappointed for not telling them about this but Pati babu has the first right to know this news.... after telling him I'll inform the family...... but what I'm suffering from last 15 days... only I know.... doctor strictly warned me to not to work and pressurize my body as it may affect my child... but as Ishaani is in her 4th month... I have to manage the whole house.... Manorama didi is also busy nowadays in school stuff and all.... so she can also not help me much... and if I'll suddenly stop doing household chores then family will think that I'm making excuses for nothing special... I know my family is not like others but still I don't want them to doubt on me.... I'm handling everything from past 15 days and just one more day, I'll tell everything to them.... now the only thing I'm waiting for is Pati babu's call.....

Ohh.... here you go girl.... phone is ringing in the hall.... It must be pati babu only.... and it's already 10: 30 at night.... that means 6 in the evening in London..... for him it's evening.... and for me, it's night..... oh god.... I'm so excited and nervous at the time... how will I tell him..... I'm standing right in front of the ringing telephone and I'm panting hard as I came running here from our room... I know it was risky.... but my love dragged me here..... 

Ohk girl, calm down, pick up the phone before anyone wakes up in the house.... 

I held the receiver with my shaky hands and as soon as he spoke from the other side, tears rolled down my cheeks... I'm listening to his voice after 15 days..... I'm already missing him badly just in few days, how am I going to handle everything without him rest of the days.... I didn't even realised since when he was saying "Hello" to me...... suddenly he said "Mishti" and brought me back to reality....."Aunu" I whispered softly..... I know he was also shedding tears there.... he can't even live for a second without me.... I know him very well.... and due to his this bad habit, he settled my table in his own office right in front of his desk, so that I can stay in front of him every second..... but he haven't seen me for last 15 days, god knows, how much he is suffering there alone. I at least have a huge family here to be my side... but he is living alone among those all unknown people..... 

Ani: Mishti are you there??

Me (sobbed): hmmm... I'm here Aunu.... aap theek h na??

Ani: mein theek hoon.... pehle apne aansu poncho... mein jaanta hoon tum ro rahi ho....

Oh god, how come he gets to know everything about me, even when he is far away from me!!!

Ani: zyada mat socho... jaanta hoon kya soch rahi ho.... pati hu tumhaara..... jese tumhe mere baare me sab pta chal jaata h vese he mujhe bhi sab pta chal jaata h... 

Me (sighed): ohk fine.... I know.... aap bataiye, theek se pohonch gaye na?? koi pareshaani to nahi hui na aapko ship me?? or ghar ke saare workers ko aapne bula liya h na 2 mahine ke liye?? 

Ani (laughed over the telephone): shaant baba..... ek saath itne saare sawaal??? ek saath kese in sabke jawaab doon..... haan me theek hu.... tum chinta mat karo... or mene sab manage kr liya h.... but I'm missing you jaan....

Me: me too.....

I think now I should tell him.... I can't control anymore!!

Me: pati babu... I've something to tell you....

Ani: hmm bolo!!

Me: pati babu, hume jis pal ka intezaar tha... vo aa gaya..

Ani: I know Mishti...

How does he know?? Is he spying on me???

Me: aapko kese pta??

Ani: Mishti... jiss pal ka hume intezaar tha use hi to me yaha poora karne aaya hoon... to mujhe nahi pta hoga kya?? kesi behki behki baaatein kar rahi ho??

Ohh.... he is talking about his dream of working with Dr. Hienrich... and I thought he know about my pregnancy!!! Ohk I need to clarify him more nicely....

Me: par me uski baat nahi kar rahi hoon pati babu!!

Ani: fir?? tu... tum theek ho na?? tumhe kuch hua to nahi?? An.. Angel theek h na?? usse related baat h kuch?? ya fir ghar me kisi ko....

Oh god... he is panicking!!! no no, I have to reveal this now.... or else he'll frame tons of wrong thoughts in his mind..... pheeewww!!! go ahead, girl!!

