He ran to his dorm as fast as his legs would carry him

He ran his heart beating so loudly in his ears that he didn't hear the fast footsteps of Midoriya chasing after him

The second he got into his dorm he locked it and ran to his closet to grab his box of things

There was pounding on the door but he ignored it

His only focus was the box

Todoroki fumbled with the air tight lid of the medium sized box mentally cursing himself for sealing it shut after what happened last time he opened it

The pounding on the door got louder as Todoroki finally got the lid off the box

He pulled out the items
A note, a knife, a bottle of pills, a small box of double sided razors and finally his mother's necklace

Todoroki put on the necklace and set the note on his desk before taking two of the sleeping pills and picked up the sharp knife

"Todoroki please open the door!"

He choked out a sob and raised the knife to his arm as Midoriya powered up his quirk

Just as Todoroki slashed both his arms the door flew off its hinges and Midoriya rushed to catch his falling body

Todoroki was unhealthy light and paling very fast

"S-shìt.. AIZAWA CALL A FUCKING AMBULANCE" he yelled at the teacher who was now running up the stairs

Just as the worried teacher came into the room Midoriya had already sloppily bandaged Todoroki and was getting ready to run to the nearest hospital

"Tell nezu, I-I gotta get him to the hospital"

Aizawa nodded and quickly started dialling nezus number

"C'mon Todoroki d-don't stop breathing on me okay? In and out"

Everything went dark

And then he woke up in a hospital

'I can't even do one thing right huh..?'

"M-Midoriya?!"