Me (interrupted): It's good news Aunu!!

Ani: Good news?? Wait, let me guess, did you won another big case??

Me: Nooo... it's about us!! You and me!!

Ani: Kyun baaton ko ghuma rahi ho?? Bolo na kya h shona!!!

Me: I'm expecting....

Ani: What??? What are you expecting?? Something expecting from me??? wait, kahi tum apni uss lambi chodi list ke alawa bhi kuch London se laane ka expect kar rahi ho mujhse??

Me: Arggghhhh!!!! Why are so dumb pati babu.... Hum kabse iss pal ka intezaar kar rahe the.... Or aaj jab ye moment aa gaya to aap samajh hi nahi rahe... aapko shopping ki padi h??

Ani: Samajhaogi nahi to kese samjhunga mein... tum kuch bol hi nahi....

Me: Kabse to bol rahi hoon.... Aap hi nahi samjh rahe... I doubt, aapko degree mili kese??

 I'm literally irritated now.... Why is he not getting my point?? I'm on the verge of shouting.... he is irritating me.... and here my legs are paining like hell.... because I'm standing here at one place from last 20 minutes and he is joking....

Me (shouted but slowly): why are you irritating me with your nonsense guesses pati babu!! aap mujhe hi nahi use bhi pareshaan kar rahe h..... 

I'm hell irritated now..... now if this time he won't be able to understand, I'll cut the phone..... WITHOUT INFORMING HIM!!

Ani: ek ek minute Bondita.... tum mujhse irritate ho rahi ho??

Me: haan... or vo bhi.....

Ani: ye vo kon h?

Me: jiske baare me mein aapko kabse bata rahi hoon.... bechaar khada khada pareshaan ho gaya... pr aapko samajh nahi aa raha...

Ani: tumhaare paas koi or bhi khada h kya??

Me: mere paas nahi mere andar h....

Ani: huhh???? bukhaar vukhaar chada h kya tumhe?? tumhaare andar..... waiiiitttt...... tum kya kehna chahti ho Mishti.... thoda sahi se bataogi??? mujhe esa kyun lag raha h ki tum kuch bohot khaas batane ki koshish kar rahi ho!!

Me: finally.... finally you got it.... kabse to keh rahi hoon ki I'm expecting!! 

Ani: whattttt!!!! are you serious Mishti??

Me: haan pati babu!!! I'm two months pregnant!! Hello... Hello.... pati babu?? Aunu?? Hello.....

What happened, why is he not responding?? is he not happy?? or the line got disconnected.... Hello... Aunu are you there?? I'm continuously calling him but he isn't responding....

Anirudh's Pov:

"I'm two months pregnant" this line is continuosely ringing in my ears........Am I dreaming?? what did she just said?? How is this possible?? How can she be pregnant?? Ohh Anirudh.... what type of question is this!! Obviously, the way a lady gets pregnant.... moreover, you don't even leave a single chance to romance with her.... then how come she cannot be pregnant!!

But this was actually shocking news for me!! We have lost all our hopes to have a baby.... She is pregnant again.... tears are rolling down my cheeks... I was already on the verge of crying in happiness after listening my shona's voice after so many days!! and now this news... I want to shout aloud..... so that whole London can listen that I'm going to be a father soon.... I want to cage her tightly in my arms, right now... but I cannot... my cruel fate.... who can be more unfortunate than a person whose child is growing in his love's womb and he cannot even see their face.... I don't know I should be happy at this point or should I cry!! I think this is why I was not feeling like coming away from them.... my gut feeling was already alerting me, but I agreed to her and the family and put my dreams on priority!!! She needs me badly at this point of time but I'm not there with her.....I just want to slap myself hard!! I was waiting for this day for so long.... and now when I got the chance, I am not there to live the moment.... I'm feeling so helpless today... I never felt this kind of helplessness ever in my whole life.....

 I'm standing with no expression on my face, whereas, there are tons of emotions and feelings are jumping inside me..... I'm standing at that point of my life where I want to be only at one place but I have to be at another place.... I'm cursing my fate badly for this!!

"Aunu.... are you listening??" some voices are coming from somewhere..... seems like my Mishti is calling me... is she here?? I looked around myself but she is not.... how can she be here?? My eyes fell on the receiver which is dangling down attached with its cord.... 

Ohh... I totally forgot that I was talking to her on the telephone.... and from there she is calling me.... I quickly grabbed the receiver again.... but my hands are shivering....

ohk, I have to talk to her.... I started our conversation again but my voice was choking badly... I know she will get to know in which state I'm in right now!! after all, she is my better half and she knows me better than myself.....

"Mishtii..." I couldn't manage to speak something else.... Btu heard her taking a deep sigh in relief.... I know she got worried when I didn't responded her for so long as I was drown in cursing my fate...

Thank god Pati babu... aap bole kuch... mujhe laga.... Kher chodiye... aap khush to h na??

Oh girl, I wish I could tell you what I'm feeling right now!! I just want to give a lot of hugs and kisses to you right now..... Thankfully, there is no one else here except me, or else I would have ended up kissing that person as I'm feeling a sudden urge to do that....

Me (disappointed with myself): Mein khush nahi hoon shona!!

Bon: Kyun pati babu?? Aapko bacha nahi chahiye tha kya??

I heard her cracking voice... oh damn Anirudh Roy Chaudhary!! You should think before speaking... she might got hurt!!!

Me: Nahi nahi meri jaan... esi baat nahi h... hum to kabse wait kr rahe the iss baat ka!! pr.... me iss baat se khush nahi hoon ki me iss wakt tumhaare saath nahi hoon... pr tu chinta mat karo... mein aa raha hoon wapas... kal hi ki ticket le kr....

Yes!! this will be right.. I should go back!! I'll get more such opportunities in future... but maybe will never get this moment again..... I have to be eith her and my baby.... oops... our baby.... 

Bon: nahiii.... aap esa kuch nhi karenge... you promised me Aunu... aapne waada kiya tha ki chahe jo ho jaaye aap case complete kr ke hi aaenge... now you cannot back off......

Why is she so stubborn!!

Me: pr bachcha I want to be with you na.....

Bon: just two months... then you'll be here with me... with our baby.... 

Me: I can't wait for this long Mishtii.....

Bon: you have to.... now you have to complete this task for our baby too pati babu.... just think about it.... when our baby will grow up, I'll tell him that how when he was in my womb, his father was fighting for our Indian fellows in London... kitna proud feel karega na vo pati babu.... aap uski inspiration banenge..... aap samajh rahe h na mein kya kehna chah rahi hoon??

I know she is right!! I have to do this.... but what about my emotions?? I will fulfill the duty of being a barrister.... I'll win as India's one of the biggest barristers.... but for that, I cannot afford to lose as a husband and a father.... please show me the way dugga maa.....

Me: pr Bondita.....

She is not even letting me speak.... she is actually so stubborn... well, I'm the one who made her like this.... just like me..... stubborn!!

Bon: koi par var nahi h pati babu... aapne waada kiya tha... or ab aap peeche nahi hat sakte..... you have to do this.... or ab koi baat nahi hogi iss bare mein.....aapko meri kasam....

Nooo.... this is her biggest weapon to control me..... this girl!!! Kasam.... seriously??? now I can't even argue with her anymore!!

Ohk Anirudh... It's just a matter of two months.... you can do this... you can.... you have to... for your love, your family, for your nation and moreover, now for your child... your unborn child, who is waiting for his dadda's achievement .... I'll do this for you bachcha... dadda will do.... but for that I have to stay away from you... please don't hate me for that....

Me: Mishti please keep the receiver on your stomach...

Bon: what??? kyun??? kaan se sunte h pati babu... pait se nahi...

I heard her laughing from the other side... oh my baby is so innocent..... but now she is going to be my baby's mumma.... well, she will always be my first baby!!! my little munchkin.... I'm ready to tackle three babies together.... hahahaaa!!!

Me: Mishti rakho na please...

Bon: Ok ok....... done!!! now what??

Me: nothing... I just want to talk to my baby....

Bon: oh.... then go ahead.... I won't disturb you....

I heard her giggling..... my baby..... oops... babies......

I started talking softly to my little bundle of joy... and of course tears in my eyes..... no... not of guilt or sadness... these are the happy tears., and I don't mind shedding them while talking to my baby for the very first time..... though I'm seven seas away from him, but I can feel him through this receiver to receiver connection....

Me: Hello baby.... pehchaana mujhe????  dadda here... I'm sorry baby... dadda aapke paas nahi aa sakte abhi.... par aap chinta mat karo... mein bohot jald aapke or aapki mumma ke paas aunga....aapka dhyaan jo rakhna h mujhe.... or mumma ko zyada tang nahi karna... no no... don't be angry.... mein aapki complain nahi kar raha.... it's just that I know aap apni mumma ki tarah hi shaitaan hoge.... zyada uchal kood karoge.... pr beta mumma ko to takleef hogi na... or fir dadda bhi nahi na aap logo ke paas ki aapko sambhaal le.... samajh rahe ho na.... I know aap mumma ki tarah badmaash hoge... pr samajhdaar dadda ki tarah hi hona.... ok baby???

Oh shit!! I think baby's Mumma got angry.... I think I shouls keep the receiver a bit away from my ear or else I'll turn deaf..... because now she is shouting..... 

Bon (shouted) : what the hell pati babu??? samjhdaar aapke jese hona matlab?? mein samajhdaar nahi hoon?? or meri tarah shaitaan.... matlab kya h aapka.... ki mein sirf shaitaan or aap samajhdaar... wah wah wah... barrister babu... bhooliye mat mein bhi aap hi ki tarah barrister hoon... vo bhi gold medalist.... to samjhdaari me aapse kam kese hui..... aapke kehn ke matlab h ki mein bewkoof hoon??

I knew that hormones get imbalanced during pregnancy, but it shows the effect in just two months?? I never knew this...... well, right now I have to tackle this elder baby of mine.... and I sware......I'll surely start reading books for pregnancy..... 

Bon: boliye??? chup kyun ho gaye???

Me: haan haan....

Bon: haan??? pati babu aap mujhe bewkoof keh rahe h?? matlab mein samjhdaar nahi hoon??

Me: nahi nahi...

Bon: nahiiii..... matlab nahi hoon mein samajhdaar???

Me: arrey arrey sorry bacchaa.... I'm so sorry meri jaan.... mera kehne ka vo matlab nahi tha.... mein to keh raha tha ki tum samjhdaar ho... bohot samjhdaar..... or bewkoof to bilkul bhi nahi ho.....

Ok, now she actually talking to me in her baby voice.... awwww....... I wish I could poke her cheeks....

Bon: fir aapne baby se esa kyun kaha??

Me: vo to mene isliye kaha kyuki.....

Bon: kyunki???

Think Anirudh Roy Chaudhary... think..... iss kyunki ke baad kya bolna he.....  find some sensible excuse....

Me: kyunki..... kyunkii...... haan... kyunki tum hi kehti ho na ki mein tumhara shikshak babu hoon... tumhaara guru hoon..... kehti ho na??

Bon: haan to??

Me: to ye ki..... guru ke paas shishya se zyada gyaan hota h..... vo zyada ache se samajhta h... jaanta h.... matlab ki mujhe tumse thoda .... matlab bilkul thoda... zyada nahi... bas thoda sa.... zyada gyaan hoga na.... thodi zyada samajhdaari hogi na??

Bon: hmmm... to??

Me: to baby ke paas ke agar vo zyada waali samajhdaari aaye to tumhe acha nahi lagega kya???

I think she is convinced... well done Anirudh Roy Chaudhary.... you gave a nice excuse..... she must be thinking on my words right now... that is why she is not saying anything......

Bon: baat to theek h aapki..... acha theek h.... mein dugga maa se keh dungi ki vo baby ko aapke jitna samjhdaar banaye or mere jaisa sundar..... ohk???

Me: tumhaare jesa k...

No no no no... stop it you boy.... let her think whatever she wants.... abhi fir se argue kiya to fir se hormones koodne lagenge iske..... so better I keep mum......

Me: haan haan.... bilkul shona... jesa tum chaho... 

I think my princess is feeling sleepy... I can hear her yawning.... I think I speaks way too much....from now I have to control on my tongue...... and how can I forget that I called on hall's telephone... that means she is standing.... her legs must be paining..... oh god, why you made me so dumb!!!

Me: acha Mishti... ab jaao... or jaa kr... araam karo... wahan to I think 12 baj gaye honge... kaafi raat ho gayi hogi... tum thak gayi ho gi..... jaao jaa kr so jaao.....

Bondita's Pov:

hmm... pati babu is right... I'm feeling hell sleepy and my legs are literally paining... I'm standing here at the same spot for I guess 1.30 hour.... and I din't even sensed the time..... I must go and sleep now... I have to give this good news to the family too tomorrow morning....

Me: haan pati babu.... aap bhi jaldi se khaana kha lijiye ga... or araam kariyega... aap bhi to 15 din ka safar karke thak gaye honge na.... achche se khaana kha lena or ache se so jaana

Ani: hmm... so jaunga... or khaana bhi kha lunga.... tum apna dhyaan rakhna... kal baat krte h... bye

Me: bye bye... love you...

Ani: love you too my babies....

Me: babies??? 

Ani: haan.... one is you and other is in your stomach.... and the other one must be sleeping in her room I guess....

Me: ohh... haan she slept.... chaliye ab mein rakhti hoon....

I ended the call and I'm feeling like I'm in heaven right now... I'm feeling like someone removed a rock from my heart... feeling so light after talking to him.... his voice is magic.... actually he himself is magic.... but now how will I sleep?? my bed is in London..... I too have formed so many bad habits.... and one and worst of them is sleeping on top of him that too without...... you know right?? and with his hands caressing different parts of my body..... weird right?? well, I know I'm weird..... let's try to sleep... my baby too need some rest sleep.... come on baby, let's get a good sleep after so many days..... after talking to your dadda..... love you my bacha....

I tried sleeping, but as usual, I failed... in the last few days, I thought I'm not able to sleep because I didn't contact him in any way..... but now I'm realizing that I can't sleep without his warmth..... I got from the bed and started roaming in the room caressing my belly..... what to do?? Ohh yes.... I think this can work.....

I quickly opened the cupboard and took one of his ironed shirts out.... I immediately went to the bathroom and got rid of all my clothes and put on just his shirt..... it's obviously so loose on my small body....it's sleeves are hanging down my arms and this shirt is reaching to my thighs..... but still I'm more comfortable now......  it's smell makes me feels like I'm in his embrace.... I went to bed, grabbed a big fat pillow, clutched it on myself and tried to sleep... and guess what... I don't know when I dozed off thinking about my love, dreaming about my Aunu with his fragrance on me....... nice idea Barrister Bondita... you are great.....


Quite long phone converstaion I think.... 🤭🤭🤭 well, I thought to give you some light chapter as many of you are getting depressed knowing about the upcoming story... so I thought to lighten your mood... and I hope I'm succeeded.... Tell me whether you loiked it or not?? and please do comments with open hearts and vote......

Bye bye,
Lots of love to you all❤❤❤

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